06:55am I just got offered a free coffee.. The amount of free things I’m getting given is getting hilarious lol I don’t do coffee on a regular, but when it comes with love, we take it.
Some temporal jumps. enjoy the maze to yourself.
The Truth Will Set You Free, but First It Will Piss You Off – Where we Make or Break.
Writing this with the first song who happened to be the song I wrote about. Life’s for the living. It starts as a diary entry and unravels one of my best reflections ever. Possibly the only one you need to read to decide if you want to work with me or not on your sovereignty and the sovereignty of our population. I promise you to meet the most undying and most confident version of you, that does not have to look like me. Yet it all started as my story. The moment I started sharing, my story became for you and everyone that comes next.
I can hear emotions. It’s a very high pitched sound, that my subconscious has learned to develop the translation of, a tool that has sharpened my intuition and discernment, plus the nurtured ability to articulate and put emotions into words, since I was a child speaking to myself through the pages of my diaries, as my parent were 40+yrs difference and working long hours to provide for us. The diary, pages, words, became my best friends in understanding a world that did not make sense to me, then. These days silence doesn’t make sense to me. Self expression is lacking and we’re growing fearful by the day. We can do something about it.
This night between 3am and 5am it was for a long period, meaning you either thought of me and couldn’t sleep, you dreamt of me, or had nightmares of me, either way your soul chose to channel the immensity of energy of awakening, based on how much you chose to alchemise it, honour it, accept yourself and the mirror showed, and our ability to understand what went through.
And the reality is that I only offered you truths, what you chose to do with them was your own contribution. Whether you were the one that shared it or the one tha received it, you were just a participant to how the rest unfolded. We created this to show to each other, each other’s foundations. The frizzle ones, experienced heartquakes, those who were strong felt a breezes but like TT says “No one will be left untouched.” I hold crosses on behaviours, yet I hold them differently to the person’s trajectory with me. Authority had to see mystical authority to respect me, love had to see unconditional love to love me, hate had to see purposeful hate to realise me, and everything in between saw exactly what they needed to see to remember themselves. To us. To what was, what is, what could be and what will be. I’m a gardener at heart and a special force by essence.
It happened, we all market our fears, it just happened this time around it was with someone who had the capability to frame it and show it back. After you read the whole piece, whatever emotion you feel, allow yourself the grounding of it to truly understand what it is, I’m not going to give labels, but you will feel and it’s good to feel where the feeling is meant to empower you.
I know it was a hard night for all of you, I’m not going to bypass that the one thing you might have spent years and years got shattered in just a couple of hours, I understand that, and I wouldn’t have done it if I didn’t believe I could raise you back up. So I hope this puts things in clarity and give you your full space and free will, no matter how conscious or unconscious, we always choose right, we always create exactly what we needed to develop and grow within. So please be kind to yourself. Not nice and not harsh, the middle ground. Accountable, yet understanding that you did not know better and just like I test time in my timelines or people’s confidence where I see weak foundations, it’s all in the destination of sovereignty of self in the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual.
I might be the first in all four, cause where you see financial constraint, I see opportunity and space is giving for free, so I am honoured that even if ou don’t provide for me, I’m always provided for, as I’m providing for our consciousness expansions that weren’t touched before like this. Our consciousness love originality based in its truest essence. You can be that too. Potential is opportunity and you all have a lot of it. We got this if you want to have any “WE” after reading this.
I only ask for physical provision, because I can take care of the rest, I have been doing so much spiritual work behind everyone’s back to lighten the air, as it was getting too dense. I undone John Dee’s firmament, so that people would have the ability to continue expand without losing it, and in doing so provided with the theory to our expansion too. Even me coming to you with these truths, it’s all in to provide to your soul that was calling for it through your work or lack there of. Still communication it was, whether you were conscious or not about it to this degree.
