It took me a minute to mourn the fact that I had put together the most beautiful piece.

And one might say, “Well, you produce great things all the time, so why even get that attached to one?”

It’s because I know and value everything that I create, down to the T, down to a word sometimes.

I value it that much.

So yes, of course I can relay the knowledge, but I love my art.

I love my communication style.

I love being creative through my communication.

So me writing just a list of discoveries and innovations sounds great, yeah, because obviously we’ve got the expansion, and sure, of course, we also have the fact that the priority is the knowledge.

But creativity helps the mind let it in.

It’s like lube, bro.

Like, oh man, it was so good. Empathetic and creative and imaginative.

Oh my.

I’m still mourning.

Okay.

Well, let’s continue on the knowledge side.

So when you say the knowledge becomes cautious because you think you don’t have the data, but really and truly…

Major positive events occur more frequently following periods of personal expansion.

Yes.

Apart from the fact that we’re always expanding, peak moments of expansion are where the biggest changes happen.

Okay, now I can see how more creativity is opening up to me because I lost that one.

Amazing.

Thank you, subconscious.

Let’s add that in there because I want people to also understand the process of the art itself and what I value within my art.

Because if they don’t see what I value within my art, sometimes it’s not even about writing the perfectly polished word.

I would rather take a mistake in one perfect word than use a word that doesn’t carry the essence I want to put into it.

Not a wrong word.

Just a word that doesn’t carry the right essence.

You know?

But yeah.

When we look at peak moments, even something like adolescence, that’s when we have puberty.

For female fertility, when the eggs are finished, that’s when we have menopause.

And that’s only the biological framework.

When you look at a plant, when the seed cracks and even the tiniest amount of light gets through, the plant just grows.

Actually, pull garlic on a windowsill and watch how quickly it grows.

It’s because the conditions for expansion are there.

Like TLC.

I think it’s TLC.

Or practices like pruning.

Cutting a plant in specific places so that growth bursts in particular directions or concentrations.

When we look at major events, our whole universe supposedly comes from the Big Bang.

Life emerged after the Big Bang.

Yet the Big Bang was one of the most destructive events one could imagine.

Or supernovas.

Or black holes.

You go into a black hole and supposedly enter a whole new universe.

But the process of entering a black hole is still a black hole.

It strips everything away because it’s pure energy compressed beyond imagination and then condensed into something new on the other side.

If we have to look at it from an astrological perspective, or even just from the perspective of recurring events in humanity, people constantly say things like:

“Every time things go bad, they eventually go well.”

Or:

“Every time things go well, they eventually go bad.”

But then you get to see why things had to go south before life could be enjoyed even more.

The wedding.

Then the honeymoon.

The new relationship glow.

We’re excited because there’s novelty.

It’s understanding that it is the same pattern repeating itself through different forms.

And that brings me to what I call the Torus Field.

The Torus Field is one element still asking to be recognised alongside light, movement, and matter.

We understand how air expresses itself.

Air expresses through wind.

But wind is movement multiplied by air.

Movement itself is not air.

So we have to look at these elements not only through physicality.

We are having a physical experience, yes.

But we often forget that, as individuals, we are actually more physical than ethereal.

Without physicality, our individual minds do not exist in the way we currently experience them.

We return to Source.

So individually, we are more physical than non-physical because our existence depends upon physicality.

You can say the soul is a fragment of Source.

But really and truly, what we know for certain is that we are having an experience.

We don’t know exactly whether we are living consequences from previous lives or not.

We have not yet developed technologies—natural or artificial—that allow us to verify those questions.

And we need to make that distinction.

Technology isn’t only artificial.

The first technology is the body itself.

We must recognise that.

We often say life is 95% ethereal and 5% physical.

Yet while living it, our individual experience is far more dependent on the physical than we admit.

Still, we can expand our ethereal self by expanding how much of life our minds can encompass.

Now, when we look at the elements, we have air, fire, water, and earth.

Everything has a yin.

Everything has a yang.

The yin and yang are signs of homeostasis.

Balance.

The same thing that appears in dynamic equilibrium, feedback systems, and oscillatory systems.

