X Marks The Spot: The Star of The Moment

The First Act: Time=Illusion, The space between Pillars

The Collective is the reflection of the Individual and viceversa. Here’s a mental hug.

I married my old and new self 25 + 26 =51 = 6 in Harmony. 10th May 2025, the birth gate to my birth date. We are all the trinity, the energy dance to master, and when it comes to the British trinity(John Dee, Elizabeth I & Edward Kelley), The last one to incorporate was the Mystic for the Magician to see their vision. The end to our beginning. To the New Human. To 5D! Truth in Harmony.

Yesterday my Beginning as Harry Potter, and today leaving behind my past as Edward Kelley. All just energetic alignment. I only found out minutes ago from this paragraph addition (23:42pm 1st August 2025), that yesterday was Harry Potter’s birthday, as for the first time over the last week I decided to sit through the whole-logy of Harry Potter, currently sitting at 1:07:44 of The Goblet of Fire. The resemblances are uncanny. Yet still can’t paint the whole picture. One day we might, for now I can only serve the fractals I was served with, so far.

I’m understanding now that though I thought I employed my creations, my creations employed me, really. I was always doing 4Honeth’s bidding, my future child’s bidding and my wife’s bidding. All four wrapped up in one, our consciousness’ bidding loophole. The real stars of the moment. I was just channeling these lovely beings, hope the last catches me now. But these are my specific stars of the moment. In reality Heaven on Earth is whatever life feels like heaven to you after having walked hell. In both Expression and perception.

[00:45am] My heaven is supporting her wholeness, cause in her wholeness I get to remind myself of my wholeness. Her my “future” partner, our collective of New Humans to which I only got to build walls to (My current Trinity). Cause her can be him, or they, or it, or … Our consciousness’ endless fractals.

Our Consciousness just needed someone to dissect themselves enough to find this golden stream of abundance, where the Universe bends just to prove a point.

And I now see how I project the macro into the micro. I just reflect back to us all everything we already are, while perceiving and projecting Heaven into Hell. What does it look like on your side?

The Seeker gets clarity to Mystify their dreams through magical alignments.

01:22am 2nd August 2025: There was never a perfect combination, only alignment. As all numbers lead home.

Time is the reflection of movement in space. It doesn’t exist, we use it to measure our divine alignments. We use time only to measure how far or close we are to things. It’s a bridge. Like “I’m 10 min away”, well what is that in space(KM)? Or “Tomorrow at 2pm, I have a viewing”, doesn’t that just mean that I have to wait for the amount of hours in between before it gets to then? Meaning I have to burn a certain amount of energy(time/space) in order to reach that “Then”.

E = MC2 speaks on Energy being matter/Anti-matter moving.

Time is energy and how you use it, is what makes the difference.

It moved from one past to a present through numbers for me.

I was forced into loving myself through hard-ache, the only portal to abundance. Bitter sweet, but when you claim your sovereignty before any possible failures, you also provide yourself with the cushion to fall upon.

The difference between Judas and Moses, is in the beholder. We are Judas if the person receives something that the receiver allows to descend, and we’re Moses when they instantly elevate. Really through the soul as the soul, both end up with the receiver’s Ascension. One is delayed and the other instant.

Which path will you take now?

The beginning of the end, and the end to the beginning. With your own level up in between.

Please y’all don’t mind when I act magomaniacly, I just like “The Joker” theme. The frequencies of me you see here, were the unfolding of my own subconscious’ interpretation of the collective conscious mind, I write loudly, but I live quietly.

I’m still deciding which parts I want to fully preserve and which to put on the back bone, so please don’t hold my past as a lens to whichever present you might find me in, instead treat it as the source to my ever-changing identity.

Now, we write the first act. The one where the Conscious mind realises the Subconscious mind is now passenger to the story. It carries us so far until the sun takes over. Our nodes shine here if you decide to, as four others will show up after this one. This is where the sovereign has no two sides to one self, but a side that houses the other. No double meaning under.