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Met L somewhen around 1am in front of Sainsbury bench and greeted him just 5 minutes ago before sitting to write this( now 2:22 ). He shared his riches, he had lindor chocolates, some gold digestive biscuits, a joint, wait a second what Susan? Joints you know in-between our bones ahaha one stood out in particular ahaha what can I say, freedom of the physical realm. No attachments, if not to my own soul.
He steals bikes for a living, he can open chains with his hand in minutes, by how much of an expert he’s become. He used to be a mechanist(oh boy, mechanist?! No internet while writing this one okay?! I’ll leave everything like it is) and you know what he deserves to be paid for his story, cause he does the most. Been on the streets for a year now, 3 daughters from three different women, (adding this at 5:44am, I love hour the hour always speaks of the energy I’m channelling) some drug use here n there.., if I find him I’ll offer him to share his story thoroughly, even if anonymous, and teach him my own system, so that he can also be paid to exist.
The other guy I met prior unfortunately wasn’t happy with just platonic and didn’t take it so well, yet L in his own ways is a gentlemen, he just had to hear it clearly. And some of you just had to see it clearly.
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While others say they want honesty or consistency between speech and action, like when you say “I’m just about my work right now” and mean it with every bits of you, while also not allowing other’s desire for your presence to derail you from your plans, not many can take the matching energy. Doing half emotion, the action or the expression, of any given feeling/emotion/energy/thought/decision.., propels a one sided essence of being. A disability in the way we engage with life at large in both our inner and exterior world. We can be both and still create our own image, as our image becomes reliant on what we provide at all times and how we provide it, and why we provide it. What + How + Why = Who Those three are foundational to what we get to build for ourselves, the rest is the energy management (Where, When, Who).
The experience of cold and hot is a dense amount of light, light that can be transmuted in any way possible. I write so it converts into truths that must be spoken. Distress creates opportunities for the sovereign, just as much as peace. We take cold, as feeling, for example and store waves as particles bonding with each other, for our body to burn through when inside indoors as combustible, as crazy as it sounds.
Everything is just a claimed/carved/identifies/tagged/labeled… energetical space we gather within. What we do with it is what matters. You must think what should be held on and what should be left behind and what should become a potential of the future, just not a certain inevitability, until it isn’t or it is. And other times a full stop closure is what what the Universal doctor asks for. I’m in Doc season, meta-physical
Others’ negligence instantly becomes my richness and source of creation. When you live in the creator area, if someone asks themselves a question if they can’t fill in with the question and you are expressive, you fit just perfectly. You give each other what the other seeks, exactly when you need it. Interconnectedness at its best. It doesn’t matter what the situation is really, it could be anything and every interaction we have with the Universe. I express continuously because we must start seeing expressing ourselves as the norm, because if we all express ourselves, it’s not going to be chaos, because it’s not the only ingredient in communication. There’s patience, there’s respect, there’s space, there’s attentive listening, emotional literacy…A bit of Linguistic why not… there’s even breath, and at times there might be even a fart ahahha whatever it is.
We don’t have to be opposite of each other at any given moment in time, that’s what I’m trying to say, we can be endlessly all parts of us, of the collective, based on what and who we choose to be at any given moment in time.
And you see, I wrote death to the OWO and set it up to 2056, but really that’s just happened, because I borrowed from the future, graduating on my spiritual ascension of multi-inter-dimensional, full awareness of the power of thinking ahead. And it’s an endless dance. I share this with you because I understand you could easily learn to use all of what you call “my skills” because you choose to see yourself as a different being from myself, it’s because I trust myself and the connection I have with my soul in its full extension and expression. Everything calls for something, everyone calls for someone and you all have called me, on a soul level, it’s the only reason as to why you were all in front of me. To get here in this carving of space facilitating each other’s ascension.