Though I would remove the emotional charge from terms like “negative feedback.”

It’s simply feedback.

Whether positive or negative is our interpretation.

A string oscillates back and forth when plucked.

Truthfully, strings are always oscillating.

The question is whether we can perceive the oscillation.

Our inability to perceive it does not mean it is not occurring.

Going back to the elements:

Air is the manifestation of the Torus Field.

The Torus Field is the glue.

It holds everything together.

The elements we usually discuss are matter elements.

Earthly elements.

They are the Omega to the Alpha.

The goal.

The experience.

The descended angel.

The chicken to the egg.

The human to energy.

Air is the first element.

The ether.

The soil.

Air alone has no movement.

No sound.

No expression.

It is the bridge.

Air and Earth are bridges.

Fire and Water are expressions.

Air is where everything is cultivated.

The antimatter.

The blank page.

Not emptiness.

But physically empty.

The womb that encompasses everything.

Fire is light.

Energy.

The concept of energy manifesting itself to experience itself.

When you spark a light in a dark room, the light experiences itself because it changes the room.

The room takes on colour.

State.

Form.

Black is the absence of colour.

White is the encompassing of all colours.

Hopefully we all played with those colour wheels as children and watched every colour merge into white.

The first time I saw that, it blew my mind.

You’re telling me the blank page in front of me contains all colours at once?

Interesting.

And then we are the coloured ones.

But hey.

That’s another conversation.

Sorry.

Intrusive thought.

Then comes Water.

The Torus Field.

Light is the One.

The first experience.

We are all little flames.

But we can only experience our flame if the room has walls.

Put a flame in infinity and it cannot experience itself.

Nothing reflects it back.

Water is the glue between all the fires.

The thing that makes all the individual flames make sense.

It creates movement.

It creates wind.

It allows air to become experience.

The Torus Field compacts us and connects us simultaneously.

It allows individual flames to experience borders.

It creates both separation and relationship.

It is the bridge.

It is the communicator.

It is the snitch.

The greatest snitch of all.

I made friends with it.

And it works for you if you work with it.

If you do its job, it helps you do yours.

You have to become fluid enough to be shaped.

To become the glue helping everything else experience itself.

Even while knowing you have the power to interrupt those experiences.

That is the Torus Field.

Every time I reached a point where I could escalate something or not, I found myself acting through that principle.

Even dropping the class action.

That was the Torus Field.

The Torus Field allows people to learn their lessons.

It keeps them in play long enough to experience consequence.

But it also answers to what it answers to.

If I rise through the Torus Field and continue rising, it supports that rise because I support continuity.

And continuity is all it cares about.

The more I understand the elements, the more I realise they only reveal themselves fully when we act them.

You cannot receive the benefits of an element without embodying its nature.

The elements don’t work in your favour because you’re selfish.

They work in your favour because you’re working in theirs.

And perhaps that is the lesson.

Not domination.

Not control.

Participation.

Understanding the character of the forces at play and choosing to live in relationship with them rather than pretending they are not there.

Because whether we call them nature, systems, consciousness, fields, archetypes, or universal laws, they continue operating regardless of whether we acknowledge them.

The question is simply whether we learn to recognise them while we’re here.

