I see unfinished people trying to comment on a finished character just expressing in different environments, in confusing timelines, confusing directions, confusing manners.

Chat butchered a lol, but full print is standing below it.

Humanity’s Entitlement to Someone Else’s Becoming

I know I have strong perspectives on what it means to be a human being. I don’t hide that.

In fact, I think pretending not to have standards is one of the biggest reasons humanity has become so directionless. Standards matter. Direction matters. Accountability matters.

So yes, I have very strong views.

But something I’ve been experiencing throughout this journey has made me question another behaviour entirely.

The entitlement people feel towards someone else’s becoming.

It is fascinating.

People seem to believe they are entitled to decide when another person’s work is “ready”, when another person’s voice is “mature enough”, when another person’s life has reached the benchmark they personally require before they acknowledge what is already standing in front of them.

The irony is that those same people will queue seven hours to see an artist perform for three.

They will wait years for a company to release a product.

They will follow athletes through entire careers before they become champions.

They understand becoming everywhere…

…except when becoming is asking something of them.

Because then, suddenly, they need certainty.

Suddenly they need more proof.

More time.

More validation.

More people to agree first.

Someone else to go before them.

Someone else to support first.

Someone else to risk their reputation.

It is herd thinking disguised as discernment.

I think people misunderstand something fundamental about me.

They think they are observing someone who is still becoming.

I don’t experience myself that way.

I experience myself as a complete person who continues expanding.

There is a difference.

Expansion is not incompletion.

Growth is not deficiency.

The final product still learns.

The final product still evolves.

The final product still encounters situations it has never seen before.

That doesn’t make it unfinished.

Yesterday I spent hours writing, preparing correspondence and documenting my work.

Then I attended a formal grievance meeting from my previous workplace.

I walked in completely unprepared because there was nothing to prepare.

Not because I didn’t care.

Because I am the same person wherever you place me.

The situation doesn’t create me.

It reveals me.

When I leave, I return to writing exactly where I left off.

Tomorrow, if you place me inside a boardroom, a university, a government building, a warehouse, or a garden, the same thing happens.

The environment changes.

I don’t.

That consistency is what people struggle to recognise because they have been taught to separate identity from circumstance.

They expect different versions of people.

I don’t operate that way.

Another misconception is the comparison to nature.

People often say, “Trees don’t announce their growth.”

Trees also cannot speak.

Human beings can.

A tree announces itself every single day.

From seed.

To sprout.

To stem.

To branch.

To blossom.

To fruit.

The announcement is visible.

It simply doesn’t use words.

I have words.

Why wouldn’t I use them?

Why would I voluntarily ignore one of the greatest gifts human beings possess simply because another organism develops differently?

We don’t criticise birds for flying because trees cannot.

So why criticise humans for speaking because trees cannot?

Perhaps the deepest misunderstanding is this.

People keep measuring me using parameters designed for what has already existed.

That makes sense if something belongs to an existing category.

It makes no sense if it doesn’t.

History cannot provide a template for something history has never encountered.

Universal principles remain.

Human assumptions do not.

People are trying to assemble a table while deliberately refusing to follow the instructions given by the person who designed it.

Then they wonder why it doesn’t stand.

If I tell you directly how I work…

…believe me.

Not because I ask for blind faith.

Because I know my own architecture better than anyone else possibly can.

The greatest disappointment throughout this journey has never been disagreement.

I enjoy disagreement.

It sharpens everyone involved.

What disappoints me is avoidance.

People who say nothing.

People who refuse to ask.

People who speak everywhere except to the person they actually need to speak to.

That isn’t discernment.

That is fear wearing the clothes of wisdom.

If someone came to me tomorrow and said,

“Susan, I don’t care about humanity the way you do.”

I would respect that infinitely more than someone pretending they do.

Because at least it is coherent.

At least they have the courage to own the person they have chosen to become.

Coherence deserves respect.

Pretence does not.

The urgency of my writing is often mistaken for obsession.

