This whole mission I carry has been a blessing and a huge pain. It brought me so much abundance and so much scarcity at once. While my mind was blossoming my circumstances were declining and in trusting the mission I lot a lot, I gave a lot, I missed a lot.

I have chosen to carry this forth until I can’t carry it no more, and if I have the ability to, I’ll carry it for life.

The mission at hand is harmony overall, yet the carrier becomes the target, the scapegoat, the one to take the fall, and I’m happy to take it, I just need to recognise it is a bargaining for and with a future self I’m not fully sure when I’ll meet.

Mission on the Yin, collective consciousness on the Yang, me on the yin-yang crossfire. No victimism here, just a plain fact that we always are the in-betweeners to what we advocate for, the leaders to what ever we bring, the responsible to what we experience, as the advocates to what lead us there.

Many crosses I have carried for the sake of one, and many crowns have been tested in the quest to bringing forth the one crown that’s calcified. An activated Collective Crown Chakra.