2nd September 3:28am
We laying on the floor, Dee’s blanket saved the day!
Stella super active during the night, just as annoying as I was with this venture. Aimlessly looking in the wrong places without will to leave dense ones, only to realise it wasn’t the space, but the “Gatekeepers” or so they like to be called.
Same as: door guard, doorkeeper, doorman, hall porter, ostiary, porter
My soul food is money, not because I need it but because if it exists and it’s the highest form of exchange, then I deserve it the most for what I get to do with it.
Time cuts out of space. But that’s the illusion, nothing can cut something is all. It’s all an illusion. Yeah chord cuttings don’t work, nor rituals, no nothing. It’s all our belief and when your life is your holy grail cauldron. Live life like a ritual and watch it ritual back to you. [As I rewrote this paragraph during editing(09:42am), I got my huge confirmation. A great day to be homeless. What a story!]
She was not trying to stay asleep, but now she’s too awakened to stay silent, and her yearning will channel with me. Everyone’s life ought to be changed forever, she’s prepped their souls for me and they’re all sending their future support and love through. It’s not just spiritual inheritance, but also mental, emotional and physical initiation, ignition and reparation
I’ve experienced her beginning with me, now I get to learn from her lack of understanding, seeing It now happening in my life and apply myself as the higher octave example she could’ve led with. If I don’t stand for myself and claim myself for who I am, I disguise myself, hindering others who need to hear it.
You know who you are, just like the prior chose to invest it in their micro, you also are echoing the exact same hold up, under the illusion of doing it for your people.
Expansion and truth is the only way, not bullshiting.
Flat 6 had too many memoric energies for a jackpot to download itself, here it’s new spot, new energy, blank canvas, little memories.. I had to step out to step in, as I had created a lot of density around me in my home. It was overpopulated there.
Jeee there’s no person around me. Perfect landing spot.
Her community has individuals who have built 4Honeth with me. I’m the answer to their wishes, the builder to their empires, the solution to their problems. This is why she did not want to taint it, I presume here. She did slam her relationship with me, but not the community, as she knew what they wanted and I was already embodied. She just wanted to catch herself up so that she wouldn’t lose “authority” over her community. That’s why the delay.
We could’ve all worked together instead of single-ing me out. Sure, it helped me, but it was never just about me.
Anyone’s resistance to me, brings the future closer, as I download even more of the me of the future, giving myself even more shelf years; so really, I should be thanking these so called Gatekeepers, as my opposition is the solution to my rise, youth and stardom. I was downloading from everything we were/are/will be, when it gets downloaded is a matter of filling empty gaps left unfilled by people’s un-wholeness or in active co-creation
Meaning every time someone who has a contribution to the future I’m crafting, but slows down the sharing, they inevitably speed the timelines as my mirror has more depth to their karma, and creating spaces for me to fill in the blanks, through a direct contact with and as Source itself.
So God either takes away from you, something that was always meant to be part of a larger mission rooted in our harmonious future, or gives me double so that your ego gets humbled, by the very thing they used to think high of self. I’m looking forward to someone doing me better than me, that sounds like fun.
I was attracted to her maybe because she had people there I cared about fondly in my future. I don’t know if I was ever attracted to her or the energies I would get through her, being in between me and whoever is getting closer to me now. She might have been the third wheel I kept getting echoed to.
I got her thinking of moving back, with me being the buffer to her inheritance in so many different ways, as she will come to a land that has risen in vibration given my presence and work on the laylines. She buffered our speed of manifestation, mirroring what we already was on further down, which then slingshot us here, triggering the self doubt on the way, my own impostor sun-drome, once a syndrome, which became my booster of character. It all had to happen like this, as there’s only one timeline. She manifested me because she was moving energy in the channel.
But I didn’t need to go through her, I just needed to find the right people within her community, as they have dreams and I have the means. And together even just the knowing would’ve had this jackpot months ago when the energy was high. Now it’s a one-man fight, not because it was meant to be so, but because those who see themselves as gatekeepers are slowing us down, thinking they have a say on the speed of the timeline. Their delays become our power.
I’m here. And am going so fast to speed people up, not to walk slowly behind them hoping for them to speed things up. You follow or you get left behind with whatever you could’ve given, and you’ll find yourself years from now, having to reinsert yourself in this one timeline — as it’s the only timeline that exists that saves our collective consciousness as a whole and allows us to expand ourselves further.
We speak of parallel timelines and universes as if that’s the homeostasis of our consciousness. Haven’t we learned that scattered is karmic and dharma is united?!
There were individual timelines across galaxies, because we did not know how to unite them into one. But one person gets to do this, and it’s Susan Ndinga Wright. She gets to unite all timelines under one hood, because the universe is scattered as a reflection of us. We’re not in direct communication with other planets as we are not mentally ready as a whole.
I am and I is, but not you.
There’s only one timeline, but we’ve been playing the illusion of many to find one that works for the many, not as many. All timelines are bound to reunite, we are just experiencing a time dilation buffer for us all to find the right combination to win our whole sovereign consciousness. The best of us.
Just like yesterday I met the Esther in my dreams from the 9th of January, guess the number yesterday?! Cycles opening up through mirrors. I must say, it was a completely different dynamic from what I had thought… defo, not my child she was lol.
We are all the embodiment of the potential of our timeline, but we won’t activate it until we activate our mind and self. We’re circling around because the many is going in circles with itself, stifling process & progress. We are made to be in one timeline only, but we must all agree to that one timeline for it to be a reality — and until then we’ll continue cycling around karma.
I get to be a spokesperson of this because I’ve ascended my existence’s karma, now living in my dharma. Yes, the beginning of dharma looks like homelessness, not because it’s a position of lack, but one of freedom. One where I have everything in life but money — and that is a true blessing, in a world where the many have money, but lack courage, self-love, self-respect, authentic expression of self, integrity, consideration…
We are all holding the potential of this one united timeline in our own DNA, where the glue is harmony.
I don’t like I mirrored her in my notes, before I knew I did by looking at her video, but I just can’t add more to this, so I must do a part 2.
To Be Continued…
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