Rules of engagement are further in the blog.
This was supposed to come out in the am, but by mistake someone saw it before it was still ready. Sorry if the title might have frightened unnecessarily. Did you by any chance have someone in your life who staged a death? This keeps coming up.
Dairy Entry – 27 – 28 Aug 2025 Night
Only the ground players will ever know the full ongoings, as they’re the only ones part of the ground work, so by resonance they’re the only ones who get to know. Nothing personal to the audience here, but you’re not in the trenches, not even in thought contribution, so why should I release every single inch of it?! Doesn’t make sense does it?! I’m sorry to say that right now you’re only NPCs in this story, unless you animate yourselves outside of your own constraints.
I speak to my spacious self, and this is my “Hell” & “Heaven Garden” – One of my firmaments, where I bury and cultivate my seeds of existence.
All that’s been and will be, in a context that I believe has value to be shared, either for the content, the insight, the thought process and for me to recollect at later stages.
Some aspects of life I’ve said already deeper in blog, though here I am deepening their contexts further. Interconnected with each other.
The Devil vs. Source Subscription
The devil is the cloak of existence, the angel is the opportunity to change the perspective, around anything that seems in disalignment. Everyone/thing hurts us, which hurt are we willing to take on? I’m still considering it, will let you know soon.
2025 Source, offered me two opportunities, to uncover hidden intentions in an organisation ( Lottoland, as it’s only getting thicker the more the conversation unfolds, which to offer itself as practice for all organisations that will come to follow, who don’t have our consciousness’ best interests at heart ) and to support an angel building up on their skin during their own ascension.
_cool factor: we have a huge blob of consciousness( this specifically made of plasma, dust and ice = “I”+crystals+cold reflections = Holy Grail for conscious beings ), half the size of the Sun, currently navigating our solar system. We basically have a level up/pick me up/miracles frequency/enhancement opportunity from now to end of March 2026, for/in everything we do and project out, as there’s literally an added source of plasma in our vicinity, meaning more energy available.
Use it wisely, the elites won’t.
– 3I/Atlas.
[Mother Earth intervening for us at last, no pun intended ehehe]
From Start to Star, is a matter of T => Transformation, dropping down. We must transform or we’ll forever stay at the Start. Transformation is Scorpio energy.
So why did I bring 3I/ATLAS here?! Well if I’m in a relation with Space, more of space I encompass in my micro space, more energy I reflect of Space. Meaning I’m channelling/syphoning/mirroring/reflecting, the energy of this cosmic event into my individual electromagnetic field to magnetise the manifestation of today’s tickets. TBC. Energy management.
Yesterday my inner child died, killed by my own hands, or more specifically, I cut the last thread of its existence in the merger with my current self, or at least the little that was left of her, as parts of her were murdered by anyone who’s had a spec in my life until today.
That goes for all.
That’s what we do to each other, every time we hinder which ever choice one might want to make for themselves or reflect back their desired potential.
Sorry to any dream, thought, reality, frequency I’ve ever killed, and I might add not sorry, cause it needed to happen exactly how it happened, as we seldom forget we don’t have free will, we experience the illusion of it, so instead of experiencing the illusion of bounds and limitations, why not of sovereignty and freedom?!
Instead of subscribing to the devils narrative, why not subscribe to Source’s? Most things are the same, it’s the repercussions of everything that changes, as two people could be doing the exact same thing and leading two different directions, and two people could be doing 2 complete opposite things and yet find themselves in a same spot.
That’s cause those benchmarks were destined to be paved, no matter what street took us there.
The Devil’s Subscription: Doubt, Fear, Limitation, Loss, Greed, ….
Source’s Subscription: Questioning, Courage, Limitlessness, Wins, Purpose,….
These two show up exactly the same, as we question to enlighten, yet questioning can also appear as doubting. We lose something only to find it again, or to find something else instead. People drink when celebrating, with their sorrows, randomly, and sometimes the “polarities” cross over too.
