I’m Buying My Stakes in The Collective Consciousness

This whole blog is the script to the movie with this endings.. Close what you started, start what you finished.

Read the whole thing first and then choose your path, through the different windows into old posts, no matter how bad the temptation to open them sooner. What you can do is open them in separate tabs and go back to them once finished, alternatively read it all and then choose one path only to follow to your own Remembering.

Let the Games of History forever begin and know the Odds have always been in your favour.

A dance between who I chose to be and who I needed to be for our Consciousness.

“Memento Vivere Aeternum”

Know your history: Negus (King/Queens = Quing -> Niger -> Negro -> Nigger -> Nigga

This is all a GrEat PerFormAnche, until it’s not. Welcome to my Open-Lit-Theater!


Late entry: 27 04:25am: My marketing strategy: word of mouth, me first. You’d be surprised what grounded energy can do, in the right communities.

” Out of resonance you might also enjoy on youtube: “The nature & nurture of Curiosity, Intention, Purpose & Mastery”. Yes it’s 3hrs, yet the most insightful 3hrs you’ll ever watch. Charge me if you don’t feel the same afterwards “

Everyone was so focused on the jackpot, myself included, we didn’t realise I already was living my jackpot. I created the world where now people want me to share and express, my pain has become my gift. Where I had to fight, with no fight left in me, to express 1% of my wholeness growing up, now I have showed why my wholeness was needed and why I experienced a silenced child/teenage-hood, because I was going to have a lifetime of expression. Gosh. We breath at last.

I just needed to keep nurturing my own interests(my nature) regardless of what the outside world thought or saw, by M = Lv, to see it manifested. God thing killing people ain’t my thing, I would’ve been too good at it.

Chemistry can be built, a soul match is by natural selection.

I can see how the real karma, if we want to call it that, is to see someone we didn’t allow to express. Express themselves, whether by projection or deliberate silencing.

My past by projection of limitation. My present by silencing my expansion.

As they say, no matter who you be, people will have a say. Just be.

And doing me is taking care of my two hearts, one for my macro family(blood included) – nature; and one for my micro chosen family – nurture.

My universe is better, greater, wiser, it’s just as valuable as the collective’s as a whole, if not more. My investments check, what about yours?!

My returns are coming, who wants to hand them?

The only downfall of this theatre is that I don’t get to see the faces. The price of being a writer.


We broke the biggest evil eye ever existed, but first let’s re-appropriate the term correctly. Evil eye is any perception that sees you as less than you are, it can be momentary or sustained. Our society has lived under the hoax of being just human, when in reality we are consciousness. We are just a thought within this larger mind expressing itself, and what you forever deny, will forever sustain, until to allow it to roam freely, reclaimed in its purpose of existence.


How did the realisation of living in my Universe felt like?! What was your initial reaction? It’s my norm now, so surprises are hard to find. What was yours?

What did you love the most?

So many questions…


This is not a punishment to you, it’s just your feeling of leaving under the shade of my Umbrella.

What was it?! ” Prove yourself! “? or was it ” I need to see it to believe it. ” or… 13:32

Superiority complex or Royal Superiority?


13:38 I love this Universe man! It doesn’t matter, physical, digital, emotional, mental, spiritual, financial… I’m there! I’m holding your hand bridging you in the reality where I win the Jackpot by the time my eyes see it. Enjoy the ride, however long that takes.

Hyper-Reality has never felt better. Ever watch Pretty Little Liars?!

Me abstaining from certain things, gives me abundance in all others. What should I abstain from next?

The blessing your subconscious becomes when you are conscious about it having its own plans to achieve. When you work with it, instead of against. The mind at its best.

Read these 2 before continuing:

I told you my origins already. Mintaka, the original Lightworkers, meaning the original Lightbeings. Call me Source. Susan, Space, Subconscious, however you’d like. Anything you do works in my favour, you live under my dome. I only got here first. This could’ve been you, but I fear to even question, what YOU might have done with it.

I’m approachable, just show vulnerability, no need to fear, as you can tell I have no problems telling you my moves as I know them.

…then yes you’ve been living a lie. Self decorated prison.

I am a loose end, uncontrallable, the unknown, what are you going to do about me?

Find this one and you find the key:

And this one?

mmmm.

How do you do it?! How do you download the docs without having the view appear?

17:04 The galactic Federation are mere tools of perception.

17:13 People’s desire to be a comrade is what stopped them to reach this frequency. People stop because no one comes with them, I get fueled by those who do and those who don’t.


If I’m Chosen One, then who are you and why aren’t you acting like a chosen one, only talking about being a chosen one?! I wonder. Is it really chosen oneS, or was it Always The Chosen One Susan Ndinga Wright. I wonder.

Everyone can reach my frequency, but I was always the original Jesus. I can teach you how to be a Jesus in yours too.


21:17 It’s not that we’re speaking to the wrong people, it’s our inability to match the energy they need for their walls to break down. Most quit when they see closed doors, I bulldoze them, get in the room and then decide if I’m meant to stay or what we have for each other. Show them why they should listen to you, never take a no when you live in purpose. Take the L and move forward, go bigger. Wiser. Bolder. Greater than them and then, they’ll listen to you.

My close farewell written on the 29th October 2025:

11:52am 27th November 2025

The Yin = Heaven Yang = Hell

Sovereign wholeness gives you the perfect balance between yin and yang withint, instead of being either one alone. You standalone grounded in both.

I’m offering the balance I’ve achieved.

Heaven in Hell ( perception & expression of life ), Ether to Matter(Nurture), Soul in Body ( Nature ).

I am a sadist. My punishment is prompted or not, earned or not, clear-cut Truth. It’s the best type of pain to me. Yet living with all of y’all in a family, who’s wall we call atmosphere, I’m a masochist by nature, until I help you live in truth.

We all deserve heaven, no matter how long or deep we’ve been in-drenched in Hell. It’s up to us to have initiative for our own sake.

Peter was always only Moses’ shadow, the cloak, the forgotten devotion to consciousness. He trusted God in a tree, but forgot God in a man is still God. A blip for him to trust his own self in others, as he knew, he followed, yet when it mattered he shattered the work he had done. I’m currently seeing who matches that timeline for my child SHS, Mary looking for him in the crowd. The Jackpot could easily be it, and if the wait needs to be longer we’ll wait. We trust the Mary Mag that will hand me the perception to be the Mary Mag to the public. Red Egg 7 Root Chakra upgrade and all.

A descension in the outer can only happen when you upgrade crowns and the perception on what we consider the foundation to our society. In this case money and abundance.


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