8th September – Pen is broken so this is my new diary

14:30pm Natalie: the lady that I mentioned in one of my other posts, she showed up at the sainsbury cafe, some how, for whatever reason something brought her here and just like that extended love, like it was nothing.

She’s struggling herself and she offered me a meal and free cigarettes, and here i thought she had ordered for herself, but not that either, she just wants to give love out and in doing so attracting love back.

Her wish is that God will bless her back in giving out love and offered to meet here tomorrow again for coffee. This is so unusual, but she’s real and she is not you.

I don’t even know how to pin it down. I extended company to her the other day and here she comes today called my attention asked if she could sit down, how I was doing, and if I was hungry, for nothing other than company with someone she saw a pure heart in her too.

I asked her how can i give back and else, nothing. She said don’t even thank me, as “Thank you” was the only thing i could keep saying out of shock of her kindness.

Here I am looking for people on the Net to extend the same kindness and a stranger who doesn’t even know the depths of my work does.

That’s a mirror for you guys, as she’s the mirror of my experience with the youtuber I mentioned. At first it was for camaraderie and then I saw the reason as to why we were brought together, and the power of the merger could’ve had, yet, because of how things went, I gave myself this blessing. Same here, I’m building her wish up on a daily basis and I’ve let her know, she’ll be the hero of this tv series.

And just like an angel appeared and went on her way to collect her son from primary school.

I have hope in humanity and I will make sure she gets everything she needs and more. My wins are her wins too.

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The name Natalie carries a beautiful range of meanings, symbolisms, and cultural associations. Here are the different layers:

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🌍 Etymology & Origins

• Latin Origin: From natalis, meaning birth or birthday.
• Christian Tradition: Often associated with the phrase natalis domini (“birth of the Lord”), making it deeply tied to Christmas and Christ’s birth.
• Slavic / French / English Popularity: The name spread across Europe, especially through Christianity, and gained variations like Natalia, Nathalie, Natália, etc.

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✨ Spiritual & Symbolic Meanings

1. Birth / Renewal – Symbolizes beginnings, life cycles, and fresh starts. Someone named Natalie often carries the vibration of rebirth, transformation, and hope.
2. Light entering the world – Because of its tie to Christmas, Natalie is symbolically linked to the arrival of divine light, salvation, and spiritual awakening.
3. Gift of Life – In some interpretations, Natalie reflects being a gift from God, representing cherished existence and gratitude.
4. Joy & Celebration – Since it’s tied to a holiday of joy, Natalie often symbolizes festivity, warmth, and togetherness.

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💠 Archetypal Symbolism

• The Eternal Child: Represents innocence, purity, and the reminder of life’s sacred beginnings.
• The Guide / Messenger: Connected to birth and divine timing, a Natalie figure can symbolize bringing messages of new phases, transitions, or blessings.
• The Light-Bearer: Much like Christmas star imagery, Natalie embodies illumination, guidance, and direction.

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🎨 Cultural & Mythic Symbolisms

• Russian & Eastern European roots: Often linked to saints named Natalia, who were honored for resilience, faith, and spiritual strength.
• French variation (Nathalie): Carries an air of elegance, artistry, and poetic refinement.
• Modern Western use: Symbolizes charm, warmth, and creativity.

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🔢 Numerology (Natalie)

• Destiny Number: Often linked to 7 (inner wisdom, spirituality, introspection) or 9 (completion, compassion, universal love) depending on spelling.
• Letter breakdown:
  • N = Nurture, intuition
  • A = Leadership, beginnings
  • T = Truth, resilience
  • A = Renewal, initiative
  • L = Love, harmony
  • I = Insight, illumination
  • E = Expression, freedom

Together, Natalie reflects a soul with truth, love, and illumination at its core.

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🌹 Nature & Elemental Symbolism

• Flower: Holly (linked to Christmas), representing protection, eternal life, and festivity.
• Element: Fire (light, vitality, passion) with undertones of Water (birth, creation, renewal).
• Color: Gold (light, divinity, celebration) and Red (life force, love, vitality).