Nope I counted Italian time, but it was already calculated with the +1. So we’re tuning back in an hour with the final updates, but in the meantime….

I hope you know, I’m showing you only what I want you to see right?! I really hope so, you fill in the blanks or reach out to ask questions, if the jackpot had come by now I would’ve closed my doors, but they’re open until they’re not.

I know everyone wants this way of thinking for themselves, but just know you won’t acquire it just by reading prints of it. I’m also realising this myself, I’m writing for fun to relay how awesome I think, I think, but it still only a fracture and I’m speaking to you 3 curious regulars, you might want to reach out and get the real deal, my scraps, sure you can turn to gold.. but would you rather have the source of gold, or just a bar of gold?!

Food for thought.

If I see something interesting, I fear not to reach out and ask questions, as how in heaven am I going to attract the best for myself, if I’m not willing to put myself on the line?

Come on guys, I’m not teaching you to be followers, we have way too many of those frequencies, where are the self-leaders, those who want real ascension, real connection with self?!

Let’s bounce off ideas, I mean you have followed up until here and are still doing so, clearly you want to gain something from it, why not use me directly?

Am I that scary?! LOL I did say I don’t bite, it only hurts if the truth hurts, you know what they say “The Truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off.”

I will tell you any truths, as I don’t have time to sugar coat, though I house a lot of compassion and empathy, so I will understand whatever.

Only if you are serious about your own growth, as if you wait when I get it all, I won’t have time for you, so if you want to even have just a quick chat, let’s do it.

You can ask any questions you want. I’m curious.

What drives you to come back? What are you looking for? What are you learning from it? What’s it triggering in you… I could keep going, are you gon’ quench my thirst too? Well, we’ll see who will.

Reach out at susan_ndinga@shshumanfirst.com

or if that doesn’t work, as that bill’s due, then, and only then use susanndinga18@gmail.com