Will keep it short here as all self explanatory.

We live in a society where policies come before human beings, for the most part:

• Storage timeline, three perspectives:
  • One sees you in “need” and give you a concession
  • One says “yeah I understand” allows you the stay, until you tell them the feedback that it was too easy to get in so evicts you as the only way to gather authority again
  • One that was left to do the handy work, when you tell him “Sorry for the sarcasm, my work is all about not having policies being more important than human beings and it was someone who asks for change at a shop every day the only who offered a place to stay”, he freezes and walks away without words. Yet allows you to keep the cat overnight, because he has other things to do, and staying past work hours is a nono.

I genuinely don’t know where we’re going..

If it wasn’t for the first experience and Scott, I wouldn’t have any hope left in humanity. And these so called authorities, just as tapped.

People cannot formulate own thoughts, so they project onto you their own distrust, instead of communicating. So they lurk, they come and see what you do, roam around for hours, as if nothing, and just like that nothing gets shared. You ask them to help with a meal, they download the document just below it and close the page.

Shameful and yet very much society-like.

Cause look around, people are just playing a part, they’re shells of themselves and yet they think their autonomous. NPCs in their own life and when they see someone that’s actually actively conscious they panic, freeze, stare, lurk, sniff enough to let known they were there, but not enough to reach out.

The only way we can actually reform is going through policies, just policies that liberate, cause if you were to remove them all at once, people will be so lost, and not for the reasons you might think.

• they wouldn’t know how to think for self, what discernment truly is, own reasoning, morals, ethics, integrity… they give themselves the badge, and be actors in title, but really there’s no embodiment. No drive, no push, if not for the illusions that comfort the ego.
• They would freak at the fact that nothing would be a given, lost in what is best, what makes me a good person, what blah blah blah…

Full on zombies depending on the script given and watch out if you deviate form the script. Just like these two parents both on their phones telling the child to sit down, when they’re only trying to get their attention away from their phones…

If titles did anything I wouldn’t be where I am. If human beings meant anything above all, I wouldn’t be where I am. Not because I chose to defy the only broken system everyone is addicted to, that was the blessing. The fact that amidst so many people avoiding life, I was able to stand on my own two feet and defend the purity of my soul, as the new excuse for not having a soul stronger than the given script is:

I’m sorry, it’s policy.