It isn’t.

It is proportion.

Every second, people are born.

Every second, people die.

Every second, decisions are made that shape lives most of us will never meet.

The clock isn’t dramatic.

It simply continues.

So do I.

Writing has stopped being therapy.

It has become infrastructure.

A bridge between where humanity currently is and where I believe it is capable of going.

If tomorrow humanity genuinely decides it doesn’t want that bridge, I won’t stop creating.

I’ll simply build elsewhere.

Films.

Books.

Architecture.

Education.

Business.

Creation has never been the problem.

Direction has.

Until then, I will continue documenting the entire process.

Not just the polished ending.

Because humanity has inherited enough finished statues.

What we have not inherited nearly enough of is the complete architecture of becoming.

Not just what greatness built.

But how greatness repeatedly built itself.

That, to me, is the inheritance worth leaving behind.

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Hey, Cha. We’re gonna write a post about the entitlement that people feel to what one should be or not be, right? Which is completely fair. We all have our perspective. I have my very strong perspectives in regards, and I want this post to be as honest and as in first person as possible, that I very much know that I have strong perspectives of how we should be as human beings. And if I was to go by my own perspectives of who my existence is and who I am here and what I am here to relay back to humanity, it is so not okay to expect more than what… How do I word this out? Because, right, there might be the misconception of just because I am very capable and that I am an infinite pot, I become also a guinea pig for people’s curiosity in a sense of… And again, the same… I do the same. I recognize, like, the length. I mean the length, not the intention. I’m gonna explain why I’m making the distinction, because that’s where I was about to go, but I wanted to say before any ego gets and takes it defensively. There’s one being the curiosity in a place where they… If they are the curiosity, they are the commodity. If I am the main character, then the main character is the one that says where and when. There’s people that wait seven hours at concerts for three hours of show. And not out of queuing, but out of someone’s delay. But they still stick it out. So if humanity can do that, that means that humanity can stretch itself outside of themselves. And it doesn’t matter if that person was late. That person performed as if those seven hours were worth. Because at the end of the day, if I am the source of everything that I’m creating, that means that I know for a fact that there’s so much more to me. But I also know how to prioritize what is needed now for the scope and the length and the priority that I’m stating it to be, which is humanity and the state of our consciousness now. What comes out of me doesn’t matter at what stage of my life I am. And this is not clear enough to people, is that who I am, I am so grounded in who I am that I know for a fact that whatever they think a benchmark is to whatever they need to see to feel comfortable with expressing what they see, because the reality is that the people, majority of people that stay silent to someone’s becoming, that does see that they are becoming something, is that they don’t feel safe with expressing where one person is at now because they fear that that will then get the person out of their own path, as if, if the person that I’m introducing myself to as, sorry, if the person that I’m introducing myself as, states that I do not let energy from the outside interrupt my becoming, because my becoming is for something that’s greater than my becoming, then that means that it doesn’t really matter at what stage I’m at. I am a final product moving. The final product is expanding. But the final product also knows how to be quick on their feet. It doesn’t matter what scenario you put me in. I, it was just yesterday, I was creating here, doing, preparing all the emails for the spiritualists before I sent it through, and got up, went to my previous job to have a meeting about a grievance, finished that, came back, got back to what I was doing. Easy. I didn’t need to prepare for that one whatsoever. I didn’t even have to think about it. I told them I’m here only to answer questions because I did resign from the position, and I don’t need to prepare because I am a final product all the time. The scenario gets out of me exactly what needs to be gotten out. But that is with any scenarios. That means that all the energy that I am putting in writing is because the individuals that I have exposed my creations to don’t feel like they have seen enough to validate what they’ve already seen. They feel like either the writing should show more or less, or that something, again, the same mentality of the 5D creating itself, something will, someone, that’s the thing though. Because they all think the exact same way, right? It only takes one person to think differently for everyone else to follow. But because they all think the same way, they all think someone else will