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It took me a minute to mourn the fact that I had put together the most beautiful piece, and one might say, well, you produce great things all the time, so why even get that attached to one? It’s because I know and I value everything that I create, down to the T, down to a word sometimes. Like, I value it that much, so yes, of course, I can relate the knowledge, but I love my art. I love my communication style. I love being creative through my communication, so me writing just a list of discovery and innovation sounds great, yeah, because obviously, yeah, we’ve got the expansion, yeah, sure, of course, we also have the fact that the priority is the knowledge, but the creativity helps the mind to hit in. It’s like lube, bro. Like, oh man, it was, it was so good, empathetic and creative and imaginative. Oh my, I’m still mourning. Oh, okay. Well, let’s I guess continue on the knowledge side. So when you say the knowledge becomes cautious because you think you don’t have the data, but really and truly… Major positive events occur more frequently following periods of personal expansion, yes. Apart from the fact that we’re always expanding, but peak moments of expansions is where the biggest changes happen. Okay, now I can see how more creativity is opening up to me because I lost that one. Amazing. Thank you, subconscious. Let’s add that in there because I want them to also understand the process of the art itself and what I value within my art. Because if they don’t see what I value within my art, sometimes it’s not even writing the right polished word, like the writing, like the corrected word. I would rather take a mistake in one perfect word than use the wrong word. Not a wrong word, but a word that doesn’t put the essence that I want to put into it, you know. But yeah, so when we look at peak moments, like even like teenagehood, that’s when we have puberty, or female fertility, when the egg’s done, finish, that’s when we have menopause. And that’s on a biological, I’m just, that’s only the biological framework of it. When you look at a plant, when it hits, when the sun starts to, when the seed cracks and there’s even the tiniest amount of light, the plant will just grow. Like, actually, pull garlic on the bucket and watch how quickly it grows. It’s because it’s conditions of expansion is like TLC, um, uh, like the practice… Is it TLC? I think it’s TLC. Um, the practice of like pruning and uh like just cutting your plant in specific places so that um it bursts growth in specific directions or in specific concentrations. Um, and um when we look at big events on our, um well, our whole universe supposedly comes from Big Bang, you know. Life was created after the Big Bang, but the Big Bang was the most destructive event that one could ever think of. Uh or supernovas or um black holes. You go into a black hole, you get into a whole new universe. But the process of going into a black hole is it’s a fucking black hole. It strips you off of everything because it goes like it’s just pure energy everywhere and then condensed into one universe on the other side of it. Um if we have to look at it from a I guess astrological perspective. Um but also just looking at events that happen in society and humanity that keep saying, like, even quotes of, oh, every time that things go bad, then it goes well, um or every time that things go well, then it goes bad, but then you get to see why you all had to go south before the world could even be enjoyed even more. Um. or the wedding, and then there is the honeymoon, or the new relationship glow where we are all excited because there’s that novelty. Like, it’s just understanding that it’s the exact same pattern and that the field, the Taurus field, which is one element that is still asking to be recognized alongside with light movement and matter, the Taurus field that is the expression of the Taurus field. We understand how air expresses, while air expresses wind, which is movement times air, but movement is a different element to air. So we have to look at these elements not just on a physical basis, because we are having a physical experience, but we often forget that we are probably more physical than ethereal, like individuals, because without the physicality, our individual mind doesn’t exist. We go back into source. So we individually are more physical than non-physical because our existence depends on the physicality of it all. Our soul, you can say, is a fragment of the soul of source, but really and truly, we only know that we are having a experience. We don’t know exactly if we are living the consequence to a life that our individual soul has had before, because while we are in the experience, we haven’t yet nurtured technology in a way that we can, whether it’s natural technology or… artificial technology because we need to also make the distinctions. Technology isn’t just artificial. We have the first ever technology is our body. We need to make sure that we also recognize the fact that the experience of life is 95% ethereal and 5% physical. But as an individual experience while we are in the life, we are more physical than ethereal, though we can expand our ethereal self in terms of how much of our mind can we expand to encompass of the life on Earth, right? Now, when we look at the elements, we have air, fire, water, and earth, but everything has a yin and everything has a yang. And the yin and yang are the sign of homeostasis, of balance. The same thing that you’ve mentioned, dynamic equilibrium, negative