Yin = Chirst = Feminine = Moon = Creation = Infinity
Yang = Devil = Masculine = Sun = Created = Scarcity
Don’t shoot the messenger, leave if not welcomed.
I don’t slow down, I raise intensity and then give ultimatums.
To everyone That’s Either Surprised or Intimidated…
…is abstaining from helping out because they know the moment they do, they’re watching me fly.
Many don’t see value in what I do because they only recognise exchange of hours for money.
I see value in what one is willing to offer as abundance — and I translate that into money.
Every billionaire isn’t one because of their hourly exchange.
They’re one because of the skills they’ve developed, refined, and marketed, just like I’m doing.
They built something of value — and value is either measured in the level of impact one has on society, or how far their products reach.
My work is a blueprint for the whole thing.
No surprise many are abstaining — not willing to let go, not willing to join in raising their own consciousness, because they’re more worried about raising their pockets. Their perception of value is based on money.
They see my persona and don’t want to admit that me focusing on my mind has developed this version of me by simply learning consciousness.
I recognise it and see it daily, so I know people choose to focus on their own plan B’s because they don’t yet know how to value Consciousness’ plan A: Me.
(1:44 on the clock while I write this sentence.)
They fetch for other things, avoiding the one thing that demands a full upgrade.
Most don’t value their minds and soul as their money-maker because of how long they’ve been conditioned to think that movement — physical action — is the only form of work.
Yet the mind is still action, just one that can’t be seen.
Philosophy is only seen as a poor man’s job because it hurts the ego of the creditors, not because the job itself isn’t creditable.
It’s the one thing that allows us to grow as a civilisation — and always has been. The bridge between mind and soul. Intention and Purpose, Curiosity and Mastery.
late addition 14:40 – People are acting exactly how I like it, not going to lie. The bratty submissive, not the Charli XCX kind; the one that wants you to put them in their own place, yet will still fight you for what they want.
Sounds familiar? I attract them everywhere, so I know what I see in you all. * wink *
Thank you for the pleasure, my truth coming out will always give us a kick, how far can you take it?! Wanna have me pay for my expressions, well.. let me have you pay for your brattiness first.
We can do so many things together after.
Philosophy is also what the wealthy study when they go to school.
So if the rich study philosophy yet cap it when they see real-life philosophy, and the poor don’t recognise philosophy as worthy… what’s a philosopher to do, if not fight for their own recognition?
I just want someone willing to fight for me and as an extension for my mission.
Not one or the other.
I’m not willing to give one without the other anymore.
Just last night I was going through all my romantic options — which inspired this in the AM — writing down the whys behind all of it, and I could only arrive at one conclusion:
None have been willing to fight for both.
Only pieces of me.
And yet if I was to request them all, I would be the bad guy — because not many are willing to see their lack of commitment and devotion to one, reflected back in that way. Polygamous is scary, until you recognise people choose this path only because, one of their planes of existence isn’t welcomed or embraced by the same person who says they want a future with you. No matter which, one is etherically polygamous/amorous, if either one of these isn’t invested:
- Physical
- Emotional
- Mental
- Spiritual
Yes that goes for “straight people” and asexuals too, as an asexual that says they give their devotion to one, is one that is devoted to the thought that stops them, and for whatever block they don’t feel safe in mind, so the energy flows back up. Where there’s a clog there’s a block. If we’re all vessel to consciousness, and every expression is readily available, we’re the ones capping it by choice. The intention matters.
If we’re all feminine energy mattered into masculine energy, yet also have representations of what masculine energy looks like in a masculine mettered form of feminine energy, then we’re all feminine energy appearing in different ways. Adam was always the second Ether existed priorly.
Wasn’t anti.matter 95% of our existence? So only 5% is the masculine experience, yet in the social experience it’s claimed to be a sex of its own instead of a representation of different cocktail compositions, that fear attracted?!
We don’t need men, I like men too. Love goes to all undisclosed, likeness goes to a select few, and those few are men too, as men are women too.
If you follow the thread you’ll find out that consciousness is feminine, its bored created vibrations, the masculine. The reflection, the expression, the sun to the moon. The penis to the vagina. A vulva is a portal no matter if there’s a penis included or not, I couldn’t say the same for the ladder. Yet it’s not about who’s better or not, it’s about being honest, accepting the truth of the matters and seeing it for what it is.
