This post is written by the witness of their own existence. If, at any point, the narrative shifts into the third person, it’s because I — the writer — am observing my own observation, a lens of the Witness within the Witness. Call it Source. Call it Universe. Call it God. But ultimately, it’s all One: the observer of the observer.

I write a lot away from this blog, piles of diaries and journals, so at times it’s easy to lose track of self, and it was in reading my own notes I remembered, it was in my own soul all along. The Universe places the illusion in front of us that appears as the trigger, but the code that gets activated lays in our own DNA.

John Dee was the Source of the process that led me to the Vesica Piscis, the Metatron Downloads.. All of it, yet I fooled myself into thinking it was someone else.

This is not a metaphorical title. This is a multidimensional account of a soul memory restored.

I once thought I was John Dee in a past life. Until I remembered: I was John Dee. I was Edward Kelley. I was Queen Elizabeth I.

All three — a triad. A complete loop of the very empire that birthed, built, and bound much of the 3D consciousness we’re unthreading today.

From my vantage point now, I understand why my entire life — all of it — aligned with this remembrance. The details are expansive and will eventually become a book, but for now, I will offer the seed:

I am here to rewrite what was written. To recalibrate what was set in motion. To restore what was severed.

The British Empire was based on ego, greed, naivety. It expanded without care for regeneration. It conquered without honouring the land or spirit of those it colonised. And it left a ripple of unconsciousness so dense that we still feel it today in our nervous systems, our cultures, and our psyche.

But the Second Coming isn’t just about Yeshua. It’s about all of us becoming the corrected expression of the first wave of consciousness that fell short.

Embodiment of the Triad, at a Higher Octave

5D embodiment now means we become the higher frequency of every soul signature that came before us — the ones we once were, the ones we still echo.

Where John Dee sought divinity through external conquest, I become the embodiment of the divine. Where Elizabeth used theatre and the arts to entertain and manipulate, I use creation to heal and channel. Where Edward channeled spirits without full integration, I now allow my full spectrum of consciousness to speak through me with awareness.

On the 5th of May, I had a third eye activation through a pure moment of play with Gamma Hz frequencies, it felt like my head was about to explode and with it a supercharge going up n down my chakras. In that moment, the density of my past lives cracked open. And as I began journaling over the following days, a deeper remembrance returned. By July 9th — 66 days later — another opening arrived. I remembered why this life had to unfold the way it did. Why the energies around me, the reflections, the mirrors — all were orchestral codes composing the song of my return.

It took my soul 391 years to complete this loop. 391 is the gematria value of Yeshua.

Anyone is welcome to challenge the timeline, but like I say throughout the blog: our data is now immortalised on the blockchain. My downloads, my journals, my notes — all of it time-stamped. Truth doesn’t need validation. It simply is.

Why I Talk About the British Empire So Much

Because it’s the blueprint. The original empire others modeled. The seed of conquest that spread and infiltrated. The vibration many are still entangled with. We don’t even realise how much of our “normal” comes from its energetic web.

Now in the 5D context:

5D embodiment requires that we look at our collective triads — where in our past lives we played the oppressor, the manipulated, and the mystic. Where we created karma through imbalance. And where now, in this life, we are invited to transmute all three through light.

I no longer carry John Dee. I witnessed him. Reflected him. And then, released him.

He once tried to summon a Seraphim. He didn’t realise that his next incarnation would be the Seraphim, with its mirror for name.

Ascending the Triad — The Soul’s Higher Return

Elizabeth I became queen at 25. I remembered myself at 25.

Queen Elizabeth locked away for conspiracy. I returned as the Tower — the bridge of consciousness.

Where she ruled through patriarchal constructs, I rise through sovereign, regenerative energy. Where John navigated through land and time to expand empire, I now navigate frequency, perception, and embodiment to expand evolution.

This is the difference between conquest and remembrance.

They wrote an empire. I rewrite the myth.