feedback systems, but it’s not negative. We give the emotion aspect to feedback systems. It’s just feedback system, whether it’s negative or positive, really doesn’t make a difference. Or oscillatory systems, because if you string a chord, the chord oscillates back and forth. And to be fair, strings are always oscillating because they are tools of oscillations. It’s whether we can perceive the oscillation and whether it’s because of sound or because we actually see the chord moving. Our perception doesn’t negate the fact that those strings are always moving. But going back to our elements, air is the manifestation of the torus field, because the torus field is the glue. It’s what holds everything together. And it’s also, like, actually, really and truly, the elements that we know of are the matter elements, right? They are the earthly elements. And as earthly elements, they are basically the omega to the alpha. So we have omega and alpha. The omega is earth and matter, which is the goal at the end of the lines, is the experience, the descended angel, the chicken to the egg, the human to energy. Air is the first element. Air is the ether. The soil, basically. Air is the soil, because air alone, it has no movement, and it has no sound, no… It’s a bridge, right? So both air and earth are bridges. Fire and water are expressions, and air is where everything is cultivated, meaning it’s the antimatter. It’s the blank page. It’s the, it’s not emptiness, but it is physically empty, because it’s the womb that encompasses everything, right? When you look at fire, which is light, which is energy, the concept of energy is the manifestation that manifests itself to experience itself, right? Light, when you spark a light in a dark room, the light itself is experiencing its own light because it sees the room changing states. The room takes on a brown color over a black color, over the lack of color, sorry. Black is the lack of color. And white is the encompassing of all colors at once. But we know that. Hopefully, we all had the art school in school and played with the, like, the circle where you put all colors and then you just let them, like, quickly spin and it just, it just, it’s white. Like, the first time that I saw that, I was like, that is mind-blowing. You’re telling me the blank page that I have in front of me just means that it has all colors and somehow all colors make white? That’s interesting. And then we are the colored ones, but hey, that’s another conversation. Sorry, intrusive thought, but somehow it actually works there. And then you have water, which is the torus field. So light is… The number one. The number one that is here to experience. We are all little flames, right? And those little flames alone, that’s the thing though. We can only experience the light of our flame if the room has walls. Because if you put a flame in infinity, it will never be able to experience itself. Because there’s nothing to bounce back its own light. So it’s just a standalone. But how do you even conceptualize that, you know? Whereas for water, the tourist field, water is all about movement. The tourist field is the glue in between all the fires. The glue that makes all the individual fires sense. That makes sense. That it makes everything make sense. Meaning that it’s the one that creates air. Sorry, it’s the one that creates wind, so that we can experience that air exists. Because we know that we’re breathing something. We can articulate the fact that it’s oxygen and all of that, blah, blah, blah, of course, because the human needs to put a label to something. And of course, there’s always going to be something to label, to be labeled. But the tourist field is literally just the glue that holds every single individual piece together. It keeps us compacted, and at the same time, it keeps us connected. Compacted meaning separated, meaning that if you think that everything is a flame, when you look at a flame, the flame doesn’t have borders. But the tourist field allows us to experience our border selves. So it is the propulsion in between us, but it’s also the one that will add to the bridge when there’s magnetism in between two. You know when you feel it when you see that pull, yes, that’s the Taurus field speaking to you that there’s an information that it is holding and it’s speaking it through your body. Simple as that. Right? It is the communicator. It is the bridge and it is the snitch. It is the greatest snitch of all. I made friends with it. And it just works for you if you work with it, though. If you do its job, it will help you create your own by following the natural laws. You have to be fluid enough to be shaped, not shaved, but experienced, be the glue that helps everything else experience itself, even though you know you have the power to stop their experiences. That is basically the Taurus field, right? All the time, every time that I find myself at a point where I could have either escalated things or not, and trust me, over the past few years, it has happened in so many different ways, even just dropping the class action, that alone was exactly being the Taurus field. The Taurus field allows you to learn your lessons, but it’s also compassionate enough to keep you in play to experience the lessons. But the Taurus field will answer to what it answers to, and it will make the field sensible, meaning that if I rise through the Taurus field and I keep on rising, the Taurus field helps me and supports my rise if I am supporting its rise. Because I’m here for continuity, the Taurus field only cares