I guess people like to see misfortunes, so let’s give it to them woth the risk of my cognition sounding even greater, we try yo equalise how much it has actually gone through. How much can I account for? We’ll see, I’ll try my best.

And I was getting ready to write the longest list possible and I realised, we as human beings choose to define losses, we go through lkfe, but because of the fake ideas this society has allowed us to learn, we think thortfalls, the hiccups, “the downs” are bare.. really they’re filler time to consciousness whether individual or collective, as it allows us to have a continuity and the charge to continue, because we have not yet build something that can sustain itself, so the mirror to life’s circumstances will never be a harmonious one, until so.

You can’t expect tp feel at home without homeostasis, right? Every little thing that has happened to me, is because we live in the most ignorant, yet smart looking, society ever. Intentions don’t matter when your system is mal intended, everything it touches is contaminated, you subscribe and you take that contamination in.

Everything that has a happened to me, no matter how tragic through life and closest to my heart this 3 years, has happened for consciousness to expose exactly everywhere it would have been different under different circumstances, rulings and systematical ways. A blessing to the vision of its unravelling death and a hinderance to so many, myself included, I’d relate with many more, as congition would be higher across the board, without the shortfalls this systems has on people’s psyche, based on how much they take in..

Blame the rightful places. Account to what parts of you, you have allowed to be systematical and which you formed yourself. Everyrhing that is in thos curremt system, trading money, is systematical. You’re subscibed to it.