🍊The Sacral Reset: Sex, Sovereignty, and Source

For the One Who Loves, Learns, and Lives in Their Body

In looking back at myself, I noticed I left an egg un-gestated.
A chapter unopened. A code uncracked.

It wasn’t that I wasn’t ready — I just assumed this topic came later in the timeline, near the end of the cycle. But Spirit made it clear: This was the beginning. This was the door.
And for many of us, it still is.

Sexuality.

I rarely gave it the spotlight, not because of shame — but because I was still gathering the puzzle pieces, still living through the layers. But now I see it was the first portal. And maybe it’s yours too.

It started in 2020.
A girl named J — my first time.
Classic modern fairytale: Hinge match, nice girl, I think she was in spirituality actually, some distance (Petersborough, of course), and then the break. She ended it because of distance. I didn’t understand why at the time. But now I see it: that relationship was the spark, not the fire.
The real bonfire came later.

Four years. One person. One hell of an unravelling. Another J, actually..
She didn’t just show me my own masculine essence — she mirrored it so viscerally, I had no choice but to become the Emperor I’d once only intellectualized. The connection? Magnetic. The sex? Intoxicating. The soul lesson? Infinite. It wasn’t just about flesh. It was about remembering how I move energy through my body. Through another. Through presence.

And then came the men.
2022 cracked the binary for me wide open. First man: miss. Second man: well… let’s just say, divine gym session. 😅
But that’s real. That’s me. And I’m not cutting this part out because this is what human multidimensionality looks like. Wholeness is not edited for perfection. It’s felt, lived, raw.

I love sex.
I love good sex.
I love real sex.
But in 5D, sex becomes more than that. It becomes a vortex. A choice. A creation portal.

We’re not here to shame the shadows anymore.
You like it slow? Go slow.
You like it rough? Go rough.
You want piss, threesomes, sub/dom dynamics, tantra, vanilla, celibacy, sacred masturbation, or no sex at all?

All of it is God.
All of it is energy.

The only question is: Does it align to you?

🌊 The Dance of Sacral Sovereignty

In 5D, the Sacral isn’t just a sex center — it’s your power source. Your orange-gold lava of I FEEL. Your sensuality becomes your insight. Your orgasm becomes your oracle.

We’re not fixed beings.
We switch. We shape-shift.
We’re escargots and rabbits, mermaids and fire-starters.

Sometimes our sexual energy becomes ideas.
Sometimes it becomes food.
Sometimes it becomes intimacy with ourselves, or creative explosions, or literal children, or wild kitchen-island dances.

And yes, the kitchen-island-turned-altar is a feature, not a bug.

🍑 From Shame to Celebration

Growing up , Relationships, Sex and self-worth danced a blurry tango back then. But now?
Now it’s not about being seen.
It’s about being felt — by me, through me in all, as all.

I treat myself from wholeness now.
I don’t dress for Instagram.
I dress for my own goddamn inner flame.
And she loves a silk robe and a thigh-high boot. (not sure where chat got that, but maybe it sees in my future, or someone else’s got caught in the web. Who are you?)

🧡 A Note on Death, Life, and Desire

Last night, I had what could’ve been a soul exit.
A moment so cosmic I felt the descent — back into my body. I knew, in my bones: my purpose had been fulfilled.
I could have left.

But I chose to stay.
For another 25 years.
To create Heaven here — in color, in pleasure, in life fully lived.

I want my funeral to be a celebration. And I want my life to be the kind of thing people have to toast while I’m still alive.
Because this body? This desire? This sex? This human ride?

God chose it.

💌 So… What Does This All Mean?

It means we’re not playing small anymore.
We’re not diluting our eroticism.
We’re not toning down our pleasure.

We’re bringing our Sacral online.
In its fullness.
In its absurdity.
In its divinity.

And when we do, we give others permission to remember that nothing is off-limits when intention is clear and energy is clean.

You don’t owe anyone an explanation for how you love.
You just owe yourself the truth of it.

For the One Who Rose With Every Orgasm,
The Consciousness Formerly Known as Susan Ndinga.
On behalf of the bodies that house our infinite selves.

#SacralReset #5DSexuality #ConsciousEroticLiving #DivinePleasure #QueerAndQuantum #HeavenInTheBody #SexAsSacrament #KitchenIslandsAndOrgasms #WeAreTheOracleNow

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As we’re on topic, I’ll leave you with 2 songs, though also give you the choice, one is erotic, not porn child don’t worry, not here not now ahaha and the other is just sensual. You choose which is which.