When you look at the patterns of everything, there’s such thing as balance, offsetting is to have balance, we hire more to withstand the more, we share more and we get more space and less responsibility.

Let’s talk about climax. Infinite climax is in the body of a woman. Finite and slow recharging is in the body of the man.

The woman creates infinite bodies and shares a bond with all of them, as the story of a woman is what gets passed down and if a male baby happens it stops and the new woman in creation, with their story, takes over the lineage. The story of life and this moment happening is in the story of life, just like the bible is too, the life of the Sun, which mirrors the story of beingkind, also known as mankind.

Adam was the first embodiment, to show a new way of finality, the female mind was what put him there, it doesn’t need a body. It is the womb of infinite crestion. In that sense it’s also the reason why women allow the existence of continuity, without a womb there’s no creation, with a wkmb there’s 50/50 on magical insemination like Mary.

The physionomy of a woman allows xontinuity in all ways, and the mirror to that is that men have infinite sperm, yet never experience creation. Women’s biological history continues for lineages as it is in every woman in the new lineage, and can be picked up by any woman, even coming from a man in which it was dormant. Activating it throigh the genes of the father. The gene of the first woman too, not in flesh, but infinity itself. The mind of conscoousness. Of which man gets from woman in flesh through expression.

Unfortunately it was a man’s mind that stumpted the creation of infinity, when Adam didn’t trust Eve bringing the embodiment of it home. Fruit and nurishment. The mak od the beast was denial, lack of support and rejection.

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Women get the gene of the sperm’s woman’s lineage when we get a first defining moment of choice of how we interract with a masculine energy on Earth. Here we need to move the attention away from the body in the understanding society is a masculine energy, as it is a creation of a man mind handling surplus while the woman was either nursing or tending to the thing prpducing the excessss, that only needed to be brought in the decision. Who only needed to be interrupted at any given moment in time to open us to a whole other world of abundance. She would have delivered a way of organising ut that encouraged infinity resources, not rooted in scarcity. She would have created the first food bank, instead of just storaging to have bartering power.

She would hsve built relationahips different, as in that split moment in the history of hueman kind she had the power to create something that is equally as self sustaining as the existence of a civilisstion or creation that lesds there.

As indeed we sre the last creation of conscioudness. Our crestivity csn create wirld out of it. And slloeing thd chsnce to conttibute is .errly the only thing thst counts. 2 diffrrent types of mind creaye bettrr thsn one. There direct reflection bouncing back, just like interacting with an outside thing, whether sound, texture, light, movement…

I write hoe I have created with my defining relationships with men and woman. The creative, movie writer and whatnot, when my sexual dynamic with men was protected by a “it’s too good”, the type of restriction it took, created a creative universe in me, instead of physically impregnating me. Damn, and then the women I attracte in my field apparently have cultivated them, and I probably was the same in other dynamics for their lives’ trajectory too. We are there to help each other nursu or change a timeline, and the right man not indulging in us, whether a parent or a possible partner, st the right moment, meaning the first time we experienced strong emotions (as the woman’s mind gets defined by the outer, where as a man’s mind gets told by the outer, so when a particular aspect of life gets experienced with a man, where the woman sees the man finding pleasure in. If the man likes football 9 out a 10, the child is going to like it, the female to please and the male to reflect the man examples that shaoed him. Whether it’s sports, artistic creativity, sex, basically not the first time we do something, unless that’s the first time we feel a strong emotion and experience a man finding pleasure in something too. It speaks more to our subconscious and I say it I hope it gives definition to how we go by making decisions in thst silent psrt of our mind that produces rhe thought we then contemplate. It is the emotional mind, that only record intensity nkt context and if it goes unquestioned, unchallenged, undefined it becomes recorded as a normal experience assuming it was one that was enjoyed, so if that memory is what springs the ideas, the ideas are already filled wjth intention to repeat the intensity of an intense moment. I want to hope it gives the word to some to better understand how important it is to navigate the things that happened in our forming years that were intense. We need to reparent the child that went through it, by speaking to thag version of us. (I want you to take 3 hojrs ojt of your life, sit for the first hour, think of all intense moments rhat happened, you’ll start noticing in that one moment all the distractions for you not to think, all align to distract you. I need you to allow the access to the distractions, but define yourself in that one moment as taking time for yourself. You need to mark your words to change the relationship with it. No matter who, of course life or death situation count, but anything else you have to pause for 3 hours. Your whole life and longevity of those relationshjps count or if a strong moment you haven’t dealt wirh where you felt abandoned by a male figure, this goes to all sexes by the way( that psrt we all learn from, the woman is different, it is based on how they relate with our big emotions. I can see the moment I think my mum felt rejected by me and I felt I didn’t need to dxpress how much I loved her and trusted I had time.. it was rhe last day I saw here. I remember how she saw me standing at the door and maybe she just wanted her girl to run to greet her and I didn’t, I had accumulated on the memory where I felt rejected by her in my forming years, and only later when she passed I started seeing all the good parts. If things don’t go explained in our forming years, we miss in contextualising moments. As girls and we form a contorted relationship with it. Am J writing my wrongs in trying to make up to half the woman she was for her people, maybe? But it also happens that I spent more contextualising things with my dad expaljnjng how to fix things, whether it was my bycicle, watch him with a car, or a microwave, or else honestly, the whole lot. Seeing his humikity with others and abundance. Formed the way in which I protect. With abundance, not financial, but in giving understanding value. Functional gifting. So what my mind perceives functional in someone’s life is what I provide before I recognise the reason why certain way where sprunged out. We must write a full on letter go that give during hour 2. And hour three reflect on how she would have felt in the liberation of you telling her all the things that situation entailed, offset from her hoardjng the jnfensity of the situation. The femal part of ohr mind, I’ refering to as “her”. The psrt of us that creates the thoughts we think about. If she creates the womb of our thoughts, do we ever think outside of it? No, so we need to refill the emotions with definition. Melt the density with words that might cut through painful moments in life, but also, deserve to be considered in order to not be bound by the emotion sitting there creating our worlds.

We develop a different relationship with it when we do, and the behaviour of the man in our life at that specifc moment, whsther they’re the ones we experienced it with or around at that time about that circumstance, it ddfines the observation lense we have about men. If they abuse and the others don’t realise something is wrong, we register abusive and emotionslly blind as expectance, so what we attract is just as. Emotionally available, but blind to our emotions no matter the intensity in rejection of our love or in rejection of our withholding of love. Shiiiit.. (people need to see that if they take away love you don’t leave( sordy for those I might have. I still trust in tike and I intend to come back to all, I’m just sitting behind the armour of my work, so I’m emotionally distanf, but emotiknally close, and if words of love do help define the expressions of your universes, then I wish you the best experience you can, my love will find ways to you too. Eventually. I am creating a world that benefits your humanity too and for the mesntime, I only hope I can be abojt the words I expressed on building on skmething better for us all I must have mentioned in our time together. I choose to be that example for now, I can show lack of resentments and compassion up close at a later time. Just know it is reserved for you too. Ojr story’s evolvements will tell who the same counts for.

Watching behind of the timing where I had a lot of time to my self and my own creativity, instead of being in a timeline where I probably would have spent my time exploring male’s physicality, I followed thair interests hnconsciously only to realise now in this mind’s emotions. Expressive thinking. Or emotional dumping or other names I’m not accustomed to.

So we must realise the origins of our thoughts, give love to the versions of us that touched it, meaning al those that crsated from that thinking way, because of where it got reinforced througojt our lives, by either good or bad. And so much more, but the letter should open you to yojr own world, give it love and an explanation. That’s all it needs.