~ On Illusions, Perceived Success and why the Truth always comes before pwople are ready. ~

Just thinking about the sentence, I don’t like this version of you. A lot of people, right, fool themselves into having idealized fake versions of the people in their lives and the direction that people’s lives have, right? So they collect false versions, false memories, false identities, false understandings of someone’s being, and they just store that to then, when they see the real version of them, say, I don’t like this version of you. But the sentence itself makes no sense, because everyone always shows and tells their direction of life within life. Everyone knows more or less where they’re headed. Everyone knows more or less who they are. But also, we have the ability to see exactly the direction that people take in their lives. We know what is in a person, and especially someone saying it, when they’ve already seen and stated exactly the version that they then accuse or they then perjure, or not perjure, what’s the word that I’m looking for? That they then point the finger at, you know? It’s like, if I was to use directly my experience, there’s probably a lot of people that don’t like the version of me in the now. But if even one person was to have sense in their head, or if I was to win the money, then they would suddenly all love this version of me because it would have a context that they can then attach the value that everything that came before was in building. It’s like people need to see the end to give value to what came before, which again makes no sense. Because that then tells me that people don’t actually value what it was. The only thing that they value is what happened at the end. And that is a very painful thing, especially for what I’m creating, because it is all about actually having a more conscious humanity, and everything that has been shared is to widen the perspective of humanity. I still know for a fact that the only thing that’s going to spring any one individual or the masses is either an investor, a sponsor, money, or virality. Those four things are the only things that are going to have people say, Okay, I actually like this version of you, because they’ll be able to see what it can create. Instead of looking at what I’m creating, they’ll see what what I’m creating can create, which doesn’t make sense, because having virality, money, a sponsor, or an investor, those are all phase two. They’re all tools in order to continue the value. It’s a tool for continuity. It’s nothing valuable on its own. But still they will wait for one of those four things for it to actually concretize, or for them to like the version of me that I am. Because right now I’m exposing too much of the blind spots within humanity, and that creates cognitive dissonance. And because it’s something that they don’t want to see at this current moment in time, even though we need to see it, because if not, we’re all going to kill each other at some point. Because things are getting too intense, too crazy, too separate, too in ignorance of what is to feel in touch with reality. But because we’ve made fiction such a reality of our experience, people know fiction more than they know reality, which is sad, very sad. But also, it also allows me to see who everyone is. Because the day that it does, because I know the direction that I’m taking, I know the work that I’m working on, I know what the work is rooted in. I know exactly that everything that I’m saying is not something outside reality. It’s not inside the fictional world that society is, that’s for sure. But it is very much so in reality. Whether they want to look at reality or not, that’s a different conversation. We clearly are attracted by different things. But there’s nothing pseudo about the direction I’m taking for my life, yet until that one moment that only satisfies the ignorant human being. Not me, not the project, not SHS, not anything. It only satisfies the ignorant human being. Until that moment, it would just be me, myself, and I enjoying the beauty of what reality actually is, away from fictional world, away from fictional narratives that only really and truly cause even more mental disorder and mental chaos, mental just anything that’s wrong, anything that could make a mind wrong, honestly speaking. So I’m okay with not being in their world, though I understand that we are all part of the world. But at the same time, they don’t even know how to practice empathy enough to actually see it. So we are in a circumstance where we know for a fact that the moment the success comes, well success via the lenses of the people in the current society, not my success. My success started when I was born. But because of how they perceive success, they don’t see the fact that they even made it through all the eggs and sperm combination that could have happened, that they, their one consciousness was the one that made it through. They can’t even see that as a gift on its own, or success on its own. They have to create success, right? But so yeah. So to say that was, like, to build context on what I was saying, because if I say success, then people might think that I have the exact same perception of what success is to them, which is not the case. And I need to make the separation here because if not people start thinking that we relate when we really, truly we don’t. So in order for them to feel like I am successful, even though I am creating very successful things, they have to see that one moment of success that justifies all the other successes, which is insane. It’s so insane. Honestly. Like what does a mind have to go through to convince themselves that Is even a normal thing, that it’s normal to see success in front of your eyes and not have the ability to actually see it for what it is. Like what kind of narratives do people have in their head? I’m so curious about what people tell themselves about myself, you know? Not because I care about what people think. It’s because this is literally part of my job. But I’m also just curious to know the conversations that goes in someone’s mind. Because I don’t deny things that heavily. So I don’t know what it feels like to actually deny something that heavily. So I’m like, what do people tell themselves? Like, what’s the conversation? Like they see something that I’ve created, they’ve seen something that I’ve posted, they hear