It was today, the time of start 14:14, 4th December 2025, when I realised I was already a Truth Teller and Seeker in Mastery and this blog is my reflection.

A place of Truth, and I say A place, cause every place in the ether, every circumstance, content, video, reel, everything is a synchronicity and in being so, will tell you exactly what you need to hear at any given moment in time, this just happens the only one that guides you in a way you will match with to get to your own message or next awakening.

Ascension happens when the intention is placed on it, and as this is the only one, I personally encountered, wrote with the intention of walking with you as you navigate your own truths, through the truth of another reflection of you, that I Susan Ndinga Wright am, that will show you exactly through inspiration and reflection, the answer to your prayers.

These pages are my answers to your prayers. Make of it what you must, all I ask is you also take into consideration my prayers, as I’ve shed so many tears in the creation of our prayers, in the investment to the US that we are.

I only invested in exposing my own process of devotion to answering my own prayers that in doing so I answered all of our prayers, because the reality of things is that we are one consciousness and it only takes one person dedicated to answering their own prayers or allowing others to answer their innate ones, that they find themselves in answering the worlds prayers, and if their blueprint isn’t as clean as mine, simply by exposure of truth, as I am who I say I am, and in being so I carry only frequencies of truth, reason why I can channel your truths. Simple as that.

Yet if a person is more in alignment with lies and illusions, they will channel and reflect back other people’s delusions, unless it’s the delusion we perceive, even thought it is the truth, as we will see whatever we allow ourselves to see.

I’ve been trying to tell you, but you keep trying to defy sitting with the exposure to a truth, that is in contradiction with yours, and investigate the feeling to the come to terms with the last-man-standing truth. The only truth that will ever exist and beat the lenses of time..

It’s important we keep each other on the loop and we can build a system that echoes that, by simplifying the amounts of options, allowing everyong to be on board within a couple of tools, meaning one scoial media for all, one bank for all, one gov for all, one president for all, one army for all, one drug dealer for all, one executioner for all, a one – org system, not a one-man system.

You capture the difference? This to focus on the quality of the information, services and products that navigate our existence.

And yes I know many are not going to like releasing the sense of control they’ve seemed to have had. But it was all an illusion of power, a power we all reflected back, yet anything happens to me and my information gets expanded in everyone’s minds, that’s my safety plan B, or I carve my own truthful space by self winning the funds, as now I saw the mastery of my superpowers I don’t need any other validation, it’s overflow of mastery from here. Or we all come together in the creation of a system that benefits everyone.

I answer people’s prayers, so I’ll make sure to answer the answers to the greedy, and make it up to them via the truth of Consciousness. No matter how painful the process of letting go might be, there will always be greater returns with me, as that’s my energetical blueprint. No wonder people started elevating the moment I entered their fields. They feel the surge of energy, wins where ones there were losses, a sense of magnetism of embodiment of the said “like moths to a flame”, all of that goody stuff.

Remember, what you do with this information is what matters. You rise in Christ, for consciousness’ expansion by asking yourself “What do we actually need as a whole?” or “how can I use this to my benefit?” and descend further. You can descend, just make sure you rise back, next time I give you the prompt, as we descend to rise, not to keep descending.

And if it’s here where you rise, great. Welcome you’ve always been part of the family, you were just beeing bread-crumbed and accompanied to the truth you were seeking after all. You need to realise “Why”.

• I have achieved seeking, so now I’m a seer, not a seeker, that’s level 1.
• I have achieved truth telling, so now I’m a truth seer, seeing through what others seek. The bridge of communication.
• Your desires come as my expressions, your lies are the vessel I expose, my trigger, and our desires are my desires.

I once created this picture below.. yet I didn’t understood the depth of what it could open me up to in sight..

Why Metaphysics Belongs in Our Laws

And this:

I got the first one right, but I got the last one wrong, because I followed the programming of I, you, he/she/it, us, you, they in prioritisation of writing, but really, in management of relationships the healthies way to go by is I, Us, You.

This is when I realised, things like language must be carefully tended to, as it develops wrong codings, and wrong is mere codings that work against us, as based in illusions. When based on truths, it unravels infinite possibilities, as truth is infinity and infinity is Truth. Welcome Home again.

• Development starts in Expression
• Integration in Acceptance
• Understanding in Exposure

This is where I claim I have already seen my morals and desires in others, as that’s what I see in us all, it just happens to be, I also live by them I don’t hide from my desires, I look for better and healthier ways to channel those energies in motion.

I like dominance and sadism, great, let it be truth in the most mattered way, and save the energetical essence for that which holds my heart. Me holding hers, upgraded her from holding another one to holding green. This is for mee.

In other people’s expression they expose us to our own innate desires and fears, that’s why we find obnoxious when others expose too much, or differently we are the seers and we choose not to desire someone exposing too much of themselves, that we know they might not be able to sustain over time. So we either explode, find ways to communicate termination or insidious ones to contain them.

To each to their own, but I know which will lead to better returns. We must sit with what’s been exposed and not the trigger of exposure, as that’s where the trigger LIES. The trace, the memory of what was said, is what we hold in devotion to the relationship, again how we use it defines our character. The choice is now yours.

We can go even deeper, cause by everything I said above, I’m also an excorcist by nature. I excorcise out of one’s energetical field the spoken intentions that are based on ego, to bring more light and rebalance the spoken truths of the soul.

