Disclaimer, I have other things at hand right now so ChatGPT stayed, though it disrupted the message this time, so I would start from the original piece and then fill in with the edited, if needed. There’s a lot of typos, but the message stands. Enjoy the read.
Somethings I’ll Never Know, Teddy Swims, says beautifully in his song, yet mysteries I look forward to for the Universe to enlighten me with. In the meantime, Ashay. Just remember the guidelines given if showing up.
Sorry guys for the cartoons, but this one particular I used to have a huge babydoll set growing up and cannot revere it enough for the path it lead me on.
There is a peace now in what once felt like chaos. And that peace… has become the bridge.
This transmission almost got lost in translation, but not because it lacked clarity—because its frequency was expanding. What I once called “5D” has changed, because I have changed. What once felt like the destination, I now see was only the compass pointing me back to wholeness. A space where 3D, 4D, and 5D aren’t tiers of separation, but expressions of presence.
In truth, 5D was never a place. It was a choice. An embodiment. A state we enter when we choose sovereignty without superiority, and wholeness without rejection.
And last tonight, I dined with my fears. Literally. A burger, chicken tenders, a Kinder Bueno, some mango juice and coconut water, a self-made pottery candle glowing, vibrational YouTube frequencies in the background, a joint on the side, crystal pyramids surrounding currency notes for 4Honeth—my future, my now. It was a meeting between my inner child and my future self. A reunion. A remembering.
And something within whispered: “This is what self-mastery looks like.”
I laughed. Because it all felt so easy. Effortless, peaceful… flowery, even. My body, once 120kg, now sculpted and light, took it all in without resistance. Not because I broke the rules, but because I changed the rules. Because I realised the game was mine to begin with.
The truth is: we’re all addicts. Addicts of energy. Of expression. Of creation. The problem never was addiction. It was how narrow we allowed our channels to become. In 5D, we no longer shame the portals. We bless them.
Every act, every ritual, every craving is a creative spark searching for remembrance. It isn’t about denying our desires. It’s about expanding our bandwidth to hold more of them, with intention.
Because restraint was never the goal. Wholeness was. And wholeness includes hell.
In this remembrance, I saw that heaven and hell were never separate. Hell was simply the part of me I refused to love. And once I did, heaven found ground. We don’t integrate heaven by ascending. We integrate heaven by loving what we once condemned. We don’t escape hell. We alchemise it.
And that is what 5D really is: not a realm to escape to, but a lens through which we love everything we used to exile.
So I smoked the joint. I played with the light. I allowed the food. I watched the lottery unfold. Not because I was escaping. But because I had arrived.
The night I walked back into 3D with 5D eyes, I saw it all differently. And I realised:
- 5D beings don’t reject 3D pleasures.
- 5D isn’t a menu with rules.
- In 5D, we get what we clearly ask for—so ask clearly.
- It’s all a frequency game. Don’t expect a Michelin meal at a drive-thru.
- Everything is a portal. Everything is sacred.
The Humanism Recovery Centre was born in this understanding: to teach others how to widen their creative pathways, to detox not by rejection, but by redirection. Addictions don’t disappear through shame—they dissolve through expansion. Give people more hobbies, more freedom, more room to channel their essence, and watch how the cravings fade into background noise.
Now, I get to live through all of me. To hold pleasure and power, mystery and mastery. To take myself to concerts. To host sex-positive sanctuaries. To biohack in silence. To laugh out loud at how seriously I once tried to “ascend.”
Because this is the new heaven on earth:
To live fully. To love wholly. To make peace with every corner of who we are.
5D never existed. We created it. And now, we are free to create again.
Welcome to the Real 5D. Welcome to 4Honeth. Welcome to the sacred joke of being human and divine.
And if you’re just arriving: buckle up. It only gets weirder, wilder, and more wonderful from here.
We’re not reinventing the wheel. We’re just raising its frequency.
In love, Susan
P.S. If you’re ever wondering if you’re “doing 5D right,” just remember: if you’re loving it all—you’re already there.
This realisation came from 3min iceberg tip of the title below:
“The Universe Has Been Trying To Speak TO YOU Through Everything Around You. ARE YOU LISTENING?!”
I wasn’t paying attention, but I am now.
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