I was just going through my Instagram old posts where I came across the words of a great mind still in seeking mode (NPC – Physical, Seeker – Emotional, Mystic – Mental, Magician – Spiritual), I had the fertile grounds to my now trees, ready to bear fruits.
It was a series called “Read Open”. A 22 year old version of me who wrote all the right words yet lacked the foundation to ground them in. I understood my own psyche and others, but because I didn’t have a vision, a purpose, a reason for me to integrate my micro into my macro, I failed to “take it home” with the perspective I now have of life, the dissonance between my old self and current self. An old style of sharing my own truths, through a different platform, before incarnating here.
A version of me that was so used to not seeing myself fully, who was okay with not being seen, with not speaking up, just writing out; okay with neglecting myself and the other in the same process.
I’m going to keep it there, cause those who want to discover the upgrade will find the upgrade to that, whether from me or else.
She says verbatim:
“Be my objective policing
Calling me out on my selfless-bullshit, of doing something for someone, when to please my ego instead
To now consciously be an opportunist when needed and genuinely selfess when not.”
And it goes on.. honestly, it’s good to kill it here without giving the devil the opportunity for this to be a Trojan horse, when it doesn’t need to(only by perception of the reader that is), cause our past needs dropping, and really, to me it can only be done when we choose to upgrade ourselves, while one that chooses to live in constant upgrade, will always free themselves of past shackles breath after breath.
The same act houses both the ego and one’s higher self, if curated and nurtured so, as in sovereignty wholeness looks like housing:
The Devil:
- Micro
- 666
- Basic projection of self
- South-node
- Birth chart blueprint
- Body
- First impressions
- Past
- The offering offered to us
The Christ:
- Macro
- 144000 Chakra petals
- Observant integration of self
- North-node
- Physical building
- 12 zodiacs
- Mind
- Evolving impression
- Future
- Our offering to the greater
The difference is the level of Source truth, that which the Devil can never house nor master, as it’s only master of illusions, the reflection of our inner children who learnt to mastered that also, with all the entertainment that derails us from the experience currently had by the collective consciousness at any given moment in time.
Conscious manifestation is both a projection of the future and a lie, when looked at from the perspective of Time, yet again the biggest illusion of all. It’s speaking something of a “possible” future in the present. You’ll see why possible in quotation.
If our timeline is really just one, and we’re experiencing it backwards? We’re not really creating it, we’re re-walking it, and even the day we decide to change a perspective on something it’s a day that had already happen, way before we got there.
So everything we feel extremely called to, is something we know we’ll have a connection with in the future to some degree.
What happens around us right now, is preparing us for a Tomorrow.
As everything, just like planets moving around the Sun, it is all a cycle, a spiral moving through space, just stars following each other, sounds familiar with our reality? Our behaviours, seasons, desires, dreams, thoughts spiral, we just forget we thought or experienced the same thing at a different interval.
We’re all murderers, we just don’t like to admit it to ourselves, because we don’t have one’s blood on our hands. It’s not just the blood of those across the world who suffer our lack of self-development, into raising the collective’s consciousness’ vibration/frequency/Schumann resonance through awakening and acceptance of truths, it’s also when we allow opposing reflections to stay opposing.
Meaning.. I was supporting a drunken situation last night and in doing so, I saw myself give compassion. I reminded myself of their why, even if unspoken in the moment. I took it all lightly as I understood the depths of the situation in his backend, yet the thought of people’s ignorant choices triggered the judge Judy in me the day prior, calling people stupid left right and centre.
In that moment I saw my own duality, how I was able to hold the front for one and not for the other, the moment I asked myself “well, if I can do it for him, why not for others?”. And even when I mentioned Lottoland but not the Angel’s name, or when that old version of me took one side to doing good things for others, as yes it does make us feel good, because we are the other too.