The beauty of this interaction in particular and what makes it unique in its own, is that you all have someone that was anointed in front of you. I had to walk the confidence through mud to get to this point, for me to be able to be confident about carving this energy of space, because frequency speaks for itself. We are not the same and that’s our gift to each other, it only happens you seem to see me as competition, the same way I take good fun of, because I see the silliness in competing with another me who just happens to be ahead on something, but guess what you’re also ahead in something else, or I wouldn’t have seen the benefit, the value and the opportunity of showing you this other part of life. Unfortunately in this specific expertism, discernment and insightfulness become the bread and butter.
Sovereignty of self, makes you this beautiful pot of gold, that never ends. It fills you up from the inside out and you get to continuously experience the dance with reality in front of you, while also having a wider perspective to the fact we can all have a better experience. I use all the frequencies in the book of life, because I must transmute them all in order for me to ascend out of the collective consciousness, so I chose to give my offering as a serial killer to the old world order in its most ethereal way possible. as by killing density you choose the density of it. By killing the lightest light, we will find out the difference in frequency between the interaction with the different senses. Meaning the touch is the densest of all. Not allowed in our future, we eat animals that die just like they do in the coldest parts of Asia with raindeers.
We treat animals so nicely that their meat will be the lightest meat in frequency no matter the density, probably healthier as not lower energies stored. Unfortunately not every farm can afford a cow psychologist, but we can all afford better manners, because the day you see the person in front of you that shows you the extreme of your day to day ways of being, just to show you how detrimental it is, for it to be so widespread, should be the focus of energy. To give ourselves the ability to be better for and with each other. That’s all.
I’m not talking about other human meat, unless that’s your thing and there’s a direct mirror of someone who wants to get eaten, not by distress, killing, or else, but by heartful choice, with no traces of grooming, which is the same thing as influence, teaching, leading, consulting, walking through the realms of the deep psyche.. what I’m doing now as it’s all installing energy from point A (susan) to point B (the ethers).
They are all the same action but house different frequencies based on the frequency of the thing it leads to and on the frequency of the person serving the action. Per example between me and you, you’d be the groomer with silence, as you’re unknowingly or knowingly telling each other to hold it, not maybe even in defiance, it’s because you don’t want too much exposure, fear what might come out someone that leads with truth, as you might not be ready to hold on to the weight of its density, and yet you have roles of exposure.. How does that work? Don’t you think you’d find more peace in your mind with your heart, if you were whole in your existence, and experience the full degree of what you could be, without chains, but purpose and mastery?
Today I had breakfast free, a woman decided to leave it behind, wait until you hear why.. as the barista was taking it away I mentioned it being a waste and even before I could ask she offered the beans on toast and a long cappuccino to me. I of course said yes.
_ I am speaking about people, am I not?! What did I tell you to question, or better who the other day?! Those who speak of other people and not plans. If that felt good, you missed the point, as I was reminding myself of that point too, its other side. As anything can be talked about, it’s the trajectory of growth and alignment to one’s future self that shows you who they are. Meaning, it’s not about what’s been said, though definitely listen to words, there’s more on that later, but see the details one offers, the narratives created, the energy it installs in you, the awakening it delivers to you. Does it take you closer to your sense of home within yourself, does it get you to unravel more of yourself, does it trigger some sort of conscious grounded growth? As one can learn, but if it’s not grounded it will always be unbalanced. I’m just reflecting back groundedness in multidimentionality.
Full presence or omnipresence. And we all have it.
See the difference here, is this a story of our consciousness’ fractal’s experience, like direct experience that’s highlighting something concrete and expansive to you specifically? you get to continue that track of thoughts at a later time.
Great, so basically she didn’t even take a sip from her coffee, but was complaining about the sausages that weren’t available and the £3.5 she spent on it… People’s trash will always be another hueman’s wealth, when taken care of properly. I know the type of love I give and would give to my close knit, as it’s the same way I take care of myself. With truth.