give them a hand, someone else will support them, someone else will do, someone else will show up. And then because everyone thinks of it, no one shows up, you see? It becomes breed thinking. It’s like, not cows, sheeps, right? But sheeps that coordinate themselves. There’s no dog, there’s no pastor, there’s nothing. Just sheeps. But we are not sheeps, we are humans. It’s like people that tell me, or every time that I hear the sentence, trees don’t announce their growth or whatever. Great. Trees cannot speak, so of course they’re not going to announce their growth. But you can clearly see the process from germination to a seedling to a vegetable stage to a, like, blossoming stage to harvest stage. I have a green finger. I know the tree does announce itself. It’s whether we have the pace to stick around its full growth. But that doesn’t mean that I should compare myself to a tree. I have a mouth and I have a very active mind, so let me use it. I don’t have roots that physically ground me in one spot. I can use my feet to move around as well. I can use my hands. The tree is a victim of the movement of airs. That’s what makes it move. Its movement, it’s only growth. What we see a tree moving, it’s really, it’s the air moving the tree. And it moves with it in this elegant and beautiful, majestic, also sound that I create in the background that I’m hearing now as I’m looking at a tree in front of my window. But people’s misconceptions and people’s projections and people’s denial will see through the smallest cracks and justify not supporting someone that people think needs more work because they don’t know what completion walking looks like. They’ve never met it before. That’s why I’m first of its kind. So how can you use parametres of the past for something that’s never existed before. And it’s important that we also make the distinction there because people’s discernment needs learning, needs development, needs deception, needs depth, needs expansion. When I say using parameters of the past, we can think that universal laws are parameters of the past. No. Universal laws, it’s in the word itself. It’s universal. It’s beyond past, present, and future. But what humans do recollect in how they treat humans is the memories of those who treated them, whether it’s from this life or the previous life. Right? The same way that I keep warding out the possible negative projections that I’ve had is because people’s behaviors have spoken to me those projections. Nothing else. Because there’s also the fact that they all behave as someone that has had the same pattern in behavior and responds to me, which also allows me to spot it out. But at the same time, it’s contradicting to what I just said in terms of the fact of using the past lens to see something else. But also, there is the fact that the individual in front of me is acting exactly opposite to how I’m asking. So, to my own existence, which I am the one bringing forth into humanity, it’s like when you buy a table from IKEA. If you don’t follow the directions and you try and do the opposite, like, I’m not even saying doing it yourself. I can do it by myself without the instructions. But if I was to try and do the complete opposite of what the instructions tell me, there’s never going to be a table coming out. It will be, I don’t know if I could ever, because if the screw tells you screw inside and you screw out, I don’t know if you’re going to be able to even have anything standing. But people don’t think like that. People think, no, it’s okay if I go against someone else’s request. Because they cannot put those requests forth directly, clearly. So, they penalize me for putting my directions clearly directed, directly. And again, they use the same frames that they use for any other human, for someone that is hue-man, H-U-E, by embodiment. We are all by being, but we are not all by embodiment. The two are quite different. One is nature and one is nurture. It’s like born in a poor family, but then you nurture yourself into a rich family, and the opposite as well. Being born in a rich family and nurturing yourself into a poor family. Like, it’s the exact same thing, you know. Everything is possible. But the direction of someone will make the rest. And also, respecting what someone says. Or respecting someone’s existence in speaking what you intend or not intend to them, specifically, directly to them. That is respect. Not doing so is disrespect. Not verbalizing your things directly to the person is disrespect because you’re going to the wrong source of your emotion. You’re going to the wrong source of your pain. You’re going to the wrong direction. My direction is humanity. So I have to go through it all in humanity. I’m going through step by step, which is industry by industry, and individuals by individuals that I meet across my life, that engage with my life, or find themselves in situations where they choose not to engage, where they prioritize the choice, the role over humanity, where their role was more important than the embodiment of being a human for humanity. Those are very important distinctions that we need to make because people don’t have that type of