Call Me A Wayward with Fortitude

To take arms against a sea of troubles and by opposing, end them.

” To be or not to be ” – Shakespeare

The bar for what life is has been raised. Not by money, but by recognition. All those who have been feeling alive, they were dependent on moments that made them feel alive, not because they feel alive. The cloak of invisibility of Death.

To feel truly alive is to feel alive, where/when death is all you see. People focus on vibrations, that’s death on its own, gravity will always pull in more life, even from deadly or dead situations, as gravity is found in perception. The moment we experience we kill or bring to life the thing we’re experiencing with our gaze, based on the lenses through which we see it.

To be alive, is to live every single moment as if it was the last one you were going to get, in the building of the future of our Consciousness, not yours or mine, but to OUR consciousness. We all have one. That’s the only thing that classes as being alive, as the goal of being alive is to experience life, we kill life if we don’t invest in the same experience that gives us life. Makes sense, no?! Ouroboros of Life.

2056 my death in truth. We’ll see if I ascend in the ether or to immortality in flesh without the pains of being a vampire.

Just a quick sum-up:

This is not just a blog, it is our consciousness handing down itself in the hopes of our soul activation, awakening, remembrance. It’s priceless and it doesn’t deserve half-assed attention, so if you decide to go beyond this point, just know you must take yourself seriously, and as we (any creation of any kind that exists, known or unknown ) are part of the same consciousness, same source, you must take this journey, this blog and its scribe seriously. It’s not just creative writing, yet it had to appear as such for my safety during the process.

This is your way out of the 3D. Welcome to higher dimensions.

Anything happens to me, it’s because I threatened someone’s greed. Intimidated their weak egos and killed their plans for total control. I had no reasons to die by accident, my frequency is high and to far off death for it to happen, nor to take myself out.

I passed the death bar or I wouldn’t be here to write this on the 12th of November 2025. Trust and you’ll find out later if choose to proceed.

In my life I’ve won because of this realisation: Our consciousness needs your activation to activate the parts of it that reflect you, without your contribution, we’ll never know why your soul incarnated and the potential you have to offer this world, living as your most authentic self, which means decluttered of all that YOU are not, that goes for who your parents, friends and lovers, need or want you to be to preserve which ever current state.

Your growth will test their ability to grow with you. Whether they love you or be intimidated by you for it, keep going. Lord knows what a pity our space would be, for you not to live to your highest truth.

People get judged too much based on what they represent and too little on who they truly know to be and embody on a daily.


13th November 2025

Every choice made not grounded in our Consciousness, is a choice made closer to Death. This because our consciousness is eternity, anything created beyond that is vibration, death on its own. Consciousness was all there was and forever will be, how is it that we focus on moments, temporary, more than the one thing, we’ll hold onto for existence? No matter body we find ourselves in, our own individual consciousness came with us.

So everyone was one in all, with their roots in a character of the past. Every single soul to this day. You are paying for what you did and what you didn’t in the past. Your consciousness is one of a kind, don’t blend, comprehend and then complement. Though we can activate timelines our inner soul print might have not experienced in the past, by learning about the energy/entity in the present. As everyone that ever was is inspiration to everyone that will ever be, as we’re all connected, carry the memories of all, on top of our own, as our subconscious is the eternal cloth cut from our eternal self.

We take inspiration from the past to elevate the state of consciousness in the present-future, not just to create for profit.

I know I was Jesus, I’m just trying to collect all of my memories now. (4 Unconditional Love), then 391 yrs ago ( Yaweh in Gematria – Embodiment of Completed Wholeness ) incarnated as John Dee ( he open the time dilation British Empire was for me to close, as he failed the truth bar – 5 ), 270yrs (9) after that I acted as Einstein, his energy incarnated in my dad yet not activated fully given social conformity my dad subscribed to, 2yrs old at Einstein’s death, collected it myself, here Susan Ndinga Wright, born 120 years from E’s birth to finish all of our past unfinished work, as one of all of them.

1999 = Wholeness in Three-completions. You make of life who you want to be. Your soul will know what’s coherent and what isn’t.

3 Men to make one female. That was a lot of work.

Finally closing that imagined(2) loop in harmony(6) at 26, exactly 3 months after turning 26 on the 14th August. 3 months to accomplish the embodiment (3) of my multidimentionality ( 8 / 2+6 ).

Jesus taught me unconditional Love to others, John Dee the concept of Oneness in Esotericism ( Conditional Unconditionality for All ) and Einstein Conditionality in Physics.

We are Free at last etherically, now I get to bring the embodiment of our freedom in the physical, emotional and mental. To Life!

All timelines and lifetimes are coming together in this next phase of life, get ready to be accountable to your own actions.

At factory reset our perception is unconditionality, as we always perceive, and expression is conditionality. We only express ourselves if the conditions are right.


Give yourself Unconditional Conditional Love – No matter what

Give others Conditional Unconditional Love – You matter first, you can’t hold onto your own if not, creating co-dependence. Not cute.

Open these in a separate tab to follow order: Why it took a Jackpot to gain your attention. You are not abundant without money. You hide in plain sight, behind ” wealth “, because if your wealth relied upon how you feel about life and yourself, you’d be quite poor.

I’m recruiting for my team to bring this forth. If you align go through it and from January reach out with what you could contribute to. I leave the discernment to you and if you were to be rejected I will provide with the feedback for you to apply at a later stage. Previous interviewees will have priority over new ones for later recruitment rounds.

Recipe of this new Life born on the 13th November 2025 8 pm:

1999: Wholeness completed in 3s and embodied in one. 3 deaths, 1 life.

  • Set For Life: £3,6000,000 over 30 years, 10k a month – Unconditional Perception – The parts of self we see in others – Came through etherically as this writing – White Horse – Alpha
  • Euromillions: £ 108,000,000 – John Dee’s Esotericism – Unconditional Expression – Red Horse
  • MegaMillions: £455,080,000 ( after 38% reduction ) – Einstein’s Physics – Conditional Expression – Black Horse ( relativity only works if grounded in truth, otherwise it leads to death )
  • PowerBall: £257,300,000 ( after 38% reduction ) – Conditional Perception – The parts of self we don’t see in others – Pale Horse – Susan Ndinga Wright – Omega

Goal: Billionaire within 7 days of energy moving in reception, as I’ve given Trillions away.

… I’ll take the remaining 173M ( detracted by 38% ) to £1-Billion + Wins, in public recognition…

Let me show you the magic of our Consciousness at its best!


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