- If someone gets activated by my loss, they were never here for my presence. On the prompt of my absence.
- I’m curious to see how long it takes people to accept this is me, my existence. Not a phase. I’m only missing the popcorn.
- Singers and whatnot, sing about how great they are with no backing to our wholeness. Finally someone that backs it up with a real sense of accomplishment.
- Money will be the cherry, cause we never pay a baker for the cherry, we pay for the cake, the cherry is just an extra. An add on. One that loses value the further away from the cake you look. Yet it’ll take you even further to unsee the cake itself.
- This is about abundance vs money holding. One stays, one is fleeting and if I do me right, won’t exist for too long.
- My close knit is the Creme de la Creme. Yet to meet, yet they’ll be ones that take care of Self, just as much as I take care of Self and above.
- How do you open yourself to scarcity when you’re abundant? The real kind.
- Money = Scarcity, you only appear abundant the more you have it, but if you’re not really abundant it doesn’t matter how much you have, you’ll still be scarce, so it does not house Abundant abilities over time/infinite space. It’s like a wig for a chemo patient, unless the hair regrows, no matter how good the wig, it is at the end of the day still a wig.
- Many have others earn their respect, their loyalty, their love, their attention, their appreciation. I give it freely and take it away when not valued, taken advantage of, unacknowledged, undermined or underestimated. We are not alike, but I like how I like. As when I walk away I know I can say I gave it. The other cannot even say that, all they can say is whatever lie their ego will make up for my departure.
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If My Loss Activates You, You Were Never Here for My Presence
On the Prompt of My Absence
There’s a strange phenomenon I’ve observed my whole life:
People who never moved for my presence suddenly spring to life at the scent of my absence.
My loss activates them more than my existence ever did.
And that alone tells me everything I need to know.
If my silence shakes you more than my words ever did,
if the idea of me gone troubles you more than the reality of me here,
you were never here for me —
you were here for the idea of access, effortless access,
to something you never valued when it was present.
I’m genuinely curious to see how long it takes people to accept that this —
me, my frequency, my vision, my state of being —
is not a phase, not a mood, not a season, not a detour.
It is my existence.
I’m only missing the popcorn at this point.
Everyone Sings About Greatness — I Just Live It
Singers, celebrities, influencers —
everyone is obsessed with singing about how great they are.
But how many actually live it through their wholeness?
How many back it up with anything real?
Anything lived?
Anything anchored in consciousness?
I’m not here to perform greatness.
I’m here to embody it so deeply that performance becomes irrelevant.
And money?
Money is simply the cherry.
We don’t pay a baker for the cherry.
We pay for the cake —
the craft, the richness, the consistency, the structure.
The cherry is an add-on,
one that loses value the further you step from the cake
because the cherry is not the substance —
the cake is.
If you stand too far back,
you lose sight of the cherry entirely.
But you’ll NEVER unsee the cake.
That is the difference between abundance and money.
Abundance vs. Money-Holding
Abundance stays.
Money flees.
Abundance expands.
Money dissolves without the container of consciousness behind it.
If I do myself right —
money won’t exist for too long anyway.
Not in the system I’m building.
Not in the world we’re birthing.
Because money is scarcity in disguise.
Money = Scarcity.
You only appear abundant when you have a lot of it.
But if you are not actually abundant within yourself,
your money simply exposes your scarcity even louder.
That’s why the richest people look the most empty.
They are wigs on chemo patients —
a surface-level illusion of fullness
placed over a system that has not regenerated its own life-force.
Unless the hair regrows — unless the soul regrows —
a wig is just a wig, no matter how expensive.
Money is just a wig for the spiritually bald.
My Close-Knit Will Be the Crème de la Crème
I haven’t met them yet —
but I know the ones who will be closest to me
will be those who take care of Self
as deeply, as intentionally, as relentlessly as I do.
Because that’s the only type of human who can stand in my field without collapsing.
The only type of soul who can understand abundance without trying to own it.
The Crème de la Crème is not about status.
It’s about self-respect, self-mastery, self-awareness.
It’s about those who actually tend to themselves
instead of outsourcing their wholeness
to substances, connections, addictions, distractions, money.
My people are the ones who build from the inside out.
I Give Freely — and I Take It Away Just as Freely
Many make others earn their respect, earn their loyalty, earn their love,
earn their attention, earn their appreciation.
That is not my way.
I give freely —
because I know what I carry.
I know my heart.
I know my integrity.
I know my depth.
But I also take it away without hesitation
when it is undervalued, dismissed, taken advantage of,
or belittled by someone too small to hold it.
I walk away whole,
knowing I gave.
They walk away empty,
knowing they didn’t.
And all they have left is whatever lie
their ego invents
to justify my absence.
Meanwhile, I remain abundant —
because abundance is not what I hold.
Abundance is who I am.


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