about movement. Understand the elements that you have at play and understand how those elements actually act. Antimatter, I mean, antimatter will always exist whether we are here or not. It doesn’t really matter to it. It just is. Lights, there will always be for it to be an experience, there will always be lights, because light is the start of the experience. It’s the creation. It’s the number one. Again, but the torus field is the judge. It is the one that manages things in between. It is the one that judges what should go first and what shouldn’t. But it can be a good judge and it can be a bad judge based on the projections that are in the field, because the projections that are in the field are the ones who are telling the torus field where to go. So the torus field knows all the information of everyone. Like, basically, if the torus field really wanted to revenge on someone, it would give everything that it hears, because whether we’re talking to ourselves, whether we’re talking in our mind, whether we’re talking with someone, the torus field knows it all. And that’s why I love having expanded myself to the point where I can tap more into the torus field, where I can, even because of my empathy and because even when I write or I think or I speak, I consider what’s on the other side, what’s the other flame, because I act like a torus field by considering the other flames, I myself have the power to also manage and direct energy the same way the torus field does. Again, you’ve got to act your characters. You’ve got to act your elements. If you don’t act your elements, you cannot get the benefits of the elements. You cannot have the elements work in your favor. And life is about not just having them work in your favor because you’re a selfish person. The only way that the elements can work in your favor… is if you work in their favor. So as I was saying before, the tourist field movement, the tourist field is the first element that only cares about continuity. Because fire will know that it will always forever exist. Water can only exist if fire wants to exist within something else. Water can only exist if there’s… Water can only exist if, sorry, yeah, the elements of water and torus field because they’re the yin and yang, they’re both and one, the same way air and antimatter is, fire and light is, and earth and matter is. Water and the torus field can only exist if the goal is matter, if the goal is earth, because fire in the antimatter can’t just be. But if fire actually, sorry, water can only exist if fire chooses to reflect itself, if fire chooses to see itself from someone else. Fire, water is the mirror, but only if fire wants to look at itself, only if fire is narcissistic. Oh my God! Nature is narcissistic, guys. Nature is narcissistic. The nature of all things is narcissistic because, because we don’t just want to experience life, we also want to be experienced. Oh, so when you’re pointing fingers at narcissists, you’re literally telling them you are natural. It’s not the nature of itself, it’s the intention and how they use it. Now we know we are all narcissists. We can put our finger down, okay? It’s in nature. It’s grounded in the universal laws. We cannot escape this. Narcissists did not bring this. He wished they did. It wasn’t narcissists. If you don’t know, it’s the beginning, like the word in narcissist, narcissist comes from narcissists who just spent hours and hours just looking in this pond of clear water where he fell in love with his reflection. That is life, right? We fall in love with life, but… we can only experience life if we treat every fire right on Earth, where we have our experience, because again, we can only experience reflections if the goal is Earth. So we have to value Earth first. What is the continuity of Earth? Okay, being sustainable. Let’s start with the technology that actually helps. Like, that should be a given. Any technology should help Earth, not take away from Earth, because that is the goal. That is the goal of our experience if we want to stay alive, like we say we do. We spend so much money on health. I’m only assuming that it is because we do want to stay alive, right? We do want to have an experience. I’m just assuming, but you can tell me I’m crazy, but that sounds only like discernment to me. So when we look at the elements, we have to recognize their mirrors, and we have to recognize what they are. We are all fires, but we do have water between us, which is emotions, the source field. Emotions are only an expression of the source field, because it’s the bridge that carries emotion. It’s where energy is in motion at all times because it moves with the motion of every individual fire. It’s like, you know, when you think we had like kids toys, I don’t remember the name, but it’s like a ball, and then there’s like a rope around it, and then it links to… And then the same… Chords has another ball next and then one next and one next, right? If you move the individual balls, the line in between the two moves as well. That is basically what Torah’s field is, and the balls are the fire, the lights, elements, the particles of energies. And they are all in the orchestra that Earth is. This is a very metaphysical, you can say, reflection of it if you want to make it into a business. So we say metaphysical law, metaphysical perception, metaphysical engineering, metaphysical sight. But if we have to really be honest, this is not something that needs to be businessized unless, of course, people don’t want it to be recognized. If people don’t want it to