How’s it that the more I hold onto my purity, more impurity comes at me?! When does the purity start flooding-in?! I’m tired. I’m hungry, I’m divine. I’m amazing, I’m so resilient, I’m so devoted/committed/dedicated to myself, my child and the betterment of us all. It’s divine to experience, it’s so empowering to watch myself stand up for our consciousness. I’m in awe with what I’ve been able to accomplish all by myself. Sure I might not have the results straight away, I might not be the millionaire by finances I expected to be by now, but I am certainly a Trillionaire at heart and nothing, no delay, no silence, no rejection can take that away From me. I am the source point of creation and everyone dreams of having a mind-like mind. Yes people envy me, yes people do that even if they had immense chances to reach out and learn directly from me. What can I do?! Don’t help those who don’t want ot be helped. Help yourself. I am the only one who deserves to see my platform right now, no one else deserves it more than me, as they do not want to take the hand handed to them, leave them to their own, the same way Scott was like “Well you seem to have all answers”. I do, them, not sure. So rock with myself, applaud myself, love myself, as no one else in the world has the courage, the stamina, the integrity, the honesty, the vulnerability, the confidence, the motivation purpose and mastery to do what I do. There’s no one like me and no one deserve me until they pay for me. No one.

If I don’t eat tonight, they’re not getting their minds fed. That’s for sure, cause while I’m there to feed their minds, they couldn’t care less about feeding my own belly. hypocrites, delusional, arrogant bastards, who do not know how to be with people, only how to use them and when you start reflecting back to them their own truth, that’s when the realness comes up. The fact is they do not have the capability to even stand up to it in expression in front of me, as they don’t have the guts to.

So I pull the plug. I allow the electricity to be only between me an dmy creations, nothing more and nothing else. When I am the blessings are, where I am not well, good luck for them, it’s not my business. The same way people play their part, let me play mine.