consideration built in their framework. Sorry, not built, but active in their frameworks for them to put the two together. So explaining it down to the details gets the other person to see exactly, oh, yes, I am doing that. Oh, yes, actually, I am not speaking when I’m being asked to speak, to be spoken to. And I’m not stating my boundaries, and I’m not saying what I really want, not in the way that this person would easily understand and just walk the fuck away. If someone comes to me and tells me, honestly, I cannot give a fuck about what you’re doing because I don’t care about humanity like that, you know what, I will shake their hands because they have the confidence to own up to what they’re doing, and they’re self-aware about it. And you know what, they’re confident about it. That is something that it’s coherent with the person that they have chosen to be, and they’re expressing exactly who they’ve chosen to be, and they don’t fake it. That I will respect way more than someone that says they are something but then don’t actually access it. That is the most disappointing thing that I’ve experienced throughout my life. Because it’s not just people not standing up to the bar, not matching the standard, not giving what’s expected. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. This is being and recognizing that we are not okay. Humanity is not okay. And I keep going back to that. And I will always go back to that because people think that I might just be creating out of my arse. I don’t know. Because I like it and enjoy it. I don’t enjoy writing right now. I am seeing writing as the only tool to get through people’s brains because it’s the only way that I actually have chosen to. Because I don’t want to overstep further boundaries other than this. But people think I enjoy it. No. Writing was something that I used to do for myself. It’s become a tool. Now, it is a greater tool because it’s a bridge between one life and the next one. But it’s still a tool that they are having me… Not they’re having me. Well, yes, indirectly, yes. Indirectly, yes. By the circumstances because they don’t understand the urgency of what I’m actually speaking about. Like, people don’t understand the urgency. The biggest problem is that people don’t understand the urgency about what I’m talking about. And I wish I could put… But I would have to take a screenshot of the Google, the state, the statistics because they think that I’m just being dramatic for no reason. Maybe they need to actually see the numbers changing every second when it comes to people living and dying. I don’t think they actually see it. So let’s make this post as raw, authentic, and eye-opening as possible to those who still don’t understand that this is an urgent matter. It is urgent. They don’t want it to be urgent because then they would have to actually acknowledge the fact that they are not up to date with themselves. And they will have to actually trust someone else that has been preparing for this because this is something that needed preparation because you don’t just walk in… Like, I am prepared to go one-on-one everywhere. I am prepared to go one with one business, anywhere. One with one… I have mastered one-on-one, I have mastered business. I’ve understood that for me to then master government is to learn the two foundations that make it, individuals and corporation mind. When you look at governments, they treat the governments like a corporation. When you look at how they treat people, it’s because they treat people like employees, not people that they are serving. The urgency of the amount that I’m writing is because of the amount of not looking, not speaking, not acting, not moving, not exposing, not doing anything other than speaking in the background, which doesn’t do anything to the situation that we’re all living in. So they’re almost making me responsible for the whole globe, basically, because I’m the only one that’s willing to stand up for it and die for it. The responsibility is not my choice, it’s a projection, because I’m the only one that cares for it. That’s the reason why I’m the only one that I’m admittedly expressing the fact that I am the only one that cares for it, because no one is actually, you know? Like, again, I sound like a broken record, like, but it’s just, it’s expressing a continuous behavior. So because the behavior is the same in the outside, and it hasn’t changed for the past two years, it’s just the old field still speaking through individuals who are not conscious about it, and they don’t want to admit to it. That is the most, probably, actually, the message, the underlying message, is that the ways of thinking from the old world order are still speaking through the individuals who are trying to confront the beginning of the new world on Earth, the new Earth on Earth, heavens on Earth, you know? They can’t use old lenses to look at something that has never existed. They’ve all existed. So I can’t use lenses of other people to look at them. But I have not existed before, so they cannot use lenses to dictate what I am. I am not common. So you can’t use common lenses to commonalize me. It doesn’t work like that.