What I’m now realising is that ever since I entered the 5th May 2025 portal, I’ve been writing away my dream — the dream to experience myself through the lenses of what other people thought of me.

To eject myself from my own experience.
To view it from the observer’s lens.
From the perspective of whoever was watching at the time — and my own observations of their sight.

I’ve always wanted to read minds.
This was my dream when I was a child.
The real reason I started pondering about life.

I always asked myself:

• Why do people behave this way?
• Why are they like this?
• What do they see in me — because I see greatness in them?
• Why are they so consistent in seeing less than what I see of myself?
• Why do they allow themselves to see themselves as less?

So many whys.
And I now understand:
I get to house the answers to them all.

In this blog, you’ll witness indirect mind readings — especially from the last 3 months, but truly, this has been a 3-year journey that has brought closure to 25 years’ worth of silent questions, felt observations, and frequency decoding.

You’ll encounter fractals of self — versions I saw reflected in others, moments I brought justice to myself by seeing the interconnectedness in all.

Because what they saw in me…
was what I saw in them.

The difference?
I always saw beauty in myself.
And most people did too — until the beauty of my essence became a reflection of how less beautiful they felt inside.

I never saw things “stick” to me — by design.
Because deep down, I always saw myself as the whole.

But to live in this world meant I had to fight my way through every person I’ve ever encountered — and their limited perspectives of life.
Perspectives that saw themselves as “just them,” not part of a Whole.

But I is Whole.
It is the number 1 and the number 0.

Both sides of the same coin.

You just see a 1 on one side of the coin and a 0 — a circle — on the other if you lay it flat.
Isn’t that the first dimension and second dimension?

And if you tilt the coin just right,
you see both at once —
and there, you find the third dimension.

Life is just like looking at a coin.
A matter of perspection.

So enjoy your tour into the depths of my psyche.
Because in there, you will find yourself too.

As we are all Two.
And still, One.