something that I said, they’ve seen me doing something. What are the conversations in those minds? Like what do they tell themselves? Like, what stories do they tell themselves? Like it’s crazy, you know? And possibly there’s only one person that could feel that way about me. Like where I might have thought of being in a pseudo situationship or something. But outside of that, I have no idea what kind of conversations people have in their own minds. Like what has them see something so great and still they have the capability. That’s the biggest thing, is having the capability of creating a story to deny something that is so vividly in front of you. To me, that is such a, oh my God, it’s a gift on its own, honestly. Because if we ever get humanity to a place where we can start thinking and start creating literally the things that people loved in fantasy and fiction and we can start creating it in the real world, oh my God, that is a skill that you want to have in your team. But in this current time, in this current circumstance, in this current reality, we’re not there yet. So they can’t really say that I’m not successful and think that I won’t be. They can’t really say, Oh, she’s never gonna go anywhere, and think that that is actually gonna be the case. Like they can’t. Like I have no idea what makes them think so. And it’s crazy, because the only reason why it’s even taking this long is because I am going along with it. Like they don’t understand that if I was to place my intensity in wanting to be successful, I would have already been so, because the only thing that separates me from that one moment is a polished, well-written, asleeking email or proposal written to the right person, which doesn’t take that long or that much, especially with AI. And then booking in a conversation and then, like everything starts from there. I am playing along with it because humanity clearly is not ready for it. And I’m not in the business of creating any psychosis. If people deny, and that’s why I spend so much time in bringing clarity and defining things in so many different aspects of life, because it dissipates the intensity that the mind would have had to go through at points of success. So that psychosis doesn’t happen because they would have had the clarity already. Like in the moments of success, everyone would have already known. Yes, she was about that. Yes, she was headed there. Yes, she was about, like she was so close, or yes, she was been spending so much time on that. Like all those things are gonna be easier for them to say simply because I’ve given so much definition to what I’m doing. I’ve talked about what I’m doing for so long, and I’ve actually shared and created depth from it. But if it wasn’t for that, oh my God, we would— like at my point of success, not anyone else’s, because no one else is actually breaking reality. No one else is really and truly trying to explain or trying to rewrite what humanity actually knows of itself in every single individual aspect or department or segment of life. If it wasn’t for the preparation and what I actually put into place, simply out of empathy, not necessarily fear of— not just empathy, actually, okay. So my nature is empathy, and then the nurture side is the one that looks at, well, if we need a change, we need as many hands on as possible. So the only way for that change to happen is to make sure that we have as many people alive as possible, because people are dying way too much, way too fast, left, right and center, you know? And so it’s a bit of both. It’s a bit of both. At first it was mere empathy, mere compassion, mere altruism. Altruism? Altruism? How do you say that word? I’m not sure. I know the Italian word, altruista. I don’t know the English word. Altruism? Is that a word? I’m not sure. Maybe it is. If it is, AI just put it in, honestly. But I’m not gonna actually post the AI version. This is only for me to transcribe what I’m thinking so that I can post it. So I guess you can give me a title, and after that, an image for this post. Thank you so much. But yeah, it’s quite concerning, you know? It’s very concerning. Because if it wasn’t for the work that I actually did in preparing humanity for that one moment, God knows what they would have gone through in their minds. Like literally reality would have split in half for them, in their minds though, not outside of it, not with any definition. They wouldn’t have had the words for it. They wouldn’t have had the actual emotional backing. They wouldn’t have had the mental literacy. They wouldn’t have had nothing if I hadn’t put the work in it to save their asses, to clean their asses, because they’re not willing to clean their mind. And their delusions are getting way too thick. Like for real, honestly. And there’s gonna be so many people that will come and say, Honestly, I just didn’t understand what you were doing, and I’ll look at them. Did you ask? And ask simply the simplest question: Did you ask any questions? No. Okay. Second question: Did you take any time to actually go through what I was doing? No. Okay. Third question: So what is it that you didn’t understand? Because if you don’t know what I actually do, then saying that you don’t understand really isn’t the problem. Saying that you did not spend any second trying to understand, any second exposing yourself, that is the real giver. But hey, I guess people can use the excuse of their lives being demanding, I guess. That’s what I’ve been at least using as an excuse for them to hold the empathy. Yeah, obviously everyone is busy. The system sucks the life out of them. That’s what I’ve been saying to myself. Maybe people are actually more ignorant than I thought. But I will only know at the point of success, because that’s when all cards will be fully laid out on the table. I’ll still know who I am, just like now. Nothing will change for me. It’ll be just another day. But for them, it’s almost like their whole lives will be fucking upside down. Not because I’m doing something directly to each and every single one of them, but it’s a billion people. So no. It’s because the reality that they would have lived by would have been a facade and would have been a pseudo reality, nothing in correlation with what actual reality is. And that is going to be The Rapture. And as I said rapture, literally the transcript just stopped. I look at the clock and it’s 11:44.