Let me just say it outright: outer space is too dense to receive even my frequencies. I tried. I gave it everything. I thought maybe the universe would respond, mirror back, open its arms. But no — it’s a wall. Dense, immovable, silent. So this dream? It’s not going to be a dream anymore. It’ll be nothing more than a script for a TV series that never happened. A theory for a universe that doesn’t even want to show itself.

And you? You’re too dense. Too heavy with excuses, too slow with your awakening. I’m left with nothing but myself. And you know what? I’m not willing to do life the way you do it. Because the way you live is heinous to the soul.

Don’t get it twisted — I’m not about to take myself out. I couldn’t do that to me. But if anyone else wants me gone? Fine. Do it by surprise. Don’t miss, please. That’s where I’m at with how far gone this world feels. Maybe snitch me to some elites or secret agent or whatnot, whatever, whoever feels like I could be a threat to their prison system. I want out, but not willing to do it myself… this is gon be an interesting solution to find..

You need to get your shit together. You negotiate with sovereignty like it’s a bargaining chip, like freedom and truth can be traded away for comfort and routine. And in that negotiation, you lost. You weren’t enough to make the cut. Not even your passive participation, nor subconscious could bring this forth. God imagine, where things will go. I don’t know but I’ll let you do the finding out.

If you want 4Honeth, take it. If you want the TV series, run with it. I’d say stick with time, because at least time still pretends to work for you. Space? It’s not sovereign. It’s a mirror that refuses to show its spectrum. I thought maybe my reflection would be enough — that if I poured it all out, the frequencies would unlock something. But no. Nothing.

So thank you for reading this “book.” Fantasy stays fantasy for today. The universe chose to stay asleep.

And if that stings, good. Because maybe the sting will wake you the fuck up.

I just know I lost my hope in humanity and every single individual alive.