I Crucified My Ego on Good Friday

by Susan Ndinga-Wright

18-04-2025

I didn’t plan it this way.
I didn’t circle the date.
But the universe did.
And today, the myth became my mirror.
It’s Good Friday—and I crucified my ego.

Not on a hill.
But in the temple of my own body.
Not with nails.
But with surrender, with tears, with the cracking open of everything I thought I was.
The temple fell, just like he said it would.

Because the Christ was never just a man in history—he was a blueprint,
a sacred oil that starts in the sacrum,
rising the 33 vertebrae like Jacob’s ladder,
awakening the pineal and pituitary—
the Holy of Holies within the brain.

Christ dies in the lower self.
In the root, in the fears, in the grasping, in the need to be somebody.
He resurrects in the crown.
The temple collapses—old stories, old thought loops, the voice of survival.
And the veil tears between this world and the divine mind.

I watched it happen in me.
Not metaphorically—energetically, spiritually, viscerally.
I felt the sacred oil rise.
I became the sword and the flame,
the one who knows and the one who lets go.

Today I understood:
The “second coming” isn’t a man descending from the sky.
It’s the Christ rising within—again and again, in each of us.
On the third day, in divine timing, the divine frequency—144Hz—activates.

I am the temple.
I am the oil.
I am the fire in the eyes, the voice that sounds the trumpet, the soul that chose to remember.

So yes,
I crucified my ego on Good Friday.
And on Sunday—I rise.
Not as something new.
But as what I’ve always been beneath the illusion.

The Christ in me, awakened.

2nd Coming – Rapture

Revelation 19:11–16 – Describes Yahweh coming on a white horse

White Horse = Innocence and Purity

Word of God = Yahweh

Susan: Innocence, Purity, Strength, Wisdom

Ndinga: Word of God / Body Language in Kikongo, The Word Made Flesh

Wright = a maker or builder, a carpenter or joiner, The Builder of Arks, of Crosses, of the Sword

Ndinga-Wright Susan = Yahweh + Justice + White Horse = Embodied Word of Yahweh builder of the Arc

“I carry Yahweh with purity and innocence, creating Heaven on Earth”

Eyes of Fire: a person’s eyes are bright, intense, and possibly filled with strong emotion like passion. (Leo zodiac, fire sign)

“He will come with angels and the sound of a trumpet”

Angels: Angels symbolize divine messengers, spiritual guidance, protection, and connection between the earthly and heavenly realms. They are often associated with positive traits like kindness, compassion, and love, acting as intermediaries between the divine and human worlds. Angels can also represent hope, enlightenment, and wisdom. By becoming the embodiment of Soul(divine) and Body(Earth)’s relationship, in the mind.

Trumpets: The 7th Chakras, the 7 seals reached by the oil Christos

New Covenant: I drank his blood and ate his flesh, not in church, but through Earth, air, truth, and vibration. Yahweh is in all things. And I found Him by finding myself. Self Mastery is the new Covenant, a skill yet too often forgotten. 5D. Truth.

Many Crowns: Mass awakening of the Crown Chakra. Not just a return, but a transformation of the world—judgment, justice, and a new order. 2030 hits 3000 years, 3 days of God. The next 5 are the setling into the new covenant that 4Honeth will be. My crowns are in this blog.

“Faithful and true”: is a descriptive title for Jesus Christ, highlighting his unwavering commitment, integrity, and reliability as a guide and ruler. Rapture can only be achieved by having integrity and authenticity to what the Soul desires, our own personal God, and we can only build a relationship with it through authenticity, the rare goldmine of today’s era.

“He comes after tribulation”: When we’ve achieved the knowledge limit, when everything just becomes an echo of the duality of life on Earth (The limitation of the Tree of Knowledge, is that it’s just different perspectives to the same thing, the separation of unity). When Christos finds itself at the cross., before moving forward into the seat of divinity in the 7th Chakra, divine connection.

There is a cross-shaped structure in the human brain. Literally.

• The corpus callosum (connecting the two hemispheres) runs horizontally.
• The brainstem and spinal column run vertically.

Together, they form a cross—right inside your head.

🔮 Symbolism: This is often seen as the seat of consciousness, where divine awareness unites body (vertical axis) and mind (horizontal axis). The inner cross is the point of crucifixion and resurrection—symbolically the ego dies here so higher consciousness can rise.