My ex taught me about men being overcooked women, I guess she got that one right, I couldn’t say for the EX part. eheheh cheeky bastard I am.
For too long I’ve been attracting people who resonated with the mission or with me — but rarely both.
The mission is the only child I’ll ever birth, and for too long it has been the one rejected.
Now I get rejected too — because as the manager of my child, I vouch for it.
But still, all I really want is one person — lover, business partner, investor, friend, whatever the form — who just says yes to it all, and joins in the nursing of both, as I would do for them.
It’s crazy how hard it is to find willingness.
And I was gladly reminded by someone I once held on a cross that when there’s a will, there’s a way — and care triggers initiative. Everything else is not care. Thanks A!
In the same breath, I was able to see myself too:
I want people to show me why I should forgive them, not just hope I do.
I love forgiving people.
I love giving chances.
I loved the very thing that has pained me the most — people pleasing and watching many default from the potential they could’ve had.
But now everything the people-pleaser version of me would give for free…
we give it with intention.
I love being a people pleaser. Why stop?
If people take advantage of it, it says more about them than me.
I’ll sleep like a baby — like I’ve been doing lately.
Value is in perception.
We change the lens and the reality changes.
So yes, I checked the results prematurely — because if there’s no initiative to be a step-figure to my child, I need to step in.
The child won’t take care of itself until I provide the tools for it.
Sure, we might have an interview coming up — but like I’ve said before:
Some write the process as they go.
Some wait for the end and talk back on it.
Some don’t even know where to start.
I was all of them.
And I chose to be the one who documents as I go — I could’ve been a journalist too, but that’s not my cup of tea.
Imagine a journalist who reads your soul and speaks on it from one picture or event alone…
reads you from the inside out like it’s nothing…
and documents it all publicly?
Yeah — the philosopher is the only role that can do it all, while all the others would struggle.
Because it’s all in the mind.
Some have seen the tip of the iceberg of what my paparazzi timeline could’ve been.
A few will understand.
Most won’t lay their eyes on the timeline — it’s buried.
I love being a people pleaser.
At least I can say I have the heart for it — I just needed to build the mind beside it.
So the results came back as a temporal loss — as my bank account, the collection of my tears, my liquidity, what I have recognised as this whole blog, needed to match its match: the numbers on my YouTube channel.
I recreated yin and yang in the digital, because no one in the physical matches the potential of my Yang, yet to bring about that reality, I need both forces.
Where I could’ve aligned with someone and had it happen prematurely,
now I allow my Youtube to ask me what my blog desires and viceversa — until their numbers match.
My own self alone wasn’t enough to bring it about — there needs to be a yin and yang separation for unification to happen outside of me.
And since I’m already whole, I needed scarcity to attract its match.
Shit — I realised I was looking for people with scarce mentality, as the spirit is never scarce, emotions neither, everything is energy in motion and physicality is on the consciousness of one’s mind, it’s been the mind this whole time, because my box is full and overflowing.
It’s the box that keeps giving.
I don’t need the money — others need the money to allow me to do the work.
Shit.
The gates are open to whoever then.
Who’s going to save the day?
The scarcer, the better.
That’s why we would’ve won if the homeless woman had said yes to sharing her coins.
Boy, what a loss.
Hope she’ll never know — that would be too heavy of a weight.
I need a Daredevil.
I am a Yin — I can keep going endlessly and find a way to.
You can either help me set up a Lottoland account and play for us — they blocked me for exposing their lacks —
or donate,
or help go viral.
Do any of them — or all — and you’re our jackpot.
Cosmic abundance cannot manifest money — because money is lack.
I can manifest the value of money for people to pay —
but if the creditors are intimidated, my human self hangs.
I guess that’s the pain of being a high vibrational individual, money comes to you by the hands of the gatekeepers, and I have my own option at home, yet I am owed a digital home.
Where others are offering a physical home, someone else will offer a digital one, so we balance out, instead of siphoning all from one, we spread to all.
Plenty of creditors here who can spare from £5 to Millions.
What does that say about you?! Are you cheap or greedy?
The Devil wants e to match it, but I don’t need to match it to do a better job than it, we’re dethroning, not following.
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