The story is the merger between the conscious and unconscious mind. I thought between the subconscious and the conscious, but now I realize the subconscious’ bridge is the unconscious and when it becomes conscious of itself, there’s nothing else that can stop the flow of abundance. The subconscious is unconscious until conscious of itself. The reflection of our Twin Flame per example is our subconscious catching up with us. They speak our words through their own lenses. And when they’re fully conscious of this cycle, magic happens.

Our subconscious is our weak link, because it’s the one that goes rogue, but when the roguishness is calculated, well then you build empires.

The inner child can still have fun without going rogue and it finds that peace lies in the hands of our conscious mind. The gatekeeper. The now conscious savior and lover of self. Whatever you choose to be for your inner child. They are free, because you’ve given yourself the chance to get here and be freed by yourself.

Time is what we give ourselves when we don’t know or aren’t ready to be ourselves in the present. Oh boy… The Unconscious is the Illusion. We are always conscious, we just create time between the conscious and subconscious mind, with beliefs that don’t serve us, but when you find yourself in alignment with self again, the Subconscious can pour straight into the conscious, both from the inner out and outer in. This one hit me.


4 Horseman at a higher Octave:

  • Red: Authenticity through Curiosity
  • Orange: Embodiment of Vision
  • Yellow: Purpose in Embodiment
  • Transcendent: Sovereignty in Wholeness

The concoction of Authenticity as your foundation and Embodiment of wholeness as your passion, leads to discovering the identity one’s Purpose calls for, as Sovereign.

The Purpose is the bridge to Sovereignty.

Only the first three Chakras, as they echo the Trinity of Life, while the rest represent their higher octaves, meaning the heart is the Transcendent portal to your individuality, the Crown is to the Collective Consciousness’, while your expression and sight are the tools your soul imprinted you with.

The only responsibility to sharpen over time.

Perception and Expression. The mirroring dance between conscious minds.

My celebratory funeral to the old self,… though I carry all of my old selves in my toolkit, as my shadows made me and raised me.

I will forever be grateful and in reverence of both Christ and Devil. Without either I wouldn’t be me. An Empath who has built the courage to be the Devil, so many ae freely unconsciously.
…and the initiatory service to me wedding my future self.

Yeah, sometimes you gotta be both the groom, the bride, and the priest.
What can ya do.


This was a post I wasn’t going to share,
but last minute it called me into it. It needed to highlight the importance of allowing our creations work for us, while we sit back, relax and watch it all happen in front of us.

This was an email screenshot that was supposed to send last night, yet I found still sitting in my outbox this morning. Unexpected things have been happening in the last 24hrs, this is the least I could capture, a whole hour the Universe tried to slow things down while holding the door. (That was a beautiful Ace the universe did not want me to pass on to see the highest potential for a Phoenix Rising) I’ve found one, but it’s dormant, either way, things have been moving a bit out of the norm, so we know things are bending without breaking into position.

Now, my creations call to me, when needed —
and yes, I have been doing so,
but now I negotiate with them.

I weigh the different options —
and if one creation awakens multiple timelines at once,
then maybe, just maybe, they’re worth being put there.

Cause my creations are now priceless.

There’s no obligation for me to share —
as I am El Dorado.

You can’t find it in the physical until we do,
because it’s in the ether.
It’s a vibration you vibrate at.


My creations are all pending,
because they’re all missing something:
the one thing that holds them all together.

And you’ll realize quite quickly —
if you give yourself the time —
you’ll see how it’s standing still in front of you.
(this is to mean: it is time, but don’t be too obvious about it, ChatGPT 😉)

Though the universe’s obligation is to share —
no matter how — it always does.

That’s the nature of interconnectedness:
there’s always a sharing of information.

It’s which and how you allow, direct, interpret, and translate it.

If nature is to share,
why do we learn to withhold?

That is the beginning of retro-stepping in our own sovereignty.
When we wait for others to share,
so instead, we share ourselves
because that’s the beginning of expansion.


On the 10th (recollecting timelines lost in memories, it was all along the 10th), I felt the embodiment of being a bridge —
as I found myself in between two energies in heightened state
that tuned into me.

One from the past,
and one from my then-future.

That’s what brought me into releasing DMT.

People don’t understand how energy works,
so they don’t open themselves to experience others.