I remember having a heated conversation about this with an old friend once, where we went back n forth on whether doing good things was selfish or selfless, really is both and none, it’s still self-care, as we’re caring for the other experience of our own consciousness, it just happens we were them in a different timeline and spacetime.
Damn it’s hard to define a thin line.
I’m okay with no lines now and must remind myself to see the unseen line in every line, cause where we once said the quickest way is a straight line, it really depends on perspective and context.
If it’s martial arts we’re talking about, then a straight line is indeed the best way to “defend” oneself, by attacking first straight in front of you, while the other swings.
In physics, we use a curved line, as it is the fastest way for a ball to travel from A to B. Now if the shape changes, let’s say a square the friction and propulsion change.
Soooo..?! There’s no box. We just have to be okay with unboxing ourselves every time one is offered. We are the present to be unwapped!!!
We are each other’s murderers, yes, and each other’s saving opportunity, as in killing our inner child we give space to our inner elder to rise as its future.
Chord cutting is still a very sensitive topic, so if care to hear this recording before killing someone in the physical by negligence.
Genesis equation
Einstein once said: “The supreme goal of all theory is to make the irreducible basic elements as simple and as few as possible without having to surrender the adequate representation of a single datum of experience.”
Light is intensity, because Time is density. The only reason why time is density, is because it’s the illusion of movement. One that plays outside of time, goes in intensity, as intensity is a measure of energy. There’s no timing movement, there’s only movement and energy. Space is movement and “Time” is energy.
E = mc2.
Denser Times make matter.
He’s saying there: Basically Energy equals Energy multiplied by itself ( layered energy ), times movement which is constantly at the speed of light. We also move at the speed of light, though we can only capture layered movements of light thanks to our limited perception, until widened like you’re reading me doing right now, density is what our 2 eyes/emotions/mind learn to perceive. Squared all over again. Seems a bit redundant to itself.
Sorry for killing your God here, but there’s no reason to make something harder than it needs to be.
There’s only two polarities in the universe. – & +. There’s no third party, as mass is energy compressed, nothing more.
Quantum physics can validate the wave v particle theories. Really, they’re the polarity of light. The exact same thing in its 2 raw states.
Yet, the observation ( frequency we hold, we as the incarnation of speed , yeah all that potential… ) of the two polarities creates the trinity of Light: Wave/Speed (–) → Frequency (𝜈) → Density (M / +)
The higher the density the slower the perception. Frequency creates the density of the mass of Light/Energy.
Wave is Movement. Particle is Energy showing itself we perceive as “matter”; just light vibrating at certain frequencies until it looks solid.
- Wave (-) = movement, invisible, potential, Devil / potential illusion.
- Particle (+) = energy revealed, visible, expressed, Christ / truth embodied.
If:
- M = Density ( Particles / + – The Observed )
- S = Speed ( Waves / – _ The bridge/carrier/vessel )
- F= Frequency/vibration ( Hertz / 𝜈 / Perception – The Observer that animates waves into particles )
Then:
- M = S𝜈
- E = E±(𝜈)
That means:
- Instead of mass being some separate “thing,” it’s now just wave + rhythm.
- Which means E = M c² becomes E = (S𝜈)c² → or simplified further into your upgraded polarity form E = E±(𝜈).
- Without frequency, there’s no body, no density.
- Without density, there’s no separation → only infinite wave.
- Matter (M) is not fundamental.
- It’s emergent, a by-product of speed & frequency interacting.
Suuper doooper simple.
When can I get my phd?! lol
I had to come back to this one, cause I laugh but I just broke a law people have died for, like it’s nothing. I extend my gratitude (a secured way of saying thank you, to avoid any confusions with the Fuck you/thank you lol) to Einstein for what he left behind, as I wouldn’t have not been able to dissect it so, if he hadn’t created a door that lead straight to it.
