If this is one of your first readings, welcome in. Get comfortable because it will be a ride. Whether it’s joyful, tumultuous or peaceful, it comes down to how you intake information that expands you beyond your current limits. There might be growing pains or there might be growing elations. Either way pain is something we have not escaped yet, though we do get to choose which pain to experience.

A friend of mine once said ” Pick your hard ” and it couldn’t be closer to the truth. So if you choose mental, emotional and spiritual pain of seeing a reflection of life you might have not been ready to fully integrate or accept, in a safe environment like words on a page, then this is your happy place. Close to no sugar coating around here, life’s sweet on its own under the right lens.

I do not want you to get lost in me, I do want you to find further depths of yourself. My simple pleasure is to see the positive impact I bring to people’s lives, consciously and subconsciously, so I hope that the words your’ll encounter expand you towards harmony with self first, so that you can connect further with harmony to the whole.

I understand I use a lot of real life examples especially from my life and the reason why is because I’m offering my life as service to you, for you to get the wisdom your souls has come here to find. Your mind will know. For the rest, it might seem useless at the time you read it, but it’ll make sense to you as a pool from which your mind can draw from in the long run.

We all offer each other pieces to each others subconscious, on multiple planes of existence, and this has been crafted to hit all sides, all chakras and all planes: vegetable, physical, digital, emotional, mental, spiritual. We do this exchange seemlessly as it depends on the speed of our field, the faster it is the harder it hits and faster, the slower the more unconscious pieces exist in the memory bank that need reviving with purpose, or the slower we clock on things and people.

I also know that because of the intensity of the content as extension of me, it might get addictive, if it does, don’t let it consume you, instead consume it. Think about it. Discuss about it. Research about it. Be about your findings and start meeting parts of you that lied in your wardrobe that need the light. Dance with your demons and find reasons to thank them for the lessons they provided you with, the experience you provided to Consciousness and the wiser person you are today.

What I desire the most, you could take from all of this is to find deeper, wiser, stronger, understanding, more compassionate, loving version of you in the chaos of it all. There’a no point to me or you in you getting lost in me or my story, instead of the story, allow the story to speak to you, what you need the most at that given moment in time and allow it to enrich you with a holistic perspective on as many parts to life you can count, and then some.

Many fear getting lost in others, or going inhibition of self. The celebrity effect of getting so hooked on someone, because you know a lot of them or deeply enough a sense of connection. Just know it would be you falling in love with your own reflection again, you reconnecting to parts of yourself you have long forgotten or set aside. Not me, but the gratitude you have with yourself for attracting and putting yourself on a timeline that lead you here, a place Narcissus would’ve have enjoyed, in seeing himself in all things.

We are one soul having multiple separate experiences, of course we’ll connect. And if we don’t meet in this lifetime, just know I have felt your energy, as I needed to feel what you might have needed to see in order for me to produce it all. We are all each others demand and supply. What we bring out of us isn’t for us, it’s for the outer with its left overs for us. We could’ve just spoken to ourselves other wise.

It is in our expression that we see the other and viceversa and it is in our reception that we see both, where we allow a wide enough perspective that encompasses both.

I want you to read things and ask yourself how does this affect, show up, what does it say about my life? How does it integrates with my life? What about it, is made for my continuum, what allows me and to which extent to continue for me to be the rawest and most confident in my rawness self, the most and for longer?

I only exist for this one moment in this one moment. This couple of words have impacted my present, past and future at the same time, I have lived only to deliver this to you, and you, and you too. Just like you exist to deliver something to them, her, he, me and all of us, as collective consciousness.

You feeling more confident about yourself, helps us all.

You feeling better about life, helps us all.

You exerting higher frequencies of thought, helps everyone.

The butterfly effect is real. The Schumann Resonance is real. Auras are real, and they all affect the aura of humanity. You little one just like little me. We can both cause ripples and halt progress, the choice is within. Be the leader not the follower, but be a transparent leader who doesn’t hide behind impostor syndrome, but admits not knowing something or fear of getting it wrong. Gosh so many things I had to get wrong to get it right, it’s life. How you go about it, makes the difference and what opportunities you see gifting yourself through your experiences.

If we do meet, please never hold back, I’d love to see you as you in your wholeness. Allow me to see more reasons to love you, other than being another fractal of Consciousness, good enough reason alone, but why not be ourselves while being it?!

I don’t bite. My art isn’t how I am, it is all that I am in one place, yet don’t necessarily exhibit on a daily basis, simply because it isn’t needed. Life’s not a battle for me, but it does provide battles to outlive. So you’ll see most of my warrior self here, my protector, my subconscious dancing with my consciousness, at last in coherence with each other.

Some might hide how much I’ve impacted them or fear admitting to it would somehow make them less, as if they hadn’t have an impact on me (for the fact we exist we impact each other, admitting to it, is only the sensical and mature thing to do) and that’s fine, like Kehlani says ” I know I’ve made my mark “.

Closure is in the giving. Anything beyond that is abundance. So hey if you choose to hold that abundance for yourself, that’s cool, that’s you, my abundance is divine and it never runs dry, I’ll be fine.

But to have a closed heart only pains you the most. So feel free to show gratitude or not, appreciation or not, admiration or not, it’ll only show how deep you’ve met yourself or the system that keeps echoing / recycling itself, and that’s fine unless it becomes a way of life, simply because it does affect us all. So keep expanding yourself, out of your comfort fields and zones, be courageous enough to live this life you were given and the pair of lenses we need to see life clearly, through your eyes.

Keep expressing your truth, we need more truthtellers and less talers.

The wholeness I see in people doesn’t belong to that version of them, unless inhabited. It belongs to the version of them that does.