They’re my chosen family, so by nature I extend how I treat myself to them too, and I can do that because I am the lightest example I know and have experienced. Us all really, or none of you would have been so spooked about it, to create so much resistance from meeting another version of you from which you can learn another side to life, while you show me what you appreciate of yours, while removing the illusions.
Cause at the end of the day, when you’re sovereign you might do a lot, but what “lots” you choose to experience is completely up to what your innate essence was made for. You discover that by removing all the lies, back to factory mode and the rebuild from there.
A life given to feeling light at full contentment with nothing and THEN get to enjoy the everything of it all with higher responses, reactions and experiences, reason why I’m still here, or I’d probably be dead by now if I had come with a different energy, so good lord it’s me.
To feel so confident at your lowest was the goal for me and you created the surprise party for me to embody my highest self too. If I can have the honour this blessing of a frequency together and get you as close to your own factory mode, after passing the gates of our togetherness, the only part we all share, as in sovereignty we all craft our own, after being able to manage the polarity of the dualistic factors of life. Not something for many skins.
Call me lucky. I know I built this one and I’m extending it to you, cause for some reason and somehow we were all chosen to bring forth this New Covenant. The A-Team.
Let’s be real, not everyone will stick around long, as closer to the Sun it gets, the hotter it burns, for some you’ve been away from your own Sun a bit too much, so when you see someone in full alignment with self, it looks disheartening at first, audacious, messy, arrogant, dictatorship and authoritative, why your sense of authority was destabilised, the nail took out your nail, as it wasn’t strong enough to hold.
I’ve just told you and showed you some benefits of having me in your electro magnetic field.
Feel your body, see what it’s telling you. If being surrounded by truth to this specific degree and can finally see what I’m trying to tell you and my vulnerability here calms you down, then great we’re holding it right and it means we might have a future; if you got to this point and are still resenting me for something you needed in your life, you have to really sit down with yourself, and have a chat.
Ask questions like “What am I pushing away? “What threat does she bring to me other than hard truths?”
“They say the truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off.”
Truth is Transformation and you can’t get to transformation without highlighting what needs transformation. Feel free to share yours on this one, please. As when two forces meet, they have the opportunity to share yes the lows and also the highs. When you find one that allows you to keep transforming throughout the journey and keeps you challenged. And I look forward to being challenged.. It might take you a little bit, but it won’t be that long if done correctly, until we start mate-ing.
5 senses.
Now, your hearing was engaged by your own voice if you made it this far, unless you’ve somehow downloaded mine. Your sight is still engaged, good, as I haven’t figured out a way to read without sight when I have sight. Learning this allows me to share it with someone or teach it to my kids if ever anything happens.
Preparation doesn’t mean inevitability, but inevitability requires preparation.
So braille will be a discovery of itself. Let’s move to engaging the cells, like that little smile and giggle you had there. I know you want to hate me, but it’s quite hard after you get to know me.. I find it hard not to forgive people. Hey hey hey it does not mean reconciliation is necessary, but it comes with the position, unconditional to its betterment.
A tricky one here, I need you to keep your mind clear and clean, if we made it this far, it means we are certainly vibing.
It reminds me of Giveon’s song “I Can Tell” when he says
“I can tell..
You never had nobody talk you through it, like I talk you through it.
Yeah I can tell.” loool Back to Meta-Physics away from Music.
This part though, you get to write the next chapter and only those who will reach out will receive communication from there onwards; so if you decide to. Catch you later, we got great things ahead and I need to understand your timelines too, so we can see how we can transverse with each other in space.
Have a beautiful time.
- The more people try to purposefully take me down, the more of my Self I get refilled by. Being the embodiment of truth, more Truths come out, meaning..do not come for me if you don’t want your panties out on the streets or take them out yourself
- You will forever engage and interact with the mirror of yourself, not me, as you can only see me when your own mirroring is cleared. Call me your personal Swiffer duster. My magic thrives in truth.
- Every post shared is a court trial won. We can do the real thing or we can end it here with accountability
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