Scott, who sits outside of Sainsbury every day asking for change offered us a place to stay, out of all people…

Radio silence from the authorities, but they be monitoring every single thing I post. Crazy. Stalker rather than helpers. Who’s the shame on?! What are you trying to find?! IF I’m real? Why not show face and find out for yourselves, instead of hiding behind technology?

These are your leaders, just saying. I can’t say they’re quick on their feet.

Again they’ve been seen so highly, no one really has been able to see the depths of their lacks, negligence, non-authority, fearfulness, limitations, facades and all of the scamming, because most are too afraid and busy playing their narratives to see anything beyond their struggles.

You found someone who sees beyond your bullshit and now what? Are you studying me to copy me, to try and predict me, what is it.. cause you’ll fail at all. Just saying, but if that’s what you would rather spend tax payers money, instead of getting down to business, I mean… You’ve been doing it for years, so I guess, it feels like home to you.

I didn’t take the hand, cause the other day I experienced one day outside, out of locking myself out, this time I give myself in, and in doing so have 72hr to free the whole thing.. I mean if I don’t find somewhere that’s another bunch of waste going in someone’s backyard, oceans… god knows, cause even the recycling system is a sham. They tell you to recycle all plastic, when maybe on a quarter of it, is recyclable based on their limited ways of recycling.

This time around I get to experience real homelessness, I hadn’t touched the floor just yet. I either get to go down thriving in essence, or I go down to rise back up. Who knows. I do it for the plot twists, as I seem to be the only one experiencing life like a movie, where we’re all part of the same. I go with intensity, cause I don’t live by time, reason why I fear not speaking on my truth, knowing I could possibly be burning the bridges I built with my emails.

Why? Because if no one holds these cabals accountable, no one else will with the same intensity and we’ve allowed them to feel like Gods, when all they had was the illusion of it. The embodiment, trust that’s another thing. I speak because my opinion shouldn’t come between us and doing what’s best for our collective consciousness. If people take it personally and in doing do hindering on progress, that’s them bringing emotions that have no fuel to the vision to work. Not people to trust nor to confidently work with.

So I tell it how it is, so when we meet they fully know what I think of them, and the fact they have a huge bar to make up for. All those connections, those accolades, the money, the events, the stages, the networks, the resources, the “skills”… all for nothing. As nothing is where we’ll end up if nothing’s done about it. Do you already see how uneasy people are right now…wait until you tell them they can’t work anymore cause their employers cannot pay the bills so are almost obliged to replace them with AI.. Well we know that’s part of their plans, so they can swoop in with the solution, the same old..

I’m not a homeless person, I am having a social experience, to show people that no matter what you have to bring, people will look at your circumstances and judge you for it. That’s how they judge their partners, how can you blame them.. discernment isn’t their thing. You could have the solution to cancer and they would still laugh in your face, by projecting their own limitations, simply because they do not believe themselves to be able. It’s not you.

They all fake liking each other for each other’s resources, and call it business relationships, really it using others glorified and embellished to make themselves look good. So they can say “I locked a great deal with Jeff today, instead of I licked his ass by giving him exactly what he was looking for, so he wouldn’t say no, as I desperately need to make another commission this month.” But when you go and tell them, and you read them like an open book to the point they feel so seen and at danger because of being seen in a system that never sees you. Oh boy, that’s when you start seeing their real colours.

Sad to say but this is the world we’ve succumed to, where sales is the new way of conversing. Enticing the new romance, as all coming together for the betterment of all, was and is still not good enough.

If you feel bad for yourself, that’s all on you, you probably aren’t doing enough with yourself and your soul knows it. I get judged daily and do I care, when I’m the only one in this country if not the world really, trying to bring about a global and extremely needed change. Why should I?! I’m sleeping good, no one eye open. I’m blessed, because I’m not you. I’m Susan Ndinga Wright. A capped space (Time) in our collective consciousness, that truly cares. I couldn’t have chosen better incarnation.