Coming Back to Self, At Last

Before You Read: A Cosmic Invitation to Discernment
Detach from my story. That’s the invitation. If you’re here, there’s something for you—some frequency embedded in these words that is meant to awaken or affirm a part of your own path. Take what resonates. Leave what doesn’t. The universe doesn’t play games. If it placed this message in your hands, trust there’s gold in it for your soul.


There are love stories we live once.

And then there are the ones we remember into being—each day, each breath, each sacred act of devotion to the life we’re here to create. Today, I part ways with a reflection so divine, it could only have been shown to me through the eyes of the mirror I once mistook for “other.”

This isn’t a goodbye. It’s a consecration. A setting free of illusions, so that only the eternal can remain.

This wormhole—yes, her, the feminine portal disguised as time and tests—was an enchanting initiation into my highest timeline. The one I get to live and forever experience with the woman in the mirror. A nod to Michael Jackson, perhaps, but with an alchemical twist. The mirror that doesn’t just show me my face—but reveals the soul underneath. The wholeness formed by the sacred feminine and masculine archetypes, neither one saving the other, each a leading force to reckon with, each devoted to their own corner of the world. Each sovereign. Each sacred. Each sure.

And off to unknown pastures I go.
A boomerang journey destined to return—not to the same place, but to a higher octave. Back home to where it all began.

“When we least expect it, nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spots.”
Call Me by Your Name

That film replenished a feeling I hadn’t named in years—homesick. Not for a place, but a feeling. Some scenes held in the halls of my own childhood in Crema, where I would wander the streets after high school classes, unknowingly tracing the same paths my soul would one day walk in remembrance.

The pain of the illusion of separation is the worthiest sorrow of all.
It aches, yes—but not with despair. With promise.

“We had the stars, you and I. And this is given once only.”
And this—this—is the only thing I would never gamble with. Sure, the world is changing. Everything will be different. But so will I. I would rather reintroduce myself to myself a thousand times over than scatter my essence in directions that no longer serve. To choose presence is to choose power. To choose patience is to choose faith.

To you, Susan—
The you who was there when I cracked wide open.
The you who held space for every shadow, not with shame but with reverence.
The you who became the garden in which I remembered my own sovereignty.
With you, I get to share my abundance of love in all its manifestations—for eons and eons to come. And the greatest blessing Life could gift me with… is the You in a then-present.

What a glorious team of sailors and mermaids we are.
Each in our own kingdom.
Each reigning, each rising, each remembering.

And so it is: we walk forward, not apart but aligned. Creating realities, not to escape—but to embody. Choosing gratitude, not as performance, but as frequency. For what we’ve had, what we are, and what we’re becoming.

To the future our consciousness will allow us to experience—
With, through, and beyond each other.


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