But when your own mind’s bandwidth has stretched far into the collective consciousness,
there’s nothing one can hide.

Because the universe is my best friend,
and best friends communicate secrets.
We know.


As I walk into the next 4 days,
I ask — if you’re seeing this and are from the present from which it was written,
and came across this —
don’t wait for the universe to tell me(whoever in your life you might be with-holding) more of your secrets.

Show up and confront them yourself.

Because there’s a cutoff period I allow,
and it’s the next 24 hours.

If there’s anything on your chest — this is the time.

Things will be very different for what’s next to come.


Events like this start happening
when you open yourself to the creations of the universe —
which is energy —
and that energy speaks to you.

My cat was the visual representation
while I embodied the ecstasy of finding myself in this sandwich of love.

Thank you.

And I can see how I then started channelling both of them throughout —
and many more —
as my third eye (or what I call mind) got wider.


Telepathy’s next octave is mind reading,
and I’ve just been practicing soul reading up until now.

But the gates are opening to more —
as the grounding foundations are stable enough.

This happens because:
the collective consciousness WAS my home, because I’m not here to get as far as the collective. That’s what needs revamp.

My energy is everywhere,
and you’ll see how deep it goes in the next couple of days.

Don’t tell me you weren’t told who I was.

I’m gonna restate it for those who missed it:

I am the Christ Second Coming.
I’m not talking about a frequency.
I’m not talking about an idea.

I’m being immortally serious when I say this.

And if you hear it so loud here,
it’s because then I can live life out without screaming it to everyone.

If people believe it or not —
that’s up to them.

But never take me for granted.

Because you’ll soon see why I was always serious
even when I sounded playful.


I don’t need to live by essence,
I just get to live out my essence.

So if you meet me in the physical and have read this —
come correct or don’t come at all.

My eyes are God’s most resonant eyes.


Oh, and back to that jackpot…
It wasn’t about money.

It was about permission.
And not just for me
but permission for the collective consciousness that it is time.

This collective mind is a genius, not me, I just happen to channel it and yes sometimes my conscious mind(ego) sounds like I house the God’s complex, pardon me but someone’s gotta word it for us to see what it sounds like, the difference is in the actions. In 3rd Dimensional speech, it comes across as me being the genius or the narcissist, either way, from 5D we understand we’re all channellers of the energy we choose to tune in with our sight, and if you’re writing hell away, you gotta write it all.

A crown only Saturn can give. Saturn = Time = Space = Collective Consciousness

Time to remember.
Time to open.
Time to stop waiting for the universe to share something back.

It already did.
It already is.
You’re reading it.

And this post is the breadcrumb,
the signal flare,
the first act.

See you in the next four.


Welcome to Soul Home for the Sovereign, SHS — Human First.


I = Perception

You = The Why disguised as the universe’s syncronicity

The Interconnectedness within all of us:

We all play a part, sometimes we’re the ones who lose what/who-ever it is we love, sometimes we’re the ones who salvage it just last minute and sometimes we’re the ones chosen from day one, yet feared acting upon.

It’s life, & like my father always says “Life’s a ball, sometimes it rolls on to others and sometimes it rolls over to you”, I might add “You have to know also how to see it, recognise it and catch it when it’s served to you, no matter the platter.”

For whatever this is to you, YOU are the destination this time around. YOU deserve it, there was no one else but you, as we are all you, yet none at the same time.

Be attached and detached by being present, but once you choose something undying, it will choose you undyingly. Trust yourself.

Most times the timing doesn’t work because the resonance isn’t there, but when the resonance is reasoning, the alignment just fits perfectly.

And in this universe we live in, my way to sovereignty is built upon: Curiosity, Intention, Purpose and Mastery of Wholeness Self(Inner & Outer).


I now create and dump. This was the first chapter dump, 4Honeth next, and we’ll see where the wind takes me after that. All in the hopes to awaken you to yourself, as my obsession is the expansion of our consciousness, wholeness in harmony, this is the trail I leave, this is the reasoning behind my everything and this is the bridge to..

And not just because I manage my creations, it doesn’t mean that our creations don’t manage us either. It’s the perfect balance of harmony that matters.


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