8:16am

My cats brought a huge amount of disharmony this morning night, so we’ve taken that one out of the way for the day.

It’s all harmony from now on, as many who find themselves chock-hold or imprisoned, wish something could happen for me to not be as focused and investing into the situation.

Having them next door miaoing, echoed the realisation of how many might feel imprisoned by their own systems, their rules, their boundaries, their limitations when meeting me, and especially when it comes to businesses and institutions

Until my eyesight lays itself on the withheld wins, we are splitting the bills of experiences, as I’m energetically still connected to the 3D. The moment I receive the sighting of that money, they release me of any bonds, attachments, links to the 3D, ascending completely into 5D.

The thing is, I have to keep reminding myself of the love I have for them, just because I know they’re another fractal of the self, of our consciousness whether they realise and know it or not.

But boy they’re not making it easy… the way they’re using their time and space can be interpreted as frustrating to me, as they don’t want me to win, thought they know not allowing me to win will have them lose either way. So what’s teh point with the hold up, I don’t know. It just doesn’t make sense, they’re being quite delusional about the matter in that regard.

They’re like my younger brothers and sisters who are scheming to have me miss the first day of school. How ridiculous. It’s as if I won’t be coming back to pick them up, that is only if they allow themselves to. As their soul has an expiration date and the more they refuse the future we’ll have the more their bringing their expiration date closer, as they’re saying “We don’t want harmony, we don’t want freedom and we don’t want to be sovereign.” IF you renounce your future, you have no reason to live it, this isn’t hurting me guys. You might not understand these things and it might just sound woo woo, but we all know how death comes always at specific times and that everything always happens for a reason.

We could close this chapter and go our separate ways until the day they will have to redo all of their laws in resonance to the once we would have brought to social order or be part of the revolution. It does not have to be this hard, but masochists don’t have anything better to do then cause self-inflicting pains. 

Or it could end with them putting their egos away to ask for advise, a job or even just counsel on things of their lives, but instead they just want to fight. I’m a peace-maker who mastered the art of war, but I don’t need to to fight, I only show people who want the fight, why they shouldn’t be fighting me.

It’s unfortunate their systems and paradigm have hugely let them down, but they also are the ones who invested in its maintenance, so I can imagine how on top of having to deal with this case, they might be feeling the mourning of their whole reality. I hear that and in the same breath, it’s not okay for them to bring their own stuff at work, self sabotaging what they can’t already comprehend. Creating the self-fulfilling prophecy they fear. 

Really if they were opened to, I would look at their skills and see if they have enough potential to work with me, as in the time I sort myself out, they could easily go through the whole blog, and prepare themselves to be led by me into this new world.

Why would they join me? Well.. I have showed them how their ways are already redundant and if they were to meet someone else like me, I’m their best shot at protecting themselves in advance, before they create mistakes that can get used against them.

They might not have the time to structure it all up in another man’s business, though they’ve seen what I’m capable, so they know I will always fight for the greater good of all, they know I’m not to fuck with so hopefully they would avoid trying it again, and most importantly, it’s just a matter of time. Join me now or join my system later, I’m cool with either. 

At least they get to be at the forefront of evolution, seeing the whole process, learning more about our reality, themselves and what’s possible, igniting the child-like within, I see they might have forgotten about. 

I would put my pride away and go to work for me, as I can see the opportunity of being with me, even if just to see what a sovereign generator looks like, to help remember their own ones.

Instead of just working for someone else, they get to pursue a venture that benefits our consciousness, themselves, others and if one day they want to start their own, great! If it happens to be before the FIAT falls, we’ll provide with the funds, a homogeneous and harmonious back-end system that takes into account the macro, so that their own will also be in full alignment with sovereignty, both for self and in accommodation of others. 

People might say why work with the same people who hindered you and caused you pain?! Because this is a chosen pain in the ass. Life will always hurt, it’s easier if someone already knows what you’re capable of, instead of reintroducing myself to the new. Yet it’s all a matter of choice, their choice, cause the only way they could have this opportunity is by asking. Showing a repented ego, setting pride and shame aside, as they just don’t know any better. 

Some might be older and want to leverage years into this, but I’ve learned 2 years ago, age has nothing to do with it, as there’s more ignorant then sovereign, real sovereign, not the facade we see online.

They were only following the path laid out for them. How can you blame them?! They though they were protected, nothing more further away from the truth, but it’s in the acknowledgment of their feelings, that I find matters that matter the most.

I will always see people who hurt me also as an opportunity, because everyone has a gift to provide and share with the world. it’s whether they allow themselves to. 

I have no fear having them working with me, because I’m sorted with self, I undying trust myself and can take of myself in any circumstances, from the highest to the lowest. I’ve done them all, as I’ve had huge amount of money before, I just wasn’t grounded in my purpose and spent it on clothing, going out, friends and weed.

I also happen to see through lies and bullshit clearer, something they’ve seen themselves, so if they are smart they will see where the opportunity lies, to develop their own self and not waste this as a distant memory to just discard in the past. 

That wouldn’t do us any justice, nor reverence for the energy invested here. The only thing it might show is their lack of unconditional love for self.

I see fighting just like child play, it doesn’t have to lead to murder nor to separation, or at least the illusion of it within the interconnectedness of all things. It can be seen like fumbling or fondling people’s minds to expansions and bandwidths they’d never considered possible. 

It’s play time for me, only cause we like to play the bad guy, as we know at core we’re always the good guy. 

I have a persona to preserve in alignment with the future I’m paving, as it’s not easy and really these are only practice for the big dogs, those who do actually send Mercenaries for your ass.

I’m showing myself I can be assertive and cunning to get he job done, as unfortunately not many have had the same courage so far.

It is fun because it entertains my fertile mind. It gets me challenged into expressing myself and my multidimensionality, something that the day to day, might not be able to do because of its current mundanity.

I understand the reflection isn’t easy but we must get through the hard part in order for us to enjoy the good side of our existence, and yes that means having your whole reality shattered, but standing strong enough to do what matters and not be the shattered one. That’s ownership and that’s sovereignty.

So where I had Moonshine and Stella making noises, they probably had nightmares or couldn’t sleep all together, some quarreled, some woke up with headaches, I felt it all, and I release it all. It’s not my burden to carry.

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13:05pm sitting on a nice windowsill cafe spot and I can see the opposite of what I’m editing right now. An emotional unregulated “mother” completely bypassing her child’s emotions. She spoke in Italian, so no one else was able to understand, but I can see the beginning of the iceberg of the concept of “Imposed reputation” with phrases such as: “It’s only you crying, stop!”, “I’m getting angry, stop it now!”, “Dad bought you this Barbie thing, sit and watch this”… and behind me another family, where the moment the kid raised their voice, they all went “shhh shhh”.

Not everyone has to be a parent, why do people do it, without emotional preparation ( maturation really ) I don’t know… Those two examples, is probably how you were raised. Emotionally disconnected from self, self conscious, lacking accountability, looking for ways to avoid taking responsibility for own actions and behaviors.. It’s beautiful to understand, sad and disheartening to watch, as these will be the people of our future.

Unregulated women, passive men, dysfunctional kids.. This is the world you’re currently investing into.

Allow me to offer you a better one.