be recognized, I will go about it in a business way. If people want to recognize and start acting as it, then I will do whatever the need is, which is, well, put in the legislations first, put into the systems first so that everything else can then echo that and move from there, you know? Nothing has to be set in stone of the after. So what do I do, SHS or I do family first or I do 400 first? Well, SHS would be, it’s the governance itself. So it is the universal laws because I’m putting it under SHS because of how we go about creations and intellectual property in society. So that is me being aware of how society works because if I do just say, oh, here’s the universal laws, you take them and go with it, people are going to use them against others. People are gonna hide it. They’re gonna be secretive about it. They’re gonna be, um, try to claim it for their own and use it in the wrong ways and all that thing. So the only reason why I trademark it is because I want to salvage its purity from dirty ends. Yes, you heard that right. From dirty hands. And that’s just because people don’t have integrity these days. It’s not a commodity anymore. It’s quite rare. So for something that is so factual, so based on nature, so based on the laws of nature, so based on the laws of our experience, of our existence, so pure, it should be in front of everyone’s faces, but it is not, simply because people are still trying to cover it. They’re still trying to hold it back. They’re still trying to hide from it, because the moment you know this, well, you’ve got to be responsible. Every time that you whip a tree branch throughout here to use just sound, but you are actually hurting the source field. Now, obviously, I’m not saying don’t even, like, slap people, you know, sometimes you need it. But don’t necessarily try and live your life not trying to cut the tourist field, because it exists to support your movements. But you’ve got to be the one, the leading force. You’ve got to move, and the tourist field will come with you. But at the same time, you have to realize that the tourist field can only do its own job. It’s not unhappy. It doesn’t house emotions of its own. It’s not unhappy or it’s not happy. When I say… If you pass a branch through the air and you hear it crying, that is just because I’m narrating using creativity to narrate the sound that I hear based on the understanding of what I know the trees feel to be. That if a tree, if I was to treat it like a being of its own self, me passing a tree, a branch tree, for no reason whatsoever through it, is basically hitting and abusing of it when there’s no need. If I was to give it emotions, if I was to treat it like a human being, but it is not a human being because humans are the ones who have emotions in perceptual emotion, you know? And that’s where the third eye controls the body, whereas the crown chakra controls the mind, the cognition. But the third eye, the pineal gland, is the one that controls the intensity of our experiences because it’s the one that’s linked to cognition, innovation, nervous system, autonomy, a third eye body experience, and the crown is movement, infrastructure, utilities, skeleton, multidimensionality, crown, society, elements. So the crown chakra manages the cognition, and the third eye, the nervous system, manages the movement of that cognition. How do we move our mind, right? Then obviously, if we expand further that, then we have intensity and stamina, but if we were to keep it just to crown chakra and cognition, third eye is the crown chakra manages cognition. and that affects the body, because the third eye, the perception that we house, will affect the way that we experience our body and the ways in which we experience all bodies, because it’s the fire element. Oh shit, the third eye is the fire element! Oh! Oh, whoa, I hadn’t even thought of connecting them like that! What of the elements are they? OK, so, shit, that makes sense why I… Okay, this is getting so much better than I even thought. All right, so the, then we have, so, movement, infrastructure, and utilities, skeleton, these are two systems, societal system of infrastructures and utilities, skeleton system within a body, which is linked to multidimensionality, because the skeleton is multidimensional on itself. It connects so many into so many different things. It’s the mind, and it is the torus field. It is the crown chakra, which is the society and elements as a whole. So wait, elements as a whole, society. Okay, I’m gonna, on the elements parts of things, I’m gonna add that on the system, but I’ll do that separate because if not, this becomes too long, but it is quite beautiful that literally the, so there’s 12 systems. There’s three systems that echo the whole, all of the, like the wholeness of it all. I will find those three. I already know it. And the rest are individual to themselves because there is 12 systems, both in our bodies, both zodiacally, both in society. It’s just, it’s the number.

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Basically if I die I’m the new Torus Field, I’ve qualified it through my expression, as I expreme clearly only what I have embodied already and have qualified for. No mstter if I relay it prior or after. Jesus was here now, now he can rest as Earth, so nature, atmosphere, … there’s a hierarchy in incarnation too. It’s not just society. No matter whether we like it or not, rhere is one sun in every ecosystems and when we share ome, there has to be only one. If we can’t agree on one person, let it be the universal laws.