Diary Entry 30th Aug — For My Future Self

The beauty of moments like this is clarity. You see how even your chosen family can hesitate when things get tough—but blood family, no flinch. It’s eye-opening, and I count myself lucky to have a community that supports my micro while I care for their macro.

We just need to figure out where to leave our cats, but other than that—we’ve got everything and more. No loss at all. Just movement: from one place to the other. M = sv. Just masses of speed-of-light traveling around.

We’ve got to drop the keys before 4 p.m. to the estate, so if miracles land on this side, we might intercept our landlord’s timeline and give him the funds he wants, stretching into the extension we desire. Either way, Susan, just remember who was there. This world is cunning—that’s why you had to embrace that part of wholeness.

But what carried you through, always, is unconditional love. Don’t forget that. Nothing else matters.

Life gets tough—but isn’t your own timeline worth living for?! You already know the answer.

And for the record: we’ll be playing the lotto with the dates of today. Let’s see what unfolds from it.

• Mum’s brother,- uncle- £ 20 storage, he coudln’t house me only because he’s waiting for his place to get ready, outside of London
• Mum’s other brother’s ex – Aunt – shelter until 3rd
• Cat?.mm
• “IF that’s admiration, I don’t want it.” -fam doesn’t even know what you do and how valuable you are
• Priority in life: Macro, Blood family, Strict chosen family, and rest
• Ethics: Train theory. Who holds the future the most? Easy. You kill that, the world gets stuck in the past, until someone else builds the stomach to handle it all.
  • The future, and highest frequency housed
• Being the scientist and the subject is kinda fun not gaoing to lie ahaha
• I get to do the whole backend, ok focus on packing though, remmeber how you were dancing around with music in the background, yes tears here and there and action drinking the milk getting spilt. Smoking your js, cause Earth and space has got our back always
• 3 minutes, hours, days, ok cycles of threes for consent to be granted as a time being a currency itself.
  • With no conscious answer or update, we’re bypassing, we’re building a standard system based on common sense. Thanks for the art, you’re really having me do this by myself, no one offering their support, but ready for the knkowledge.
• Remember, again, and we’ll get the IT traffic. Technology is on your side too. Everything is memorising your movements and others. Just roll with it.
• Every inch of space and time used is currency, use it wisely.
• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENw0d9N1mUo&list=RDENw0d9N1mUo&start_radio=1
• Who you are & Price tag – Jesse J
• You stopped to remind yourself of just using spotify history lol
• materiald.. Plastic after plastic with tech, we value their frequency of vibration and interval, against natural unrefined material. Oil companies look me in the eye and tell me your doing any good and there’s no better option.
• Still counts even if you ‘re not here to do it, write it all out. be kind with these folks, they don’t know themselves
• Vuli Ndela, find the meaning to this one
• They don’t believe you can, that’s why no offers, trust ahah it’s quite funny, they haven’t seen enough of you apparently, just because you’ve been getting the lottery wrong, or assumptions about a stranger. They see the tags, not the thought processes, not can see that far. you’re just not the same at different frequencies, add thse as a monologue or something, actually yeah make all of this a monologue, between the lighter frequencies of you. They won’t all understand what that means, let it be so.
  • They don’t believe so they don’t join for their own future, they sit back and watch their future wash away. They might tell themselves, “I believe you can, but it’s too much fun watch you do it.” That’s also your future you’re talking about, with me as a micro and in the macro this timeline is. To me it just say I don’t believe enough it is possible, so I’d rather hinder with no participation, than join and hinder some other way. The only reason why our society has gotten this far. Why do you want better for them soo much I don’t genuinely understand, but you do you.
• Yeah you did just call them spiritual peasants
• Hold Up – Sasha Keable _ Hold the polarity of being both sides
• You are specifically no one’s responsibility other than you, your essence is the abundant thing. Your flesh could perish, if they could get a hand on your essence though… uuuh priceless
• Remember the colgate stare ?! They never know what’s real and fake, thanks to so many great entertainers. They genuinely don’t know if you are a character who someone how has given their life to creating a character, lol as if i had the time. If they can’t see their contribution, because they feel like you’re manipulating them, hey let them, maybe the future isn’t worth saving or derailing.. ahahah i find it funny, but it ain’t.. it’s quite sad.
• They would rather invest in those who take their future south, than those who take it north, so you got this, you be north, we’ll have to trust in our own physical memory from here, I did this, because your presence was a luxurious behind the scene. We Main one. You hold the key.

You see the people at home watching the hunger games? Those sending their kids to other factions in Divergent, those watching behind the cameras in 8Games or some, or those sending treats in hunger games, or … you get the idea.

This your mirror.