And so, as follow-up to that, we are gonna write about how we’re— well, how I am dropping the Quantum Hat. The hat that I’ve been nurturing for the past three years and a half. The one that wanted to provide a specific type of win to humanity. A win that would have helped humanity see more of itself. A win that would have allowed humanity to be literally shocked awake, because it would have allowed them to see a jackpot win on top of everything that I’ve already built and constructed, in order to not to be both a door for them to have a sense of reasoning as to why consuming SHS’s content or contribute to its building stage away from its architecture stage. But it’s a win that goes against my own quest, my own mission, my own desires, my own mission, my own purpose, because I’m trying to build something that kills money. So for me to invest my resources in the lottery to make the money really is something that I don’t need, and I never needed, because I got here without it, and I would never go back on myself in a way that undoes the work that I’ve done. And if I was to go back, I would do exactly everything the exact same, because winning a jackpot, a lottery jackpot wasn’t the goal that I ever had in mind. It was the crutch, because humanity did not know how to see its own needs. And so I went on a quest to get that, to both build the next stage of SHS, but the next stage of SHS should be a need that humanity openly expresses for itself, because it’s already working for me, and it’s already doing so much for me, and it’s not something that requires me to be or do anything different from what I already am. And because of it, it’s something that needs me more than I need it, because I’m now in a place where I’ve got all my needs covered. I’ve got food, I’ve got a house, I’ve got heating, I’ve got hot and cold water, I’ve got lovely housemates, I’ve got clothing, I’ve got more than I actually need for survival, and a whole year of freedom and time and space to do everything that I want and desire. And SHS is complete as it stands, because it is standalone. As it stands right now, it does everything that I’ve stated it to be, and everything that I hoped it for it to be at some point. it’s actually more than what the goal was. The goal was to create something that would allow humanity to awaken to its own self, to see its own needs, to see its own lacks. And for, and the space where its humanity was integrated, seen, appreciated, held accountable and responsible to its own self. And SHS is exactly that as it stands right now. And because the goal did not require a specific stage, it did not require it to be a building block. It required it to exist. And because of that and because of how clear it’s been structured, I’ve achieved my life’s purpose probably a year ago. And after that it’s just been nursing the same, the same frequency of achievement. And because of the fact that I have so much wealth, so much richness. And the whole year to just live within that space where even I would be saving ten pound a week that I can just use for any other way instead of putting it in lottery tickets to possibly one day hit that threshold. Because the threshold of the lottery, it would take me longer to get there than the threshold of humanity actually awakening to its own self. So it’s not, it would have been going beyond humanity. But if humanity is still in hindrance of its own self, it does not deserve to see a jackpot win from me only for it to awaken to its own self or to awaken to its own opportunity to actually see its own self. It needs to decide to do so its own self. So I’m not gonna baby humanity in possibly winning the jackpot that then would attract attention to me. I’m gonna kindly refuse that way of going about it and just live my life for now. I have done everything that was needed and humanity has so much access to everything that it is on the platform. I really don’t need to do anything beyond that. If it chooses to want more of it, it can ask. Because at the end of the day, I’m not the one that’s giving away my thoughts, my time, my freedom, my autonomy, my authority to a system that is extractive. I’m not the one who lives by the ruling of someone else that benefits from my extraction. I’m not the one that isn’t aware of what it is to be a human being in society, in humanity, in consciousness. Humanity is, well, the humanity in society because it doesn’t want to see where its own free will ends and where consciousness will begins. I’m not the one that is losing on a daily basis. If anything, I’m gaining everything and so much on a daily basis. The amount of things that I get on a daily basis are just so profound that I really don’t need a jackpot. What would I be giving away? More money? Who needs more money when my survival is covered? I’m not trying to build a life of my survival being rooted on money. I’m trying to actually create a system that holds our survival as a need because it understands that that is what propels the continuity of our existence. I’m not trying to build a life where I chase money. And I was chasing money and trying to win a jackpot because, because I was looking at what is it that humanity is giving its attention to? And let me get more of that because then humanity would look at what I’m creating. But that’s not the right way of going about it. If anything, it would taint what I’m trying to go about it. Yeah, sure, it would give me the resources to do so. Well, not to do so, but it would give me the resources to move it to the next stage. But if it’s already completed, it’s fully functional, effective and efficient as it stands right now. I don’t need to take it outside of the page because clearly people have been following books. So just accepting that people on top of following money also follow books. I’ve already written a digital book. I don’t need to do anything more than that. I can continuously just build the pages and for it to be an infinite digital book. Because, because people are still gonna be reading books and they’re still gonna be online, you know. And it will get to a point where I won’t even do the online. And that’s simply because I’ll have better things to do in the physical realm or more interesting people to actually have conversations with that are willing to actually open themselves up to the more the life is, you know? And instead of placing limitations upon myself because for me to win a jackpot would have been a huge limitation because it would have had me in a place where it could have easily created the circumstances of the question, well, you said that you don’t want money but you won a lottery jackpot. Well, it wasn’t a want of myself. It was a need to then provide to humanity. But I’m done trying to make the choice for humanity’s betterment. I have won the jackpot on the greatest mind, i have won it on the greatest heart and I have won it on the greatest existence. I don’t need to won it in their system, I get to write the architecture of what follows, if it was to ever to choose better for its own self and express the need for it. Until then it’s a fiesta and a siesta for me. Humanity has to take the responsibility on that and choose to want better for its own self because clearly me making the choice for it doesn’t work. So instead of me trying to be the savior, I’m gonna just be exactly what I am for myself because it works. I’ve been, I’ve been living under the same system that I’m trying to bring for humanity. And I get to be my own testament of self as the only one that is choosing a better self. So instead of me chasing humanity to awaken humanity, I’m gonna choose to allow humanity to awaken to the opportunities that it has. And in doing so, I understand why Jesus chose to go and sit with God. It’s because humanity chose against him. And that’s why he died for humanity’s sins. The sin wasn’t the things that humanity does. The sin was humanity denying and rejecting the one thing that would have helped it be better. Humanity chose to put Jesus on a cross. So Jesus let them. I understand that fully. And I support that wholeheartedly. And if I say that I follow Jesus’ ways and not just the religion of Jesus, then it gets to a point where I also choose to sit with God. And that’s by just doing exactly what I’ve been doing minus the trying to awaken humanity. Instead, I would just prepare the land of milk and honey and enjoy it for the time being until humanity chooses to walk into it, you know? But up until then, it has to be responsible for its own self. So I don’t, I’m not intending to chase humanity anymore. Instead, I’m just gonna be a human being on Earth with another bunch of humans who don’t necessarily know that they are a human being in consciousness. And just make the most of myself. It’s time for me to be selfish after giving my whole life for altruistic reasons

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