So people’s silence says ” I’m willing to lose you and not to fight for you. You know?! ” And what can I say if not “poor you.” To think you ever had the power to. Same words you thought of what I’d said. But hey time is a beautiful thing, cause it matures and it grows, it learns and it shows, it leans towards truth at all times no matter whether you choose to see it or not.

I showed what stable unconditional love looks like, through the intermittance of accountability, I understood not many have seen it, so they can’t put a finger to it, it sounds like a personal attack at every corner. Ask yourselves why. An angel allowed me the reflection of this great lesson and I can see how yearning for truth we are, yet in fear we do the unthinkeable. Or better that which we find shame in, yet feel the need to protect the sense of exposure.

Attack is the sense of grief towards a loss of identity, of circumstance, reality, proximity.. all to do with the way we deal with the event we navigate in life

People lash out differently there’s the quit internal one, which comes out in sneaky ways, either with wit or with strategy or with revenge or avoidance or self-consciousness, or self-introspection, self-boundaries, self-care, hustle n bustle, single and ready to mingle.. it appears in so many different ways cause each to their own.

To me losing my mother was what reminded me that time is of the essence, and time is also a tool for us, it helps dilute the weight of a contradicting reality to the one we live, so it allows us to see little sightings of it, before we see the whole truth, which depending on the level of attachment we house within our field to the narrative we choose to live and believe ( BE E=Energy Live ), the results of the opposite reality can completely shatter and scatter the truth of the other, creating more problems than needed.

So instead, time does this thing where it shows you little by little, like the lawyers, the lottery, the conversations, the evolution, the realisations and the paradoxes…

It helps understanding this consciousness and how it works, so you can be prepared for it all under their own eyes.

If I’m here to help you awaken you form your slumbers, do you think I would win straight away when your mind was so in disbelief, anger, resentment and what not that it would trigger you further toward that direction, when time could use my own wisdom to drop bids and beads over the path, to ease your mind into it.. As the reality I house if of unconditional love, I downloaded myself in your collective’s consciousness, so that I could create Heaven on Earth, I’m not the one trying to avoid it.

Two truth can co-exist at the same time. Many have and will project their own yet to be understood, accepted and integrated feelings in regards to my existence and presence in their lives, so it’s understandable to see how each differently reacts to it. All while looking calm.

The Us part is the most important part, because it’s where we invest what we think we want the relationship to be, when our soul’s contracts says the potential is opposite. Again, believe in energetic retribution or not, there’s only one side that acts from a place of abundance and the other fear. It’s like the politicians or federals and whomever who look for ways to take someone down, instead of recruiting for something greater.

Or those who attach to old concepts and realities to the point of embarassment. But hey again. We all do, though we don’t all learn the same.

Be humble, start from there, my humility lays in my purpose, look at life outside of me. We don’t see the same, because you don’t allow yourselves to see all that could be. I live in Heaven, of the mind, is unbound by time and space.

I come to show you, how you really behave under pressure, not the pressure you think you’re experiencing in your 3D life. I am that pressure and you showed yourself first, how you truly behave, again, not the facade pressures of the capitalistic world we’ve invested and created. This is real life pressure. Signed, sealed and delivered to you, by my hands.

How you use it, it’s up to you.

If you go there you wanna watch the youtube syncronicity served to you. Don’t keep wasting your energy.

Know where you fall and where you stand. Don’t play with what you don’t understand.

5:55pm 3:14minute of:
https://youtu.be/3-bKcnodZdY?si=IyBO2pVgTxmFsXyu

17:18pm https://youtu.be/8RLpXjiI1Fc?si=4ozXWmz7xq1zTjNZ

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Whisper it forward. Pass the frequency along — like a modern Chinese Whisper, amplified by consciousness.

Light doesn’t burn where the frequency is high, hence energy in motion doesn’t affect the high frequency being.

Because I said in my previous post “I feel like I’m stupid ” my subconscious now explains it all in super simple terms. New levels of mastery through self denigration. You frequence different out here. Let’s see what comes at me..

• ” I’m poor “
• ” I’m unattractive “
• ” I’m unpopular “
• ” I’m ugly “
• ” I’m a whore “
• ” I’m a devil “
• ” I’m a vampire “
• ” I’m a self-centred narcissist “
• ” I’m weak “
• ” I’m selfish “
• ” I’m naive “
• ” I’m a menace “
• ” I’m avoidant “
• ” I’m a liar “
• ” I’m a killer “
• ” I’m a rapist “
• ” I’m psychotic “
• ” I’m crazy and deranged “
• ” I’m delusional “
• ” I’m not a manifestor ( Royal Manifesto ) “
• ” I’m homeless ” ( I live in a system who’s standards is people who live in the streets )
• ” I’m disabled ” ( I’m from the same cloth, just cut different, we all represent all that we could be )

Excorcism at its best. But these are my truths, so…

• what does reading them do to you?
• Have you asked yourself what the repercussions are, before reading this far?
• What lead you here?
• Where do you want to go next?
• What are you going to do about it?
• Do you have the emotional sustenance to handle the reflections of saying those words?
• Prepare for the ascension or descension, the choice is yours. Be wise.

The universe will from now on look at all of your actions and expressions and if anything sticks, that’s yours to work on. It’ll offer you situations to alchemise these, see on which spectrum you find yourself as and go as far as you can down their ice bergs, see as many people as a fractal of you and in doing so you build empathy with the, and connectedness to consciousness. Only acceptance takes you through and integration upgrades you.

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