14–21 minutes

SHS Theatre: Sometimes Taking a Step Back Is the Greatest Step Forward

* Writing Took a Step Back to Vocal: sChatgpt has the vocal, I got the transcript of my own voice. Go fetch. *

I just need to write this down, which was an idea that I came up when I killed SHS TV. The reason why is because SHS TV put people in front of TVs, in front of technology, and I didn’t want that to be the case because I’m trying to bring people back in real life, where we’re interacting face-to-face, away from digital. And yes, as of now, I’m doing it from the online, but I’m laying out the ground because I’m having people think of their real lives before we even get into the real lives, because they need to be more conscious about life in general in order to be consciously present in real life. Because probably whoever is reading this right now, look around you. How many people are holding their phones? Yourself included. How many people’s face is in the phone? It’s probably a couple of hundreds, depending on where you are. If you’re in a public area, then sure. If you’re sitting by yourself, then you can’t see it. But how many people might appear online somewhere? You know? Everyone is just obsessed with technology, and it derails our attention away from our truest intention, which is to live life. The only reason why we go to technology is to get something that we can then use in our real life, whether it’s information, whether it’s knowledge, whether it’s to satisfy a curiosity that our real life does not satisfy. I’m thinking people that go on internet and whatnot for pornography, for example, or they might not have real life connections that they can count on, or that they can feel that are true or authentic. So they just create either groups or just watch how other people do life, and from that take inspiration because they don’t know how to do life for themselves. There is so much happening through technology, but it is all to suffice the intention of living a true life. We don’t go to technology because we love technology. We go to technology because technology gives us filler time. If you look around you, there’s a lot of things that are filler time. They just fill time. They just literally fill the time. Like there’s no better way to say it, really and truly. Because people feel like their time is, like, apart from the fact that it’s ticking, they also don’t necessarily have much value to time itself. They don’t value time, but time is the only thing that we have, which is the experience of life. If you try and collect energies of individuals that don’t even understand the concept of time, you’re just filling your time with shit that then affects you in a way that doesn’t work for you in the long run. It might work in the present, in the current moment, you know, but not in the long run. Because you probably collected a style or a way of doing or a way of being that does not suit the initial concept of living life on Earth, not living life in technology that happens to be on Earth. The two are different, and too many people are living life in technology that happens to be on Earth. And it’s easy to get distracted from it because there’s so much happening there. Especially if there’s not much happening in your life. Of course, technology has everything happen to you all at once, and you can take it anywhere. You can literally search anything and go anywhere, you know. But the idea that I was thinking about as a replacement to SHS TV is SHS Theater. And the reason why, to find a way to leave this narrative as consciously as possible about what consciousness is trying to accomplish within us, through us, as us, honestly, accountably, and responsibly to the humans, is by putting the whole truth and nothing but the truth in a theater and have the whole thing human-based, no technology, just humans, and make a whole play about this whole experience from start to end, and only use technology to provide for, like, trailers for it, whilst also having people auction the viewing of it. Meaning that technology would have, like, little glimpses, AI’d glimpses of the play, and so not the real thing. Because, again, we want to mirror back that technology is illusion and fake contact, fake access, for people to then, because obviously the story would be known by then because we would have put a lot of effort into both sharing the story, the marketing, word of mouth, and all of that. So people would know the actual story because, of course, I’m also working on having the story reach the billions. So people would know the story. They would just need to book and by demand. So, like, for example, giving, like, time slots on this one day, the same way that people book for concerts, on this one day there’s going to be a chance to vote for the next location. And based on that, then we would decide which location, out of the top three, because obviously the team itself needs to feel the energy of the city or the country, because it would be like a global thing in which we go to, and in doing so also embody the energy and the essence of that location, so that we can make sure that we genuinely bridge together and almost merge with the audience that we will be showcasing for. And it would be a mixture of so many things at once that I don’t need to relay the whole thing right now. But it’s a great idea of how sometimes taking a step back is the best step forward. And I’ve done that so many times because even just looking at every individual industry that I’ve worked in, me taking a step back from each and every single individual industries has only made the step in into the next one even greater, because it housed everything from the previous into the next one. It’s like compound. I’m literally living a life like compound, like all the systems that we live by, I’m incorporating and living them in real time, compounding the interest. I’m experiencing that through industries. Every industry compounds the other, because every industry, every individual industry has individual aspects of another industry. For the simple fact, for