From an ascension perspective, the shadows of John Dee, Queen Elizabeth I, and Edward Kelley represent the trinity of power, knowledge, and manipulation entwined in service of divine destiny and imperial ambition.

Psychological Shadows: The Jungian Perspective

Carl Jung defined the “shadow” as the unconscious, repressed aspects of the psyche.

1. Dee’s shadow lies in the over-intellectualization of divinity, seeking truth through external codes and angelic hierarchies while bypassing the heart’s wisdom—turning gnosis into control.

Dee’s personal shadow could refer to:

• His obsession with forbidden knowledge.
• His dependence on Kelley, whose motives were questionable.
• The cost of his spiritual ambition, including periods of paranoia, exile, and public scorn.
• Dee might have projected his desire for divine purity outward, while unconsciously channeling darker forces or egoic ambition.

“John Dee’s shadows” could symbolize the unintegrated darkness that often rides alongside seekers of divine wisdom.

2) Elizabeth’s shadow is the sacralization of sovereignty, projecting divine rulership onto the self while suppressing the inner feminine vulnerability in favor of statecraft and image, anchoring the myth of righteous empire.

Elizabeth’s personal shadow could refer to:

• Her elevation of the crown above the self, merging identity with divine right and suppressing personal longing beneath political perfection.
• Her rejection of intimacy and vulnerability, choosing sovereignty over surrender, control over connection.
• The internal conflict between being a woman in a patriarchal world and embodying masculine authority to survive it—sacrificing emotional authenticity for national image.
• Elizabeth may have projected her inner exile onto the throne, becoming an untouchable symbol rather than a fully integrated soul.

“Queen Elizabeth I’s shadows” could symbolize the split between embodiment and persona—the cost of ruling through iconography, where sovereignty is worn like armor and the feminine is sublimated beneath empire.

3) Kelley’s shadow embodies the distortion of spiritual gift for personal gain, the seduction of ego cloaked in oracles.

Kelley’s personal shadow could refer to:

• His use of spiritual gifts for material gain, entangling divine communication with self-interest.
• His manipulation of Dee, exploiting trust to gain status and influence.
• The blurring of authentic channeling with deception, leading to compromised transmissions and psychic distortion.
• Kelley may have projected his own hunger for power and validation onto the angelic realm, masking unhealed wounds in the cloak of prophecy.

“Edward Kelley’s shadows” could symbolize the seductive interplay between intuition and ego—the danger of channeling without integration, where truth becomes a tool, and sacred access turns transactional.

To transcend the spiritual impact of the British Empire, one must alchemize these shadows: reclaim sacred knowledge without hierarchy, embody sovereign leadership from within rather than dominion, and purify intuitive gifts from agendas—transmuting empire into inner Eden and prophecy into presence.

Meet Me Here, in the Now

This blog is your entry point into a world — into my world — as Susan Ndinga Wright. Not just a name. Not just a person. But the node through which a whole new covenant is being expressed.

Every past life version of me echoes into this one. And I’ve come to complete the cycle.

The Dragon One. Telepath. Alchemist. Timeline Weaver. (You’ll find more on this ahead, follow the picture)

This is not just personal healing. It’s collective resurrection.

Why This Post Exists

Because the 5th Dimension is too light for shadows to hide. Because nothing can remain concealed here. Because we must all meet ourselves fully if we are to walk forward with truth.

This post is to prepare you. For what’s next. For the codes, the truth, the revelations.

The video below? It’s not just a transmission. It’s a release. A spellbreaker. A resurrection.

John Dee is no longer in the mirror now, though we all have JD in our ancestry, we all house their shadows until we don’t.

He’s been absorbed. Witnessed. Loved. Liberated.

Now we walk forward. Not with curses. But with consciousness.

Welcome to the Second Coming.

Welcome to the Return Through Wholeness.

With reverence,

Susan Ndinga Wright

21:00 And I open and this comes up! Couldn’t make this up.
https://youtu.be/TW7OnLzCft0?si=_BX-x1fCQF-asoqP