I only won this much, because y’all didn’t want me to win this much. So thank you and fuck you, for it was harder than it needed to be.

To all the love given and never reciprocrated

To all the hate received and never reciprocrated

To all the wonders that will be created

NO Devil has power over a Devil rooted in God.

Ashay.

You chase momentary happiness, I build Life’s Happiness. Count the difference.

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You could’ve been part of it, instead now you only get to watch it happening in front of you.

Believers: Good for you, where were you during the journey?!
Non-believers: Here’s the thing you didn’t want to see, your own words kicked back in your ass-hole, not the one you shit from, I am talking about your mouth.

Fuck you both for not making my dream possible, of doing it with a community, people to build with and whatnot, now I rule my world, do not come close if you have shit to hide, I will sniff you out miles away, as I have already for many from my past.

You are not welcomed.

All I ever wanted was to debunk the myth “You’re not successful if you don’t leave your whole past behind”… Well what do you do when your whole past didn’t raise a finger at your lowest, but they were all ready to celebrate the highs?!

What do you do when your whole past really didn’t give you a chance to extend your dream?! Do I go and lower my standards only to have people in my life and say I made it, when they are all fake, non trustworthy and only there cause it now looks good to be associated with you?!

Nah, fuck you all. And for whoever from the future, well your vulnerability and honesty is the only ticket that will allow you in. Good thing I fucking love to spend time with myself, and not self-loathing like most who prefer to look good, over being good.

How does your reputation look like now, that everything you were saying wouldn’t happen has happened?! As you are the only ones who care about that… I could clean my ass with it really, cause why would I want to look good in front of people who don’t even know themselves, nor the universe in which we live in. You only know the illusion in-between..

Nonetheless, not what I’m interested in.

Come corrected or don’t come at all if you don’t want to be read. Patience doesn’t exist in my vocabulary as I don’t go by time, I go by intensity.

Last night was my end or be all: Die or Win. Here’s your answer.