example, that we all pay with money, finance shows up in every individual industry. For the simple fact that we are ruled by a concept of law, legal comes in every industry. For the simple fact that we have politicians and governments that rule societies and civilizations, governance and politics go into everything, and so on and so forth. All of them, psychology, even biology. It’s how people actually understand it that makes the difference. Quantum physics is everything. So it’s really how people actually understand it. And because my job, quote-unquote, is a job that represents humanity in all of its different facets and industries, the role only gets stronger by exposing it to individual industries. Whether I’m gonna do the application or not, it doesn’t matter, because that is only a matter of financing. Every individual idea that has ever become something started as an idea, then the financing came and the team came to put it all together. No one built anything by themselves. They either built it with money, or they built it with people, or with attention. So it’s all about understanding the very foundation of all things, and then be able to act on them. I know that I have a great ability to lead a team. I’ve done it before. So I know that I have a great ability to delegate. I have a great ability to manage time, to manage responsibilities, to manage all the things that would allow an idea to come into application mode and for it to also be successful, because I also understand the impact of my ideas, and I look at them in a much more of a holistic perspective than most do. So I don’t need to be a politician, even though I could be a great one. I don’t need to be a banker, even though I can be one. I don’t need to be a whatever I set my mind to, because my role is not to be any individual one, even though I could have possibly been capped to my own potential if any of those individual industries had said yes to me. But because I made it harder for them to say yes to me, I also gave myself the same freedom and liberation of not being capped by those industries, which was amazing. The only way, because many people thought that keeping the silence would stop me or slow me down. It’s actually quite the opposite. It liberated me. It liberated me from the same limitations that they live by, that I was there to expose. Make it make sense. If I’m exposing your limitation and the limitations of your industry, do you think I’m stupid enough to not realize that if I enter your industries, I’m gonna be capped by the same? I had the chance to be a young mayor literally a whole year ago. I received a letter in the box. I could have, and I thought it through. I was like, I can use it as an opportunity, whether I win or not, I can use it as an opportunity to spread the name of SHS, and at that point SHS was even so much smaller. I hadn’t even touched the depth of my politician self. I hadn’t touched the depth of my legal self. I hadn’t touched the depth of my entertainment self, let alone artist self, and so many others. But I was like, really and truly, I was excited for the opportunity. I was excited, because I saw it, I was like, Wait, is this real? Like, is this actually real? And then I was like, But you know what? If I am a young mayor, that means that first thing, I’m capped by the limitations of the role itself, because it’s not the mayor of London. It would have been the mayor of Lewisham, and it would have been under someone else within a council, mainly for the youth. So to the extent of my capabilities, it would have been shrinking myself into a role to fit the role. Even for the campaign itself, I would have had to shrink myself just so that I could be palatable and understandable, really and truly. Because the moment you start talking about metaphysical concepts, people start looking at you as if you’re decoding the fucking Da Vinci Code. You know? It’s like that type of shit. If you’re someone that doesn’t know the Da Vinci Code or has not come across the Da Vinci Code, if you were to hear it for the first time, your mind would go, What the fuck am I hearing here? And that was the same impact. So I understood my greatness. I understood the limitations of those roles, and I understood that I could, yes, use and abuse the role, but it wouldn’t have been enough of a big platform to do so. So I stayed on my own lane and allowed myself to grow through my own lane, whilst tiptoeing into each and every single one of them. And that has allowed me to get here now with possibly the best story that theaters and entertainment has ever seen on this world. Actually, I’m gonna remove the possibly. And yet my strength is in people’s silence, because people’s silence allow the universe to then bring to me the crumbs for me to reverse a loaf. You know? I get, like, for example, three days ago I saw the… I opened a new tab on Google and the first news, you know, like when it gives you, like, the list of news. I didn’t even pay too much attention to it, but I quickly saw it: Cristiano Ronaldo banned for blah, blah, blah. I didn’t pay attention to it. I didn’t think too much of it. And then I was watching The L Word. I had stopped two episodes before the episode of Dina and the tennis situation of, like, contracts and her manager telling her to leave by some ways, and it ended up that Subaru wanted her to be the representation of the gay, of, like, a gay tennis player, and then on the spot, the moment she heard that, she fired the manager. It was beautiful. And that only came literally minutes after I posted about it. But to go back to before I posted it, it was the conversation of her manager telling her, You cannot live your life in a certain way because you’re gonna have to sign… The contract with Subaru and the whole process allowed Dina to actually remove the problem, which was the manager. She fired him on the spot because they did know that upon signing the contract, it wasn’t in the contract that they wanted her to be a gay representative. They just knew that she was gay and they just knew that she was a talented tennis player, up-and-coming, and they wanted the two to merge. Perfect. So the problem was a manager that was trying to cap her magic, you know? And she removed that shit quick. Quick. And she was like, Oh my God, I am so grateful for you. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Turns, looks at him, You’re fired. Bye. It was just, it was iconic, honestly iconic. And in that, I saw how I did the same for the individual industries, but what I was saying in terms of consciousness breadcrumbing, consciousness breadcrumbs, but it’s on you to put together the pieces. It’s not breadcrumbs. It’s like it gives you the pieces of a puzzle, and you have to put together the puzzle. It’s the best, because I’m a lover of puzzles. I love puzzles. I have a puzzle literally right there sitting. I have digital puzzles, and I even get paid for playing puzzles because it’s the best way possible for me because it’s training my mind to literally solve problems, intricacies, see, Oh, you have to remove one to unlock everything else, and all those things. It’s beautiful. People should spend more time on puzzles. And by looking at that episode, I then got inspired to write the whole piece of contracts. And whilst I was writing it, the breadcrumb, the piece of the puzzle of Cristiano came into it, and it just created this whole flow that just surrounded itself. And then it gave me an opportunity to then share that with Cristiano’s team, whether they need it or not, we don’t know. But I’m making sure that I’m showing up in every individual case that I could possibly inspire, that I could possibly impact. Because again, I don’t know who needs me, and I don’t know, and I will never know until I show them what I’m capable of. If I don’t show them, I don’t even know they will know, you know? Because I’m helping them see if there’s a help from me for whatever they might be going through. And the them is infinite because there’s literally eight billion people. Like we say this number as if it’s a small number, but literally when you go at a concert, when you look around you, there might be ten thousand people. I’m talking about millions and billions. I have infinite opportunities, and there’s going to be one day where I will find someone that needs me more than anything else and needs me specifically because of what I’m capable of. Not that needs someone that can suffice a role, you know? But how can I know? How can they know if I don’t even introduce my skill? And I don’t need to leak ass because I know what I am capable of. I know that I have infinite resources because in ten years there’s going to be those who didn’t have a job yesterday that will have a job then, that might have issues that they need fixing then, you know? I have infinite amount of time. I have infinite amount of resources, and I’m just unbounded by anything, unbounded by industry, unbounded by people, unbounded by opportunities, unbounded by all of it. Which means that I also have the choice. If, knock on wood, ten opportunities was to come all at once, I have the chance to either say yes to all ten, I have the chance to say no to all ten, I have the chance to say yes to five and no to the other. Like, I am so fluid. I’m literally moving with consciousness. Because, because when you have studied our reality and you truly understand the quantum physicality for the science people, or the spirituality of source for the spiritual people, or the biology of our essence, of our existence for the other science people, I guess. It’s literally we are living a Truman Show in real life, but people see the movie, so they disconnect themselves from the actual concepts of it because they don’t necessarily see a Cyrus B light, like shadowing on the floor, and you’re supposedly, like, above, supposedly it’s a sky, so why is there a light, like, falling on the floor, you know? Because there’s no such thing as things like that, or there’s no, yeah, because there’s no such thing as something like that, or there’s no wall at the end of the sea, people think that it’s different. But we are actually living in the greatest Truman Show ever. And that’s beautiful for those who understand it and accept it. Because when you look, in the movie, he starts clocking on things because people are doing the exact same thing every single day. What are people doing if not every single day? Everyone is clocking in. Everyone is doing exactly the responsibility that they did the day before. On a weekend, everyone is going out. Some, because of how they have structured their life or the jobs that they do, go out during the week. If you pay attention, you’re going to start seeing the pattern of people doing the exact same shit over and over again. It’s the exact same shit. But because people separate themselves from it, don’t deep it. They’re so invested into it and distracted by it at the same time, they don’t even realize it’s so great. It is the greatest of all, actually. And for a metaphysical expert like myself, because there’s a lot of people that claim to be metaphysical experts, but then they only talk about either spirituality or whatnot. Nigga, please get off your shelf, because that’s not metaphysical expertise. Metaphysical expertise is to be an expert in all industries because you’re an expert at humanity and consciousness. Anything else, it is not it. So, I’ve seen a lot of people claiming to be metaphysical experts, and it honestly makes the role look shambolic, which is not. Because I’m doing it to its extent, the extent of what it was made to be. And most, oh my, I don’t even want to comment too much on it because honestly every time that I see it, I’m like, What the fuck are you doing, bruv? You’re making my role look so fucking, like nothing. Like compared to what it is, it’s like they enact the one percent of the role and then call themselves metaphysical experts when really and truly the role is to cover the wholeness of humanity, the wholeness of time, the wholeness of everything that is. That’s what it is.


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