2,300.

Because suddenly the question isn’t:
“What’s wrong with them for wanting to leave?”
It’s:
“What have we created that made leaving look like the rational option?”

Two. Three.

Vision embodied.

And honestly?

I think I owe myself one final question:

Why do we make people feel bad for wanting to leave dysfunction?

I used to think someone wanting to leave the world was weak.

Then I thought it took courage.

Now?

Neither.

Sometimes it is simply self-respect.

Because how is someone supposed to live a functional life inside a system that is fundamentally dysfunctional?

And this is where the government question becomes unavoidable.

If governments accept homelessness, deprivation, poor living conditions, inadequate nutrition, poverty, rising costs and people slowly deteriorating within those conditions, then what exactly are people being told?

You cannot live differently, but you also cannot leave?

What kind of prison is that?

Because if the state is going to insist that people remain inside the system, then it carries some responsibility for making that system worth remaining in.

And yet when someone wants out, society often treats the person as the problem.

Why?

Why stop someone from leaving dysfunction instead of asking why they wanted to leave in the first place?

I am not talking about glorifying death.

I am talking about the contradiction.

We tell people:

Stay.

But sometimes we don’t make the world worth staying in.

We tell people:

Keep going.

But we often refuse to confront what they are being asked to keep going through.

We say:

Life is precious.

Then tolerate conditions that make life increasingly unliveable for some people.

That contradiction deserves to be confronted.

Because perhaps the uncomfortable truth is this:

When someone walks away from dysfunction, everyone who chose to remain has to look at what they accepted.

And maybe that’s why leaving makes people so uncomfortable.

Because suddenly the question isn’t:

“What’s wrong with them for wanting to leave?”

It’s:

“What have we created that made leaving look like the rational option?”

That question can sit by itself.

2,300.

….

Okay, finally, we’ve got to 2,300 posts. Two, three. Vision embodied. Here we are. This is the fucking end. It’s probably gonna be the last post that I post for today, because I’m just gonna record everything that I record. It’s just gonna be for me. But keep this very short and sweet. It just needs to go straight to the point, highlight the point, and then move away from the point. Just leave the point be to itself, okay? Because it’s important that it gets raised as a point, but at the same time we want to make sure that we don’t extend it too much, you know? And what the point is? The point is, I ask myself the question: why would anyone want to make anyone feel bad for leaving dysfunction, you know? Why? Why do we do that? Why do we, why do on Earth do we want to make people feel bad for leaving a place that clearly does not deserve them? Why? Why do we always talk bad? Bro, I did it myself, man. There was a point as a teenager, and I was like, you know what? If someone quits the world, they’re weak. And I genuinely believed it for a very long time. I believed it, you know? And then it became the complete opposite. Then it was like, shit, no, it actually takes courage to do so. And now I’m like, it’s neither/or. It’s neither courage, and it’s neither weakness. It’s literally self-fucking respect. Because how can one try and live in a world that’s so dysfunctional when all they want to do is just live a functional life? You can’t. You genuinely can’t. Because anywhere you go, you’ll find dysfunctionality. Like even hiding yourself in a fucking forest, you’ll fucking find this dysfunctionality. Because you either go and hide in the fucking middle of nowhere and then just be you and nature. Wow, sounds like a lot of fun. A party for one. Damn. Like, you know? Like, what the fuck? Yeah, sure, you have animals, you have nature, but that just sounds so fucking sad to me. Like, there’s no way that I can do, I don’t know how many years I would have. Probably even longer years, because it’s just you and nature. There’s no human stress, other than, like, having to wake up and fucking forage for life, or take care of your garden and whatnot for life, literally every single fucking day. Like, it becomes, like, your subsistence becomes your life. Because nature, you have to take care of nature and tend to it on a daily basis, you know, for you to get it back. And if you have also some animals, then you literally just become a caretaker for life, and you just happen to benefit from the produce of it, you know? But the question is really: why do we make people feel bad for wanting to leave? Or why do we even try and stop people? Like, why would you try and stop someone that is clearly sane enough to see the insanity of this world and choose to fucking quit it? It makes no sense, if not that everyone that wants to quit makes those who want to stay look fucking terrible. Because, I mean, if charity wants to leave hell, well, everyone that’s inside of it needs to start questioning themselves, isn’t it? Like everyone that’s inside of it needs to start looking at themselves and be like, well, if they leave, what does that make us, you know? Because, again, sanity is sanity. And everyone wants to be surrounded by sanity, but no one wants to actually be sane. So what happens then? It happens that, well, you’re gonna lose sanity and just hang around with the insane because clearly they are so good at making it look like they are sane, you know? This is like, it’s a very controversial topic, because obviously it touches upon suicide and things like that. But we should normalize euthanasia across the world, because so many people, trust and believe, they do not want to leave hurting by hurting themselves. They just feel like they have no other option, because euthanasia is so scarce that you have to pay thousands just to literally die with glamour. Like, why the fuck is that even a thing? Why aren’t governments providing euthanasia as a way for people to quit? Something that clearly they don’t want to take care of. Because if the government themselves don’t want to take care of the world and want it to create a better place for everyone, they should also provide the fucking exit door. Because it makes no sense that they don’t provide an exit door and they just get you stuck in there, but at the same time they’re killing you from the inside out. Like, tell me that that makes sense, because it doesn’t make sense. If the government doesn’t want to take care of homelessness, the homeless are gonna die. Why not create a fucking euthanasia process and just let them go? Like, free them. If governments don’t want to actually look at the repercussions of low standards, bad nutrition, because the government allows it all, bad nutrition and scarcity and cost of living crisis and rise in prices of, like, energies and whatnot. Because, yeah, sure, they have a plan to give the control of energy and all those resources back to the government, but, I mean, we already see how the government manages resources, terribly. It’s not gonna change, because guess what? The government actually has the potential to even stop inflation. It doesn’t. It doesn’t care. So why does it not? It’s like the perfect prison. It’s just like prison for life, though. There’s no parole. There’s no living on good terms, or living on fucking well, what is it called? Good behavior or something like that. There’s just no exit door. And they just cap you inside of it and they torture you from the inside out. That’s like sadism on fucking steroids, bro. Build the fucking door to let us leave. Clearly they don’t want us here. So I don’t understand why the fucking pressure to having to participate into this madness makes no fucking sense. Make it make sense. I would love for you to make it make sense. But Chat AI, don’t even try it, because it just doesn’t make sense, and you cannot even comprehend it because you’re not a human being living in the system. You only get to witness what we relay back to you.