To this day, one question I cannot answer, though I’ve seen so much of me that tells me that consciousness was just edging our existence towards me, I don’t know if I was meant to be or I was just confident enough to snatch the second coming from the pages of Life’s existence’s book.

It beats me.. I mean, was I just the NPC consciousness needed or did I become what consciousness needed?! I mean I never had pretens or expectations to be this version of me prior to March 2024, yet I’ve also seen how my whole life i’ve just been quite different, quite me to a different scale of intensity and degree, but still me..

I’m glad didn’t look up much about myself prior to it and instead allowed consciousness to bring it out of me while reflecting it outside of me, but maybe not having expectations on how I qas supposed to be was my greatest win. Not teying to fit a role, a predefined role by humans, but instead following the predefined tracks of Consciousness as God.

Maybe I was just lucky to be african from my ancestry, a woman, thought to be lesbian until I proven myself wrong in 2022, not rich nor extremely financially poor, yet enough to always have candles around, liked but not chosen, friends of everyone but no one’s best friend, mmm I could go on and on, yet all points to the facr of being unmolded by life, unphased by peer pressure, unshaped by social constructs, unshackled by ignorsnce of being.

All my losses were my blessings and the very things that kept me from losing myself. The very thing that held me attached to my own timeline for dear life, cause it wasn’t just about my own life, it was everyone elses too.

Imagine if I hsd followed anyone who told me to do different from all that I did… I woulsn’t have created the theory to the supersession that can and will change the course of life for humanity and then some, as animals, vegetables, technology, planets, alien civilisations.. we will all benefit from some coherence.

Imagine if I had let my heart be a small target, out of fear of it being a target and instead not seeing that having an infinite geart was the very thing that allows me to see who and to which degree others don’t.. that me having the largest heart, like the old Yeshua used to point at, was the greatest pair of eyes i could ever have, as to see those who try to target my heart with activity or passivity, is the greatest leverage of all. Imagine if I had let the infinite amount of disappointments I’ve accumulated throughout life, for simply being different from all, unmatched and yet unphased by it all, scar the very thing that saves me every day?!

Imagine if I had let the infinite nos, the fuck yous, the i don’t want to hear it, the you won’t fars, the you can’t do it like that or the shouldnts, couldnts, and wouldnts… imagine.

Our future would have never hsd an option beyond armagdddon, beyond transmutation, beyond wars, beyond poverty, beyond segregation, ignorance, dissociation, illness, and so on… Just imagine.

I am so fucking proud of myself for not following anyone other than myself, and to all that thought the same applied to them, welll… what do you have to show for?! Can you reach these lenghts?! I doubt it or you would’ve.

Look around, do tou want to be like evrryone else or find out what an empowered, and not the best seller type of empowerement, version of you looks like, that’s also living in a ecosystem that doesn’t force you into the rat race?!

Think! What’s missing?! And no t’s not money.. I heard this beautiful quote from watching ” We Were Liars ” I don’t take money from people I feel sorry for ” and it hit me, why even ask when I can just go back to making my own, instead of selling my idea to people who cannot even comprehend the depth of it?! Let them have it, that’s all they have to show up for, with maybe fake titles, badges of honour, for simply drying floors while the roof keeps leaking… well yeah, leave the bone to the dogs, we swim with dolphins and fly with Eagles.

Sorry to call people dogs, they actually know better and don’t deserve the association, this is a comppete different breed of greed, dogs don’t have that. They’re loyal and quite smart themselves. If they were dogs the world would already look different right now, as there’s power in numbers on top of layed out depth, we would have made wonders by now, but no worries, we’ll make memories hetched in history of humanity for those who prepare their cv and show up for it.

We’ll soon show the resources to recruit and when that comes those who might have leaped would have the priority pass, those who will wait for more proof than already offered, will show their colours and those who will refuse themselves the forgiveness to blidness, well will stay irrelevant to history. Either way we know what timeline the winning team is on.