I’m no special, I choose to not fear feeling, action is not feeling, it is the motion of what’s been felt.

I allowed myself and still do to feel the pain of others, as it allows me to keep growing where need calls. I show up where I get called. I hold responsible, those who wished it was them, though they might have not liked it when it was happening, they have a chance to be the priority to experience more to it. The firet line of possible recruitment is them, beyond that is family/friends and then the world, as out of resonance, they experienced the behind the curtains, they deserve the first wave as my sorry, not the mission’s, no I’m not kissing ya ass, you have more relatability with the work and the industries alongside your possible contribution. It is what you have built that saves you, cause personality you’ve shown non-trustworthy. In all honesty, so no one is confused.

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