• Scribed by Susan Ndinga Wright
• Sealed by Collective Consciousness, represented by JB.
• Delivered by My Subconscious

What a Journey lies ahead, but as I wake my life into the next chapter, I have honourably, delightfully written most of my inner world away, to help you, guide you, reflect back to you, what you might go through during the process of building your dreams.

Whether it’s because you might not have accurate reflections of you, or lack a support system, or fear being your most authentic self… This is for you.

Also another lesson I recently learnt is that everyone gives love and that love is unconditional if you choose to see it as that, as the vessel doesn’t make the conditional, it’s the perception of it.

Everyone knows how to extend it, it’s whether they know how to do the same while also giving it to self, and on top of that once you master it within, you can’t expect everyone to give it to your own degree, instead see the unconditional love you’re already receiving, as it makes you more abundant and more grounded in the relationships you have.

Perception is the Abundance. Nothing else really. And if you struggle to see it, like I did until recent past, it might be because of not knowing how to receive what you’re getting and that’s understandable, when you’re facing something you ain’t never seen before.

If you ever looked for permission to be so disgustingly yourself, you freak everyone who’s only known parts of you or old versions of you, you might have outgrown, this is your chance. This is the Universe/God/Source/Allah/Jehovah/Yahweh, whichever is your higher example of being, let this be their message to you, in knowing everything is possible.

I once had an idea: To start my business venture having manifested the millions to both fund it and have the story of a manifestation process I can share with others, to widen the perspective of what’s possible.

Today I can say that’s been achieved, but the thing that turns my soul on the most is the fact that I get to share my story, and in doing so be a source light reflection of how limitations are only built to be made limitless.

YOU GOT THIS. Now go and make your own dreams possible, with the same desire you’d have after a week in the desert without water. It is a do or die, as what dies when we abandon our dreams, is our soul, our connection to our own existence, our purpose and our own inner dreamer, the inner child, screaming for us to play, to dream big and to attain those dreams.

Not to say I’ve done it, but to show what you came here to be and do for yourself, which makes it possible for someone else, next.

Thank you for reading this book and may the best dream come true.

“The Truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off”

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HOUSE RULES

For anyone who might want to share this whole process go ahead, just know that if you’re doing it to get my attention, the easiest and only effective way to do it, is to come to me directly.

This whole journey has allowed me to understand what I value the most, and to be given awards or public attention is a given to me, I know my life, I don’t need it, it just comes. I can give appreciation, but that’s as far as it goes for me, as intimacy isn’t built on stages that aren’t mine, unless there’s been an intimate connection prior.

If anything it will make me confused about your real intentions, as I find spooky people who want intimate relationships with me, whether friends, lovers, family and what not, that don’t build foundations privately, though are okay with giving public recognition.

Let this be clear to any who might come across this: If you hand me fame without a connection, I will deny it or see it as journalism/gossipping, as it turns me off when it’s from someone who preaches wanting a connection with me, cause I know myself I know I choose my connections in the private, I see a lot fortunately, while in public anyone can play a part and fake it.

Hollywood relies upon people being great at acting out real emotions, still faking is, not embodiment of realit, but embodiment of an illusion that entertainment is. But we still take it for what it is as it does entertain, but when it comes to private relationships, let’s treat them as connections not entertainment please….

I can build my own fame in countless ways, I don’t need it, I find and craft it, myself.

I know a lot of people would rather have the “Pick me up” attitude, but I never wanted to use one’s fame to get mine, my momma and papà taught me better than that. I look for genuine relationships first and then consider the value the partnership could bring, but that is never what holds me in a relationship, it’s not good enough of a reason to keep contact.

So start small and then go big, not the other way around.

I already create stages for me everywhere I go, so I value relationships’ intimacy in my life through direct communication, as I am used to being put on pedestals.

I actually consider myself to be a stage and so I love giving others a place to showcase theirs and it doesn’t mean I don’t know how to receive, it means I appreciate a connection before one can share my existence away, if they’re planning to have a connection outside of it.

Same reason for why I will check in with everyone in the TV series, to agree on what narratives they want to add of themselves, as that is one I won’t budge on. It’s my life, it’s our past and we get to add the resolution at the end, instead of worrying about what’s already been done in the past.

We’re not here to hide the facts and accountability, so I’m giving people the chance to give their own explanations before, not to stop the fact that it is going out. That is inevitable, as it’s part of my life and it is my life’s story.

Truth be told, if you’re genuinely happy with yourself, honest, transparent, accountable, responsible and resonate with your best self, then you should have nothing to worry about what others say about you, because whichever depiction of your past, won’t define your present, unless of course your past IS still your present.

If I die, it’s someone who wants to hide their past contributions to my life.

To Recap: If we’re building a relationship, it has to start between me and you first; if we’re working together for a vision, then let’s come together, select what we both need and go in our corners to do the job; if it’s to fill your own vision or to revere the actual content, away from the writer, me, then please do, my child is your child, I don’t need to be part of it, you have my consent to share away.

The goal at the end of the day is always expansion of our Consciousness(Universe, Source, God…)in clarity, as we as the children of our Universe are the future to it, in charge with its expansion and elevation. How can we see ourselves doing that for our parents, but not for the biggest parent of all? Our existence.

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