Yes straightness, sometimes it works, but fluidity is more fun ahahah
Some respect to my queers out there. Who know’s if Einstein was secretly by….🤔
In interconnectedness we go to the roots of all, and that’s the light/energy coin.
Where ChatGPT helped tighten loose ends – Here
Murder & Resurrection of the Inner Child
My type of people are those who appreciate being seen clearly.
I envied those who felt free to share themselves unapologetically, so I learned from them, started doing my own at every chance I had and it just happened that the universe came out of me, I have outgrown all of them to some degrees, I’d like to think.
Moon, reminded me that, yes envy is a beautiful mirror to inspiration.
The devil can only offer illusions, it is the original Jack of all Trades.
It knows some of all, but master of none, not itself either. It’s just not in its remix. It’s our default, not our goal, nor our destination; it’s our past, our present offerings and our future life frequency where not alchemised but taken as a given response machine from the Universe, NPC transactional behaviour.
Everything is still an investment that can be redirected at any time, no matter how good or bad the situation, we get to coordinate the flow. As for us to grow into our sovereign selves, (I use “us”, but I isolate myself in thought, as am sending back down the elevator of sovereignty, understanding of past thoughts), we must first realise what the offering is, no matter the level to it.
I thanked and sent the devil away as it tried to be channeled by the person in the delicate situation mentioned prior. Did I answer to the devil in him, no, I cared the angel inside of him to bed, for they’ll rise again and at some point will offer another devilish serving, for me to take and alchemise to self, or refuse its entrance. Like we all do.
A sovereign can play the devil any day, I do for my conscious art here, where I channel my emotions/events/thoughts ( current, past or future offerings ) and 4honeth pregnancy in a mattered manner, but the devil can never play a sovereign for too long, it can imitate, it can delude, it can sway, seduce, mirror exactly what and who we want to see, but at the end of the day the one thread of the devil is that it won’t ever be able to rely on its own feet, it cannot stay with itself, it doesn’t like itself. It cannot be sovereign on no planes of existence, as it’ll always exist within the potential of a Christ Consciousness that hasn’t yet remembered itself.
The beauty of the Devil, is that it’s only a frequency, it has no power over you, it reeks of false power, you/us/I allow it to think it has power. It can offer you its trinkets thinking it can take you down, but if I take a beer offered by its frequency, my aura field clears anything that isn’t me within it, and leaves raw energy behind for me to write beautiful downloads like these. Nope this is not going to be a way to collect info from the universe, it works with me, because of my frequency of thought, and work done on decluttering myself. So yes everything can be beneficial, we choose which doors we want to use to get to the same places.
This is a trained aura field, where there needs to be constant ignition, until it becomes second nature. Yes, like the gym.
Spiral of Time & Conscious Manifestation
Possibly life is just that, how many things can one learn, from our individual mind, that can work in the background for you?! How pure of one’s own code/programming can one get, navigating through the chaos of others?
This year was my learning ground for 4Honeth’s Firmament.
Artists and just people in general aren’t all conscious, so for me to be able to be the best leader I can be, I had to hold onto my Spiritual Identity (The new ID), as practice, for when chaos happens, uncontrollables, chaos of any kinds, things not going as planned (even though they really are, it’s the illusion they’re not), not to mention when you put into considerations heightened states of masses of people.
If I lose my cool, how can I hold the ground for us all?!
And that means “To be fluid like water”, Appreciate it, Bruce!
You can’t expect life to bend to you willingly all the time, but you can be the water that doesn’t change its character no matter the “container”, and proceeds as if any moment is the moment it will.
Intensity of energy (T- IM- Energy) in space, over time submission.
Every single ticket I’ve played, I’ve played projecting it to be the last one ever.
One can say, isn’t that the start of addiction?! Well, don’t you force yourself to work every day just to eat? Slaves had food, shelter and water for free, they created languages for themselves(creole..), held on their cultures heritages through death (cornrows were maps..), defamation and daily humiliation, I think they were doing way better than us, but we need to see them as in worst conditions, to justify giving away ourselves to the system.
