Unconscious Comment

I had sent this to her last night, with timestamp to be posted at 1pm, with a chance for this to be a private accountability and picture, yet no response, so we’re good to go. Flawless.

I don’t know who or how, but this one comment I had dropped, got made a highlighted one, and as someone went to like it minutes ago, I received the notification and was held with my own mirror. It reminded me, I had left that one trojan horse of mine behind.

Not my finest hours, as I half meant what I wrote there, see the screenshot below. I tried to make her look good to her own community to the detriment of her own community based on my personal evaluations, which I have grown to trust too much for me to discount, and there my own ego got in the way of the truth, a truth I knew, “Do not trust this one, for whatever reason she’s playing a role, even though she houses all of this knowledge about the universe”, and I’ll dissect why my comment was half meant, while I hold myself accountable to my own actions.

I’m going to start with the fact I saw very highly of this person until I started noticing what I considered to be a detriment to the consciousness at large. It wasn’t just the scriptness or repetition of it all, as many content creators do, it was merely the fact the universe wanted me to hold her mirror as she tried to hold mine, something I did send praises for, as she got the closest for the longest, though now I’m not sure if it was simply because she’s pulling from my energetical field without knowing even before I came across her content, or our creations were made to reflect each other, again we do not know her side, we know the recorded one, not the individual’s.

Still not quite an accurate mirror, reason for why I felt the need to declutter everything that wasn’t me throughout the process and turning it into insights for us all to ponder on. Again, that’s my skill of reflection, I can only thank one for their unconsciousness, for people’s unconsciousness gives me the opportunity / responsibility to put light on it, whether directly or not.

She appeared receptive to my creations based on the things mentioned and only an IT trace can rectify that, as it was either the most synchronistic thing possible or she was in response. She came in with silence in a delicate moment of my life as my third eye blasted open, here I could’ve easily lost grounding with myself and lost my mind. And no we don’t have to lose our minds to gains them when we have someone who’s seeing us losing it.

Accountability goes both ways. I hope I won’t need to speak on this more and this will be the last unless needed, but the reason why I’ve become so adamant about people’s silence is because I am experiencing the repercussions of it.

My loudness at least has others know exactly where I’m at at any given moment in time, which evolves quick for the things that need evolving, but stays the same for the things that are clear.

I have a good memory, so yes I will remember what people say even if it is months or years ago, writing things down is to preserve the details of the events for whoever I’m going to assign as director & producer to this TV Series, as I will be too busy with 4honeth, I will only be partaking in the acting of myself in season 1 and season 12/13, the rest it will be all about 4Honeth, the 9 Pillars and the political, systematical changes we’ll be delivering in the next 24(+11months)years.

The thanks for the work done, were my initial objective observations before the whole experience, I purposefully chose to deliver what everyone else was seeing and projecting back, as I didn’t want to ruin the sight her community had of her, in the hopes one day she’d hold to her own accountabilities, sorry for deluding you. Here I don’t think anyone of hers is here to read me, if anything the comment being made highlighted, might have attracted some eyes here, but I am okay with my own truth, as I speak my own truth.
I singled her out, giving false authority over my manifestation process, as I was still giving credits to my own powers to others, when really everyone has been an echo of the OWO reminding me more of why I was here. Something that so many concurrently have been reflecting back. Again, my bad for putting people on a pedestal, a mistake I’m learning not to do, as it gets to people’s head and it creates a false narrative of my judgement of them.
I thought the events that were happening that day would lead to the manifestation of a jackpot, but that didn’t happen. So though things popped up in my life, it was nothing different from any other day, as there wasn’t a win. I’ve been in this edging phase since the end of 2024, where so many things come into my life, and the synchronicities heightening are now something I live by, instead of seeing them as an alarm bell to a jackpot. So the Sirius B I thought was going to come was the Lotto, to then win the Euromillions days after and the powerball in between. It would’ve been such a beautiful strike. But just like many other times were powerball or other jackpot mentions were mentioned, none really manifested, so it was just another edging from the universe, or at least that’s how I’ve listed it now.
I was always seeing my own mirror in all the contents I was consuming, not hers alone, so as for the echoes, even random sounds after asking a question aloud would echo back what I needed to know for myself. Was it a different content to the one I was used to, 100% and we revere it for it, was it something I needed, no, cause I proved myself even afterwards and during the echoes were everywhere, but because I glorified and idolised her, I really wanted her to be the same resonance, but even in the last videos I saw of her, I had to sit with myself and ask myself “How could have I, allowed us both to think there was ever resonance?”, we just are 2 different universes, and we could’ve found out where we resonated, but the person only took my creations and never opened communication, so I’ll never know.
The last paragraph I meant every word. Everything happens for a reason and I was put there for a reason, just like I saw her content echoing my life and so many times I would write something and then it would happen to be her topic of discussion in the video posted of the day, which was recorded earlier and other times, I would see how I would echo her wordings as she did widened my vocabulary. Now I have an ampler range of synonyms for concepts I used to use basic language for, as my gift is to make the hard seem easy. The good luck was me hoping people would see more.
Uuh that “goodbye”… That was me basically saying to people “You don’t have to sit and watch these type of videos forever, you can too disconnect, cause I value the physical more than the digital, it just happens the digital seems to be the root of the physical these days and it’s where I can create for free until my creations get me to be able to create freely in the physical, where ultimately we all deserve to live the most. Like I said, I’m here for a season and a reason, many live online. No bueno. That’s why 4Honeth is a place to bring the real sense of community back, before we lose ourselves in the meta of the physical, instead of the meta-physical of the universe.
“Keep up the good work,” is cause they see it as good. I guess every frequency will have a good, especially because they didn’t know how high the potential was raised.

The more I disconnected from her, the more I saw the reality of things and her silence wasn’t a blessing, I was able to make it a blessing because of who I am, but silence never is that. The cross is withholding information that benefits the Macro. We could’ve come together and put the pieces together and launch the 5D from the digital, and we would all be in a different situation now, probably even the whole thing with Lottoland might have been avoided, but we’ll never know. This is where we are now.

Her community deserved to witness me just as much. Again not because it’s me SNW, but because of the frequency I house, it could’ve been anyone else, but it just happens to be me this time around. Blame it on nature and the Universe if you must. This specific colour, age, form, deliverance, candor, wrath, height, mastery, self-awareness, this embodiment. What can you say, our Lord (Light) liked it like this.

And Light only works for me, because I’m the lightest form of Light in density.

It’s been deleted now, reason why I brought it here. It doesn’t deserve to show face when it wasn’t genuine. That was a low blow of mine. Guilty as charge.

I guess the cross here is not sharing consciousness, but used for self. That goes for both of us, to different degrees.

Mmm let’s add some fire.. I just checked quickly on the search bar and the videos seem to be all recorded daaays ago, so what are your real current emotions?!

Who are you under the cloak of time?
What is you hiding?
What do you need from me to feel safe to speak up? I don’t bite, you’ve had my phone number, my Whatsapp still works.
Are you still intimidated by me?
Why did you allow this to happen?
What held you back from speaking your real emotions, which only came out as slips of the tongue?
Were your feelings for me that strong, yet non-understood?
Were you hoping for me to stay forever quiet or did you feel like you deserved to be put on my cross?
Was it that my expressiveness scared you or pushed you away?
Was I just entertainment for you? Comfort food for your soul?
What can be done to ease the fright?