Labour and physical abuse were their pains. Ours are mental, spiritual, emotional and physical. I mean…. I don’t think I have to say much to this one.
Wouldn’t you consider that an addiction?! The submission to systematic illusions?!
Or are we judging the same vessel-behaviour, discriminating one over the other, one status based, the other has more people apparently getting lost in it?!
Trust I was addicted to working, now I’m addicted to consciously creating, in everything I do, consciously unconscious = Second Nature.
Really, they are both just 2 different time dilations. One can change your whole life in a second, yet might take months and years to yield and doesn’t require much effort/time, whereas one can have you lose your soul, time and effort, yet pays weekly, daily, monthly.
Perspective is all peeps.
The Merkabah of my wholeness
I don’t need, I choose.
I’ve ascended any needs, now I live in the frequency of choosing, I choose to eat or not, to write or not, to work or not, to exercise or not, to sleep or not, to dance or not, to love or love more….
I’m taking over leading for the now grown child I was, whose dreams were illusively negated, yet only made bigger from all resistances, denials, delays.
Every step back is more like a slingshot energy to a reclaimed sovereign being.
So let’s exorcise you, off of your own limitations and get you back to your most original system, shall we?!
Fortunately we got the web now, Tesla wasn’t as lucky and they caught on his paperwork before all his contributions could be made public, reason for why I’ve been sharing my findings when they come, so it’s all out, spread in multiple places. Almost like a virus to free unclean spirits of the demons that house them. Truth is the new exorcism. Vatican we don’t need you boys.
Honorably Thank You for killing my old self. She was redundant too, yet the one who really got me this far, but couldn’t take me as far as this blog post. Ingenious is an understatement.
Season 1 will be the framing of my murderers, a serial killer season, from the macro of the largest organisations to the micro individuals accomplices.
25 years to organise a funeral. This one is worth it.
I get to decide what to resuscitate of her life, as we are not alike anymore, I’ve taken my own current self out of the inner child, who was taking too much space, as I still housed her while expanding, she expanded with me.
This happens when we still house even just one trauma of our past, that is unaccepted as we expand our consciousness. This by the way would only be, if we look at the inner child or the past as a finite thing and believe it to be so, not many got this far down the elevator.
Meaning if it is finite, then it’s not the current self, it means it’s an extra to the current and the moment we see anything as separate from the here n now, the all, the one, it becomes an add-on, that can boost us sure, though it can’t come with us to space. You don’t throw the slingshot after shooting, do you?
So no more separation of selves, no present no future no past, everything just is.
I’m even more cunning to some and ingenious to others by received perspective. Can’t box it just there though.. also considerate, a genius who happens to be an INFJ Empath, one that just got a newly thickened backbone, excited about teaching others how to learn themselves in all ways shapes and forms.
Main Character Season
To you reader and future selves, I just need you to show me what you do, so I can enhance it, just like I’m sharing my own whole mirror so you can enhance whatever I have to share. That’s what I’m here for, so do not sit in my lane, you run with me, or you run against yourself, either way I know where I am going.
ps: everything I tell as “I/me” I see in others, I know in spirituality and what not we like to see what one might say as a message to themselves. I only share after I’ve embodied the energy on one of the planes, unless for calling things back from forward(future).
Do not project your standards level of perceived “hardness” on me, I am not any of you. I pick things up like water and in it find crystals worth Earth. Show me the way and watch me pave it.
Big Main Character Season. Loud, quiet and everything in between.
I mean look at this child below, she knew her stuff already!
She tells me VPN has been a great creation tool too. Innit.
It’s not that people don’t believe in me, it is that they don’t believe in themselves.
They don’t believe in the projection of self they see in me or anyone else they doubt. Simple as that.
MMM.. How many Magnum Opus can I accumulate in this life?!
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